In The Now (Glasear X Elijah Who)

sewerperson - deadit (slowed)

angel_lenny_Getaway_2017.mp3

beautiful guitar -> @safeatlast

Lyrics:

jaded in the backstreets
she'd hit the gas flyin past me
5 guys girl ur trashy
9 shots like who put me in the front seat
ay
guardin on my playlist
wired up on go while the tape spin
kind face but he a rapist
no name
no face
still complacent

this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote
where after?
this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote
where after

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where after
where after
where after
where after

where after
where after
where after
where after

this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote

where after?

where after? (prod. safeatlast x hero)

1st @killbreanna
2nd @caspywaspy
3rd @northshoremusic
4th @strivemusicau
5th @soulfadexo

Who am I at all?
I know I caused my fall
And I've been saying it's my fault
(It's my fault)
Why would I ever know?
Always just behind the curve
I never knew a thing that I wanted except to be her
I wanna be anything or anybody, I don't care
Wanna do what I wanna do, and not dare
Wanna see the world, feel the wind up in my hair
(I'll go like anywhere)
I'll go like anywhere
Enjoy this, cuz this gon be the last y'all hear from me
I'm twizzy in this now pls just know I'm up, how?!
I'll tell you how: everybody got it worse
(everybody got it worse)
So I need to shut the fuck up
I just don't think anyone can relate to me
(no!)
I told my only friend "I need vacany"
Alright, it's time to live my life
I'll run away, like every time

Alone with "alc"
Fucked up in the crib again
I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna go outside again
I might grab my keys
Speed away with my car again
Stuck inside my mind with no one to call a friend

You don't know what I been through
Trauma I've been facing 
Cells go necrotic 
Don't know if I'll make it 
It sounds ironic
Cause while I'm always patient
Can't bare with staring at myself in the mirror
And hoping for changes

People wanna act like they know my name 
You don’t have to know my name 
For me to get paid 
While you’re stuck while you fade away 

Wrist shot, knock that shit away 
Step back with the fade away 
(With the fade away)

Do as you wish, talk your shit 
While hanging from the ceiling 
Stop telling me to save it
When you’re the one that needs saving

(need saving)
I just wanna make some songs with my friends
Did I push them all away again?
I just wanna make some songs with my friends
Did I push them all away again?
Night cap before I tap out in the morning
I see why you're calling
Why you gotta keep on calling
I stay with I'm holding
I'm falling
Why you gotta keep on calling

I stay cautious
I'm upset
I'm anxious
And nauseous
I miss the old days, take it back to the start
I'm falling apart with a broken heart

Soulfade coming in
Boutta ruin this song
And you never wonder 
Why I never want to be the same
Take it to somebody
That has really seen the rise and fall
One by one they backing out
Leaving me to be alone
I’ve seen it all
Why leave me alone?

Vacancy w/ emptychest, casperrr, The North Shore, strivesad & soulfade

9tails - meet a monster (prod. J Patterns)

lofi more like shmofi

it's been tough
nah, this shit ain't addin up
why do i feel like it's my mission just to get up
as if its not bad enough
i can't sleep cause i miss you when you're so out of touch
when's the last time you needed help without you bleedin
gone for the evening time to start the reapin

so out of touch (prod. boyfifty x ayoleybeats)

prod. ryan kelly + nihil2free

lyrics

i cant feel safe with u in my head
i slammed it back to kill off my dread
i pick skin right off of his flesh
its always toughest right by the chest
the creaking house foreshadows his death
he thinks he can but be will not rest
he wakes up relieved in his bed
to find hes missing limbs with wounds fresh

it gets better when u wake up
cover it all up with makeup
honest i don’t think ill see ya
anytime soon my mind is made up

spent 3 days in this old wood cabin
u dont seem to get it when i tell u i am past it
i see like 30 something shadows here on average
and none of them are mine they belong to the captain

i had shown so much
and u had known so much
i can call your bluff
but it wont same me from this hunt

i cant feel safe with u in my head
i slammed it back to kill off my dread
i pick skin right off of his flesh
its always toughest right by the chest
the creaking house foreshadows his death
he thinks he can but be will not rest
he wakes up relieved in his bed
to find hes missing limbs with wounds fresh

In The Now (Glasear X Elijah Who)

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