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miles

Playlist 12/12/21

Torontos finest

getaway 

getaway (PROD. s e s h)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
all songs prod. scotty splash
NV4L

enjoy <3

the works (prod. scotty splash)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
prod. whyzoo
NV

headpop (prod. whyzoo)

prod. wstdtime
nv
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

forevercycle (prod. wstdtime)

prod. sxda
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
NV

ahh (prod. sxda)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

blue shift

blackened
bleeding
hiding

dont get bit
u might go
crazy

get used 
to the 
silence

u on blue shift now
but it cant be

and it wont be baby
wont let it happen to me

been thru way too much
but the pains too much
askin to be saved too much
body parts, still bleed blood

and im
askin for forgiveness once again
father will u hold onto my hand? 
sittin here hallucinating ends 
and idk whats better for me, man

lacerations detected
scratches on the skin next infection
theres always something bigger in the distance
groans, moans and screeches make my heart skip
we got overrun about a week ago
i been sleepin in a box and keep my mouth closed
they dont even come here no more
and they take over planets like its easy mode

never been so scared in my life
feel a little sick, scratched my eye
something weird is happenin inside
i dont know my name or my life
i dont the place where im from
im forgetting language 
help me oh my god 

i cant see anything
but im hungry again

swaine x eric godlow: blue shift

sleep gang (prod. nadiak)

lyrics:

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

i had it all planned
we could just fall back
onto the couch look at the moon and just smoke up the whole pack

now its all u said i said
whenever u mad im mad
who got the heart on snapchat
if she hit u up dont call back

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

ur the one i dream bout (prod. mydepression)

produced by: trill skeleton @trill-skeleton

cover art by: SirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

come around
while im down
breaking down
on the floor

stick around
close the door
i been feeling
fucking bored

what the fuck
did i do
when you took
out my name

from ur phone
back in june
and said were thru
said were thru

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)

produced by @anobodyreally

art found at sad-space-kitten.tumblr.com

lyrics:

its 30 below
i see the blue in my toes
i feel the ice in my throat
and ive never been this cold
baby dont go
just when we start to see the light
clouds come block it out
the timing never fucking right
plaid green sweater
couple loose threads around the wrist
hole in the back
thats what i get when everythings thrift
ripped black jeans
and some bruises on my fists
my eye turned black
thats what i get when everythings shit

dont face the door
focus on staying warm
weve all been here before
but that doesnt make it easier

broken but wanting more
they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of
having to know i cant help u

i cant help u
i cant save u baby
dont know how to

but dont worry maybe
we could find someone
that might know how to

flashing lights
streetlights when we in the benz
what was that
could u run that by again
going fast
not paying any attention
saw my page
now im always in their mentions

not my type
dont know why she wanna go out
i stay inside
and no u cant over to my house
got shit to do
u know im working all the time now
all these words
work their way into the songs now

woah
change my mind
all the time
i feel shit
now im fine
got so much of this free time
and i dont even count the nights

no
i wont text
i wont phone
think too much
when im on my own
i think its best
if you said u would go 
i think its best
if u leave me alone

im still walking home
think im freezing through my coat
where have u been
where should i go

dont face the door
focus on staying warm
weve all been here before
but that doesnt make it easier

broken but wanting more
they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of
having to know i cant help u

warm (prod. ʎpoqou)

produced by Homage at www.homageproductions.com/

lyrics:

woah ok lemme breathe
woah ok lemme breathe
woah woah woah woah
woah ok lemme breathe

dont fucking come near me cause u catchin my disease
i slide up on these bars and then i spit some shit in key
id show u round my mind but even i dont wanna see
id show u round my mind but even i dont got a key

look at me look at me im off a pack now
dont like me ill hit him like im pacquiao
everybody truth or truth with the questions
but im playing dare or dare every sentence

always hide my fucking weed like its weapons
know the plug so fucking well im like the charger
why u say u been balling like the past stence
bitch u know im still balling vince carter

