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continuation of "miles <3" , finally maxed out at 500 after more than 2 years.

miles <3 pt.2

sewerman

Not Spøtified

☄️

lyrics:

Baby could u wait a minute
I need time
She told me she no where close to finished
I don’t mind
She show me her skin inside the candle light
She touch on my body and it gimme life
Lately I hate my dreams im waking up at night
Promise you I been working I will take what’s mine
When u saved my life I swear I almost cried
So I will not try to call u make you do it twice

All I ever wanted was to do what’s right
I could never feel the way they do inside
Rip out my heart and put it on ice
I know it might kill me I don’t mind

Pills inside my body makes it alright
Deep inside the underground Im seizing here
Gutter garden rose im a heathen here
Could u Take my body back to a different year
Heart attack
I think I was left for the dead
I just need someone to talk to instead
I know u see it but u can’t feel the effect
And it feels horrible

All I ever wanted was to do what’s right
I could never feel the way they do inside
Rip out my heart and put it on ice
I know it might kill me I don’t mind

Red leaves keep falling down
I thought u had said you’d always be around
Kerosene kiss open my wooden house
I need you here and now
Lay me down
Stomp on my fleshy head
Hear the sound
I call that the living dead
Split in half
I discard the better half
Never done
She rip thru my broken back
Burnt limbs recuperate
In healing mists
Baby I wish it never had to come to this
I reach my elixir and I take a sip
Mud inside this water it aint parasitic
Door outside her place display a triple digit
Lemme say my piece then its an intermission
Once I changed my ways I wasn’t scared of you
I should never have listened when u told me to

All I ever wanted was to do what’s right
I could never feel the way they do inside
Rip out my heart and put it on ice
I know it might kill me I don’t mind
All I ever wanted was to do what’s right
I could never feel the way they do inside
Rip out my heart and put it on ice
I know it might kill me I don’t mind

wind_knocker (jabarionthebeat)

lyrics:

fast
But Keep the phone face down
This is just how Im working now
Molly grind masked up he think he the purge now
I could never turn down
Yea guess what im worth now
Oh Im putting in work now
So she calling me a jerk now 

Fast
When inside the whip I cannot help but go fast
Pupils on some other shit all night I want it bad
I throw back these multi coloured pills inside my hand
Now that im going up I do not think how imma land

u know The drive taught me how to learn again
and u know I can’t wait till im home again
I think that im out of my mind
But Hopefully i get this right
I know im not the perfect man
Take my home and we can try again
I don’t fall for her innocence
Cause I was there when she loved to sin

Fast
When inside the whip I cannot help but go fast
Pupils on some other shit all night I want it bad
I throw back these multi coloured pills inside my hand
Now that im going up I do not think how imma land

U on 10 im powered down baby I hope u know
Too high in my vehicle I hope u know
I went hard for this shit so imma let it show
Bling blow on my neck that look like yellow snow

Tell ur friends ur going out 
But Keep the phone face down
This is just how Im working now
Molly grind masked up he think he the purge now
I could never turn down
Yea guess what im worth now
Oh Im putting in work now
So she calling me a jerk now

fastt (jabarionthebeat x catch 22)

lyrics:

Ping on my phone and she ask if im ready
I got Cheese in my blunt so my fingers is steady
She pull on my woods and it give her a headie
This liquid is thick in my cup like its heavy
Im blowing this gas like the back of a chevy
I can’t go in I aint ready I stuff up my Louis v jeans with some fete on fete
He say hell get me so why aint u got me
My diamonds keep flashing my neck paparazzi
I try to tell her baby girl I mean well
But u know I cant let them try me
This is a war zone
I got a singed heart I cannot feel no more
Yea
I am not like before
I am not like before yea

Look at those stripes on my bag and my body
I dress up when picking her up in the lobby
Im bored
Somebody feed me the score 
I swear that im way ahead
Wake up with me on the board I think u shoulda stayed in bed tho
I fucked his bitch then I ask if they dating she said u her best bro
I just had to win it was in the cards
Even if u blow up baby im still yours
Girl u have my whole heart yea
I think im a rockstar
Deep in the gutter I sit and wait
I had to get on my shit again
They wouldn’t let me inside of this game Jabari and I had to kick it in
Im in the city but I got a bitty that’s up on the mountain in Hamilton
Im kickin shit in my louboutins trying to break em in
I got bad luck when im fucked up
I am too deep I might throw up
Baby I know im damned im so horrible
Still I get my way its magical

