written, recorded and mastered by me
produced by @oldyungtoadsage <3

🠟 lyrics 🠟

A month that passes like a second with no comment

Living in the present,
its a box that lost its contents...

I wake up to their world,
where observations are nonsense

I wake up to their world,
where the truth is just too honest.

I wake up to a world
where everyone i know has lost it all

I wake up with the knowledge
That everyone i like is lost...

Im really okay with the pain and the costs,
and they think im not sane
its okay cuz im not

i said babe
im a pain to you
see that im draining you

said im engrained in you
get me away from you

im really okay
   as i say 
       while im crossed
then u stare at my eyes,
and u can tell im exhausted.

you don't wanna be chained to me
im probably a stain to you
i cant contain, asking,
how is it plain to you?
its not to me.

grew up having bad rep
look around me
everybody chasing checks
i have no crew
because the cliques just chase
adrenaline and neck

bitch im numb just like a sedative at best

and im pathetic cuz i leave the ones that love me
for some rest

and imma do it till im finally unaffected
by the ones
who make me scared of getting left

and imma do it till im finally unaffected
by the ones
who make me check my fucking back
like every second

and imma cherish every laceration
gratefully like someone who was made
to take a lesson

cuz im a masochist
and maybe im addicted
to the people who can send a fucking message

i think i left a bad impression
till the end, from the start,
im the source of my depression
build it up and tear it apart
spill everything in the session

 [ switch up ]

i dont
   see love
       as i used to anymore

some part
     of my heart
         died to keep me alive

i dropped my guard,
     in the end 
        what was it for?

some part
     of my heart
        died to keep me alive

-

its probably cause
     the light that was
inside of me
       has given up...
                well im not sure if it can be revived
                                 (be revived)

im mourning youth
       this shit is tough
             no innocence
                   no giving up
       my heart ran dry so you cant be mine
                        (cant be mine)

Its kinda clear that you dont need me,
Its pretty clear that i dont need you...
Its kinda clear that you dont want me,
Its pretty clear that i dont know what i want...
         kno-kno-know what i want
                        anymore

i dont
   see love
       as i used to anymore

some part
     of my heart
         died to keep me alive

i dropped my guard,
     in the end 
        what was it for?

some part
     of my heart
        died to keep me alive

bad impressions

@glassxhotel @prodlura ily 

(chorus) x2
i’m so lost .. i need a way back home
i’m so cold .. i feel it in my bones
left your warmth .. & now i’m on my own
shield my heart .. with walls made from stone

(verse)
all u put me thru
i still held onto u
i feel so fragile
i’m so sad, i could shatter

girl, i’m like a snowflake
everything is so fake

my visions blurry, i don’t know
if i could do this on my own

(bridge)
my heart is frozen
it’s all because of you
give me a moment
wonder what i have left to lose

(chorus) x2
i’m so lost .. i need a way back home
i’m so cold .. i feel it in my bones
left your warmth .. & now i’m on my own
shield my heart .. with walls made from stone

snow angels

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snow angels (lura)

away +J4y (capsized)

frozen heart [lilac]

the same +crescent (benjithemachine)

Prod Me
Lyrics:
like I Think i Need you
like i think I'm Missin you wantin you Back
I Wanna See you
The way that You Held me And Made me Laugh
like I Think i Need you
i Think that im Missin you I Need you Back
i'd Do Anything to See you
an I Hope you Know i Love everything You Do

like it Took 2 years to Get Better now im worse
like i Swear i hate Myself i Swear im the Worst
when We Were Together i Always put You First
an i Hope This New one Treats you How You Deserve
Ima take This Lesson an I Swear ima Learn
The way Life Been treating me i Swear i been Cursed
when you Left it Hurt, it Felt like i was getting Burned
now The Only one Thats Here for me Is Percs

like I Think i Need you
like i think I'm Missin you wantin you Back
I Wanna See you
The way that You Held me And Made me Laugh
like I Think i Need you
i Think that im Missin you I Need you Back
i'd Do Anything to See you
an I Hope you Know i Love everything You Do

I Dont wanna cry, All i can do is Cry
all i Hear is your Goodbyes, i Can't sleep at Night
sitting here Im Wasting Time, Like i just Hate my Life
Hate it when i'm Not As High, it Makes it Hard to Try
It Makes me wanna Die
i wanna Go Back and see ya Smile
im supposed To Do this Without you Like How
i Can't im gonna fade Out In the Crowd

like it Took 2 years to Get Better now im worse
like i Swear i hate Myself i Swear im the Worst
when We Were Together i Always put You First
an i Hope This New one Treats you How You Deserve
Ima take This Lesson an I Swear ima Learn
The way Life Been treating me i Swear i been Cursed
when you Left it Hurt, it Felt like i was getting Burned
now The Only one Thats Here for me Is Percs

like I Think i Need you
like i think I'm Missin you wantin you Back
I Wanna See you
The way that You Held me And Made me Laugh
.

i Need Youu </3

featured artists @fijimar & @x_fujioka
prod by @brknglss & @kojowav

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for the first time fijimar + xfujioka (brknglss kojo)

fade away prod lil biscuit

long nights long days (evan jolley)

long nights long day (evan jolley)

ha

im going crazy i dont wanna be me
feel like my mind belongs to another species
why dont we get along if we both hate me?
i think itd be better if you just stopped tryna change me
i hope im happy in the morning
i just wanna do something that makes my life not boring
remember when you used to adore me?
im so fine now you cant afford me
loving me is a chore? oh please
if you want me baby get down on your knees

find my way through the crowd
livin ina place where they scream my name loud
go somewhere where im not scared to be myself
n not think about anything else
they dont know what ive been through
but they love to judge all of the things that i cant do
why wont someone say theyll love me anyway?
when everythings ok let stay the same
dont make it sound so insane

i wanna vibe lets go get a coffee
i wanna go outside, bby do you wanna walk with me?
im a lost cause stop tryna save me
remember last week you said you hate me
im addicted i like my vibes wavvy
tryna do something crazy why dont you take me
change my mind tell me everything is perfect
make my life feel good bby tell me livings worth it
im really not someone youll be bored with
im gonna go 2 the beach and sit where the shore hits
i dont sleep at night thats that bored shit
i dont wanna link up i dont think our cords fit

do u want me or my face?
how come when im down bad u dont wanna stay?
i needed u to say that youd love me anyway
and make me believe that bad feelings are temporary
i could be better tomorrow
but since u wanna go guess youll never kno
i dont think u cared, it shows
i guess ill go out n be a ho
go wherever my legs will take me
i only beg to myself to save me

crazy.exe

Glo (recyclebin X Garasu)

xfujioka7@gmail.com
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frozen heart [lilac]

xFujioka

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