ahh ahh
and im dirty with it
mazzeratti whippin
cookin up so many phones its like im in the kitchen
bitch im hot make u believe like its a new religion

bitch ill break u at the seems like u some true religions
live my life like im a fiend like im a super villain
man im sick im really sick like i need penecilin
when i chop the beat it drop and make u touch the ceiling

make u touch the ceiling
they text me but i dont reply i got em in the feelings
u can move past me
im running on empty

for real
im fucking empty
spent my money on these leases wallets empty
eat a rapper bitch u know im always hungry
they already bite me u should get me out ur tummy

woah ok lemme breathe
woah ok lemme breathe
woah woah woah woah
woah ok lemme breathe

woah ok lemme breathe
woah ok lemme breathe
woah woah woah woah
woah ok lemme breathe

woah (prod. homage)

produced by @killedmyself

cover art found at 80sanime.tumblr.com/post/134500403407

lyrics:

look at me catching breathe
i got way too many problems on my chest
tell the clock that it gotta reset
im sitting in my room i should be running up a cheque
needa vent
got so many thoughts evolving in my head
some of them could show me id be better dead
fuck em block em out and focus on the bread

its 1:50 
view dizzy
drink fizzy
heads spinning
blunt flicking
bong hitting 
cant lose
stay winning

574 new balance
blue polo player pajama
words make u sweat like saunas
bars bring heat like llamas

petrified
u look dead inside
but i can tell u scared
no u cant hide

look at me catching breathe
i got way too many problems on my chest
tell the clock that it gotta reset
im sitting in my room i should be running up a cheque
needa vent
got so many thoughts evolving in my head
some of them could show me id be better dead
fuck em block em out and focus on the bread

reset the clock (prod. killedmyself)

produced by @idealismus

cover art by SirC at https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

i been feeling kind of lonely
maybe i should try and find somebody decent for me
i dont need no one to hold me
just that some of these ideas i have need to reach somebody elses ears
falling out with my peers
i dont enjoy nobody elses company and im scared
nobody really knows me
well enough to say whats wrong with me
and the people there that try deserve the deepest of apologies

took me 6 months
but i blew past
miss my medication
got brain zaps
looking at the scene
i dont reflect rap
im a skinny freckled kid
with no face tats

i live the life
if u minus all the ammunition
bitch i do the drugs
but i never wanna go to prison
my own blood turn on me
to see that shit is sickening
but i thank em for my lyrics
cause they fueled the feelings

blueberry og straight out the deal
my exes tell me im cold and i should learn how to feel
i dont feel no love because i know its never real
every girl i meet just want mcdonalds fries and a pill

i cant connect with them
the only one i liked wont respond again
id love to prove that ive evolved from then
ill never be back in that apartment

sap (prod. idealism)

produced by @notmorgn

@guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(guccihighwaters)

where my friends?
all i see is ghosts with drug addictions
im floating well but i will sink with this affliction

and that night they found u dead right in the kitchen the sharp needle pushed like a piston

come feel come feel

(9TAILS)

come feel the beat of my heart
is it fast and should i be scared
bitch i been falling apart

ur friend hit a rough patch
bitch i BEEN falling apart
i could teach em how to deal with that
i could show em where to start

it really isnt that hard
put the work raise the bar
i treat the game like a football
kick that shit all 53 yards

catch up to me thats a trek
far trek no picard
u aint really been thru enough
take a look at these scars

im falling
through the cracks
back breaking
under the pressure u had put up on my back

love bites purple onto my neck
with no love its boring
wish i could feel something

(guccihighwaters)

i wish i could
i wish i could
i wish i could
just a fragment of my heart
is all that u left me
how many times
cus girl i been stressin

no friends just vices around me
they only help me block out my surroundings
19 but my heart is in fragments
now every night i just sleep in the casket

