continuation of "miles <3" , finally maxed out at 500 after more than 2 years.

miles <3 pt.2

Not Spøtified

9tails/sewerperson

Its An Ok Day I Suppose Snippet Prod. Jabari

lyrics:

U should never have swung my face in that door
Now I just like u more
U should never have taught me how to feel pain
Cause now I just wait for more
Me or myself or my own sick mind who do I talk to more
Shell always lay in the pit of my heart
Though she is not mine no more

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it that We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now Cause I might throw up

so bleed me bleed me bleed me bleed me
I just put life on top of the line for some people that never tried or would do the same but im still here
That was one hell of a night I couldve died like 20 times i think my pride would’ve took my life and yet im still here
10 hours a day is unaccounted for I think of what were up to when separated this long I wonder
Hands all on my face pick at my head trying get under this drink start in my cup and end in my thoughts leaving them sundered

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it
We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now
Cause I might throw up

to the slaughter (saint tomorrow x taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

produced by @beatzera

cover art found at https://vskyevaz.tumblr.com/

lyrics:

i been tryna switch up my lyrics
and fixing my mixing sometimes u cant even hear it
im hit with a blessing sometimes i cant even see it
i smoke so much potent i swear i practically breath it
i should take it easy
i choose not to
coat the blunt with keef u see me dip it like some fondue
i could sing a song and tell u everything is possible
but i dont want to
im not even fucking done yet
how im spose to say that when i aint even blow up yet
it didnt fucking happen so u couldnt say it does yet
u say tomorrows sunny but u cant even see the sun yet
fuck im kindov upset
i see how we acting and i think we better off dead
fuck it ill go first just put the bullet up in my head
i could clear my thoughts with just a little bit of meds
or i could clear it all and take a lesson from the lead

everything i make is fucking shit
i mean how cool can multiple voices really get
every single drop is always just what u except
9tails making music just for crying in ur bed

bitch im making fucking music bout the thoughts inside my head
tired of my problems u should drop a track instead
i make all my shit for me im barely getting bread
get the fuck out of my messages with all the disrepect

u know i really dont deserve it
as for all the lyrics bitch i hope u fucking learn this
and i dont need the fame and fuck the tours this aint purpose
this aint  no small loan of one million bitch i earned this

i hope u heard this
i fucking earned this

ill try to explain (prod. beatz era)

produced by @paysrmusic

lyrics:

imma try to be sober for a week
tossing turning i been fucking up the sheets
why continue when the futures looking bleak
barely living and my chest is scaring me

i could give you the attention that you seek
i could help a thousand people to their feet
i could fucking save a life but never me
dont you try cause theres no way your saving me

i could feel heart palpatations happen when i breathe
i could feel the acid climbing everytime i eat
they say its a scary life
take this itll work
its been half a year
and im only feeling worse

residential doctors tell me its anxiety
i could fucking tell you that now get to helping me
i wonder what the feelings like of breathing normally
cant identify the happiness when its so new to me

slow down
i cant even
smoke now
i been on the same damn
come down
since this time last year
this time last year
this time last

march now
hot or cold i never go out
see my friends like once a week at best
cause im in the zone now
im not myself when its cold out

i been seeing shadow figures 
in the corner of my vision
i been thinking bout my friends
and all their thoughts and all there feelings
i dont think they really like me
and that thought really frightens me

im being honest
and that doesnt happen alot

honesty (prod.  PAYSR)

ily all
@guardinmusic
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
prod @antongxldn

lyrics
sadeyes:
i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

don't act like i hate you, you know that i don't
you don't have a reason to blow up my phone

sit in the dark ima play my guitar
ima pray that i make it how have i 

made it this far
this far
this far 
this far x2

look at the night sky 
look at the stars
look at the bright side
look at my scars

emotionally bruise me when we fight in the car
every ounce of hate you carry tears me apart

how do i cope with the pain, every day you push me away
you wanna fuck and you know what i'll say
i don't need relationship shit in my way, stay out the way

guardin:
stay out my way i don't want you
drunk in my bed i won't fuck you
love isn't something i want dude
we're simply friends thought i told you

i don't wanna hear it anymore
your voice punctures through my head and i cannot ignore
anymore these advances are just smothering me quick
let me dabble in the gravel with my ganja and a bic

i think this winter left you colder than the breeze
i think you suffer from another lovers leave
might be just a sense of lust the love you have for me
anxiously outta focus i'm just hopin' i can breathe

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson


9tails:
too deep down in my brain again
i swam a little bit and drown
in my lonliness

emtions buried deep down arc reactor ironman
rip two bowls get high again
go face roll on life again

game unlocked
like im notch
tommy flag
on my socks
i dont care 
if u watch
but you cant chip in on this blunt
sad as fuck
so i stunt
drop a track
smellin skunk
smellin farts
in the smoke
from the weed not from my bum

girl i can tell that you like me ya
body and mind that could strike me ya
attitude ready to fight me
speaking her mind and i like it

heart breaker wear it like nike
did you the same and its high key
focused as fuck you cant sike me
ill cover my ears u cant mike me

emotions like blue when they snowball
i come alive at night fall
flow with some flavour like menthol
music turn into a day job

icy heart like a face off
she went back to take my face off
of the photos of us on her facebook
moving on like im driftwood