(9TAILS & guccihighwaters)

im falling
through the cracks
back breaking
under the pressure u had put up on my back

love bites purple onto my neck
with no love its boring
wish i could feel something

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - scars (prod. notmorgn)

produced by @idealismus

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

sorry i was couch locked
i heard you knock but i couldnt get the door knob
that excuse applies to so many people this year
but its not my fault you in your feelings
on my riff raff shit
blueberry rocketship
your tonsils out your mouth
when i split your bottom lip

the flow just came to me
the belt has double g's
im facing bong rips and i blow em off the balcony

im feeling presidential
whole squad deep queen street in a rental
no one get inside my mental
but i could shutter island someone if i need to

the fear is colour and its bleeds through
fuck im only here to greet you
why you talking getting drinks like we should plan it
i didnt even wanna meet you

december christmas party
last year dont get me started
new year was so inviting
compared to the one before it

christmas party (prod. idealism)

@guccihighwaters

produced by @notmorgn

lyrics: 

guccihighwaters:

i think i’d be good with a sedative 
anything to fucking stop the trembling
shit baby put a bullet to my brain
waste of fuckin space i guess i was just replaced
hood and the headphones don’t wanna talk to you
don’t take it personal i always feel uncomfortable
i guess its a part of me
hard to breathe when im at the party

for once aim your love in my direction 
cut me open baby kill my imperfections
for once just for once i crave all your attention
this is not a life with the loss of your affection

9TAILS:

i think id be good with a sedative
anything to bring me closer to emotionless
life is boring when you take out all the additives
live in the illusion or youll only make depressing shit

beamer go skr
uber gon swerve
cold as a bitch in the city
when you hit pavement just know it gon hurt

putting in work
grape juicy papers filled with the purp
shit baby put a bullet to my brain
come and shut me down cause im tired of this earth

i could see snow in toronto
we got some snow in the condo
smellin the dank cause that people
that entered dont know that were keeping the door closed
friends switching like time zones
blunt flicking keep my eyes low
in a new form like a super saiyan
you base form like a zygote

salt stains on my nikes
winter weather too silent
phone screen low brightness
6 digit pin cause im private

truth is gon hurt
u do not know what is best for me
like a non profit or a charity
this shit aint a cheque to me

this is building up a masterpiece
raw emotion is the centre piece
like goku i got enemies 
but none of them match my energy

your power level not testing me
like god form can you follow me
im down as hell but this backwoods got me bouncing back like a senzu bean

BOTH:

for once aim your love in my direction 
cut me open baby kill my imperfections

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - for once (prod. notmorgn)

produced by jeler beats

lyrics:

you wouldnt
fuck with life 
drowning in shit
thought i was immune for a while
arrogance spoiled it

doom in the night
at least the feeling of it
the feeling of it
could be enough to bring me to the edge

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

ill be good sauce me the crest
freaking the fuck out
at almost everyone of my friends
not in real life
just in my head
schedule flip fuck with the meds
im wide awake when youd be in bed
my average night is a two hour rest

every circumstance is detremental
when winter season ends regain my mental
least ill try
and maybe i could try and find somebody special
its happened before but damn i swear it wasnt meant to

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

always feeling like i said some shit i knew i would regret
you aint finding love cause you been cuffing for the sex, in love with head
whens the last time u left a message
instead of hang up
avoiding contacts a nervous habit
that i cant give up
everytime you call i cant pick up
im too fucked up
get drunk pull trig
but i cant throw up

but you just called to say
that you wouldnt show up anyways
good luck
lifes gonna suck
once you realize i was worth more than a fuck
treat me like a slut
incapable of depth
listen to the song
its as deep as it gets
you let go
i worked i just dropped that let
i just went
face first into
my music again
going amtopm

amtopm
im here again
trapped here with my problems 
it dont end
here i am layed in my bed at 3am
listen to the silence
it just simulates the end

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

dive in the mess (prod. jeler beats)

produced by @darnell2013

lyrics:

i remember when i wasnt ever paranoid
way back
way back from before i was spitting shit out through the cardiod
i bet you theres people out there that could track your face thru a polaroid
hack into your life like its breathing like they 75% android
part google plus, part apple phones, part blackberry, and part android

i robot shit
make u feel like u dont know bout shit
and you know you cant control that shit
this is not konami code bullshit

this is real life
you could be real nice
still someone out there feel like it dont sit right
no sitrep
just landmines
no safe zone
just red lines

under watch

you think im crazy, i could tell
spewing this shit like im taco bell
ur cooler brothers wisdom no drake bell
let my words rediate through ur cells
i meditate upon thoughts
until they tell me ill be dead
until they say it isnt safe
like someone finna take me from my bed
and put me in a saw trap any day

under watch

under watch (prod. that one guy.)

neverclear (prod. scandibeats)

produced by george cauty aka boyfifty

lyrics:

wind blowin down city trees and shit
eastern white pines like 50 feet and shit
kinda scared to be inside my room
my vision on the limelight
tunnel sight

my concious going bye bye
new time
flys by
i want
everything
all star 
all time

getting high all the time
know i should be worried but im barely in my prime
ghost
i step safely out of line
caster with my problems i kite everything in site 
do the most
bad shit happen all the time
going bat shit all the time

craving action all the time 
soaking up ideas till im dry 
im not gonna lie feel effects inside

pick my mind to points where i might think it isnt mine
i got alot thats going on but ill just pause it for the night

i got alot of shit to do
and dont have nearly enough time
know id make the time for you
if you had joined me for the ride
ride 
join me for the ride
time 
guess it just wasnt our time

wind blowin down city trees and shit
eastern white pines like 50 feet and shit
kinda scared to be inside my room
my vision on the limelight
tunnel sight

my concious going bye bye
new time
flys by
i want
everything
all star 
all time

getting high all the time
know i should be worried but im barely in my prime
ghost

time (prod. boyfifty)

written, produced, mixed, mastered by 9TAILS

lyrics:

9TAILS
I touch you and I remember the touch
Remember myself
She miss the old
10,000 other people do too I'm lonely
Hard to move forth when backwards is the gold me
At least so I been told
If I recycle a project theyd think it never gets old
Switch my life and fix it up
And fans want me to suck it up
And fuck it up
Just to bring back to emotion
It's funny change is the process that brought those tears into motion
And onto the track
Every vent was vital when I think of days back
Border suicidal was what gave me all the tracks
At least the ones that really smashed
People'd push me back there every day to make it slap
Now what kind of fucked up love is that
Especially since there the only ones I talk to
All these recent drops you think I leave my own roof your mistaken
I miss my friends and family while life keeps changing
I been rearranging every thing around my music
Offered help I'm turning down just so I can put me through it
Maybe if I hurt enough it'd blow up all my new shit
Alyssa told me I'm enough and I shouldn't be stupid

You can crack the code if you try
Recognize all the damage to your mind
Let your friend know u love him for he dies
People fade out people never try
I'm away tonight
Further than beside me
Further than the sky
The moongod is what guides me
Speaking nothings
To the audience inside me
Burnt leaves taking breaks to let my eyes breathe

u are now hearing bout the come down
slept in late put the song out late
always high as fuck when i walk round
took that nap cause i been too baked

u are now hearing bout the come down
ice cube tray in the bong ok
i just wanna pull up rolls royce now
but life just didnt work out that way

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

floating away (prod. killedmyself)

ready set go (prod. hateful)

leaves (prod. ʎpoqou)

draft 001 (prod. idealism)

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written + produced + performed by umru
additional vocals by carrie intent
mastered by matt colton
artwork by http://tmthyl.uk + umru
@pcmus

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Prod. Mingo
Engineered. @Solomonbd

getaway (PROD. s e s h)

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