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

8pm w/ guardin & 9tails (prod. antongxldn)

produced by penacho

lyrics:

it never had to be like this no
this was the path you chose
fade away to the background i go
three times no show
made me lose hope
forcing me back on my own
gave me the room and the whole floor
so i did it all on my own
i did it all on my own
bottle shots and a backwoods 
too busy to pick up the phone
too coooooold in april i still need a coat 
the weather had my feelings froze
my words got you blue in the toes
sour jack got me fried like calamari 
ion wanna play a game like this shit is sorry
i will not attend another pity party
my message clear words burn call this shit Bacardi
i been patient as i can get
the trust wasnt there in the end
ur searchin for dirt in my texts
you find what you looking for yet
i been up all night
i need to sleep
i fear my dreams
guilt haunting me
ill be alright
i have to be
they feed off me
they breathe thru me
mind racing ya
ion think i got enough oxygen
ion think i like these circumstances
ion hear the lies bout where you been
something like solo
windbreaker old school like disco
steady sleeping on me like pillow
keep away for you its highly confidential
ive some tales of what ive seen
things ive dragged directly from my dreams
things you wouldnt wanna get close to
things that would mold you
things that would target your weakness and fold you
sour jack got me fried like calamari 
ion wanna play a game like this shit is sorry
i will not attend another pity party
my message clear words burn call this shit bicardi
i been patient as i can get
the trust wasnt there in the end
ur searchin for dirt in my texts
you find what you looking for yet

calamari (prod. penacho)

grilled cheese (prod. youngtaylor & zerobeats)

lock da doors (samashi)

thats my brother jay (solow)

helicopters (rrarebear)

dialogue snippet from "the social network"

morning dew (j roes)

blue cheese (lee)

lyrics:

Midnight Twilight hour on a long drive
I hope u know Im loyal
U the only one I enjoy oh
Point blank Jet black hair in the moonlight
Tell me how I could make the mood right
And imma do it for u

Take me away Put me in a box
U can’t help but love the dead Let me rot
Stitches on my heart and a bloody cough
Still I tread forth and I go to war
Brown corvette like a meteor
Fly over the bridge from the Danforth
This is how I am and it came thru
Note to myself do what u want to
We were never on the same wave
Open ur eyes Im on some shit way too high 
i can’t put it into words I wonder why
My throat closes up when I cry
Violence Was never the answer
I knew this would happen
and sirens Over the weapons I hear in the distance

Midnight Twilight hour on a long drive
I hope u know Im loyal
U the only one I enjoy oh
Point blank Jet black hair in the moonlight
Tell me how I could make the mood right
And imma do it for u

twelve (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Blue 30 on my lips Black light in my shit
Dead zone im in the dead zone I might slip
I could never worry bout my feelings for a bitch
Oh my left lung Oh my right lung hurt a bit

Gut Gut Blood inside my gut
stuck Im off watchu call its and im stuck
Out my mind hol up im on planet earth
Twist ties Up on my hands behind my shirt
Blood Blood  All I see at home is green blood
Look inside my styrofoam its mud
What the fuck Who is she just shut the fuck up
U talk too much Please just stop it baby u talk too much

Blue 30 on my lips Black light in my shit
Dead zone im in the dead zone I might slip
I could never worry bout my feeling for a bitch
Oh my left lung Oh my right lung hurt a bit

acid (eric godlow)

lyrics:

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

I ate soot I was half way down the chimney I almost died
I taste soot I could see breaks in my skin poking out bone white
Every bodies always quick to be vocal
cause Everybody always assumes its fine
but Maybe I don’t wanna talk to you im lonely
But that doesn’t mean you can waste my time
Bioluminescence in the purple night sky
All alone out in the forest you and I
You got my heart and you’ll have it till the end of time
Take my arm come see the other side
take my arm come see the other side
take my arm and come and see the other side
take my arm come and see the other side
I want u to take take my arm

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

And when I go to bed I can’t getchu out my head
All these voices but the faces are blank
I learn to adapt cause the shit just change
and u aint really love me girl that shit just fake
and If these streetlights didn’t exist
I could see thru the stars back the way to my ship
Lemme go home girl this planet is shit
Lemme go home girl I miss em to death is that bad

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

soot (eric godlow)

lyrics:

I just sit my ass on the floor
Strange creatures with their ears to my door
would u Look at all my hair on the floor
and If im not scared I need more
Lifes hard like a tough mudder course
and Lately my bones grow sore
and I could hear my sons thru the chords
and If I had a choice I would abort them
cause I don’t do this music shit for them
These concepts of theirs so foreign to me now
Fuck it though I just try to ignore them yea
cause Up inside my head they not important anymore
She say that im not like I was before
But im just not dumb anymore So Im just not nice anymore
and No im not taking anymore Black blood in my broken heart
Saw dust in my swollen pores No life in my pickled corpse
and Im asleep in the shit water trench in the ground under the city 
Pieces of my body float free from me Leave from me
In like 20 something years they'll find teeth from me
Hopefully the right now mean something
and U don’t scare me bitch
I am used to this Try a different trick
You have watched me grow and I have grown so much
But I have grown so cold Yet I welcome it yea

scary (eric godlow)

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Its An Ok Day I Suppose Snippet Prod. Jabari

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