Ping on my phone and she ask if im ready
I got Cheese in my blunt so my fingers is steady
She pull on my woods and it give her a headie
This liquid is thick in my cup like its heavy
Im blowing this gas like the back of a chevy
I can’t go in I aint ready I stuff up my Louis v jeans with some fete on fete
He say hell get me so why aint u got me
My diamonds keep flashing my neck paparazzi
I try to tell her baby girl I mean well
But u know I cant let them try me
This is a war zone
I got a singed heart I cannot feel no more
Yea
I am not like before
I am not like before yea

ricochet (jabarionthebeat x okaykhan)

lyrics:

This is where u left me standing naked in the rain
I had thought id kill u next time I’d’ve seen ur face
Caked in sweat with bits of mud cementing on my frame
She wont eat just anyone she told me there’s a taste

Think about what were fighting for
Nothing but our name
Some just chose the beaten path and others just refrain from all
oh I can't 
He said No Im not gonna die running
oh I know I can't 
Im going out raw oh im going out my way 
oh I know I can't 
Oh im still right here im still on my wave
oh I know I can't 
They didn’t want me in the first place
oh I can't 
I feel it leave from me in the worst way
oh I know I can't 
Baby I love u but I can’t stay
I just started opening up the hendrix uh uh
I might get too wavy talking heavy uh uh
I don't want get it I aint ready uh uh
She just rub my head and keep me steady uh uh

This is where u left me standing naked in the rain
I had thought id kill u next time I’d’ve seen ur face
Caked in sweat with bits of mud cementing on my frame
She wont eat just anyone she told me there’s a taste

out4blood (jabarionthebeat x tokiowahl)

lyrics:

u don't wanna
U don’t wanna be inside my head with me no
Don’t keep tryna get inside this bed with me hoe
I got V L T N big on top the fronts of my clothes
big Louis monogram across the m-

Imma always make sure u remain ok
Everything I think about every day
I hope that u better now in every way
every way

Shit just hit the fan with this drink me
So I keep some angels in my head with me
I can’t trust nobody else I learned already
Going to sleep this bottle in my bed with me
U don’t wanna be inside my head with me no
Don’t keep tryna get inside this bed with me hoe
I got V L T N big on top the fronts of my clothes
big Louis monogram across the mask on my nose
Blood should come off on the ground from the shoes on my toes
Im not playing no games like I had lost the controls
Im not playing no games baby miss me with those 
U can miss me with those
 
oh They hate on me too much I think they need a hobby
this A L Y X this aint Abercrombie
I did not work this hard for u to take it from me
Pour a drink for when they doubted me you would think it was mardi gras
She pull off my boxers and she ripped the Tommy off
My bitch is a 10 and a home body
Catch me on my ones but I got the blade on me
Cutting shapes with this shit he look like origami
lift me up
Drugs on me gonna pick me up
Take me home 
Honestly ive had enough
Oh im still here im just fucked up
If the nights long I can take a short cut
Oh u worried now baby im all good
Im just chilling in the front blowing a backwoods

Shit just hit the fan with this drink me
So I keep some angels in my head with me
I can’t trust nobody else I learned already
Going to sleep this bottle in my bed with me
U don’t wanna be inside my head with me no
Don’t keep tryna get inside this bed with me hoe
I got V L T N big on top the fronts of my clothes
big Louis monogram across the m-

Maybe imma make it maybe imma die
Love will carry thru until I do defy
I thought u was honest saying you and I
Guess I took it wrong could u tell me why
Blood in my tears when I cry
I don’t want to give it up still
As long as im one with my will
Ill keep loving you
I can’t count on the variables
Baby im so sorry I feel terrible
U know I been tryna put my heart on ice
But i can’t keep risking my life

Shit just hit the fan with this drink me
So I keep some angels in my head with me
I can’t trust nobody else I learned already
Going to sleep this bottle in my bed with me
U don’t wanna be inside my head with me no
Don’t keep tryna get inside this bed with me hoe
I got V L T N big on top the fronts of my clothes
big Louis monogram across the mask on my nose
Blood should come off on the ground from the shoes on my toes
Im not playing no games like I had lost the controls
Im not playing no games baby miss me with those 
U can miss me with those yea

limbo (jabarionthebeat x vvsmelody)

lyrics:

Life takes time oh baby I try to get it right
I miss u every night I do Lip stick stains
Cling on my bed room drapes from u
When I go to sleep I hope I wake up next to you 

Don’t save me I rather I die this time than u
Heavens take me and if I need peace I’ll think of u
There’s nothing like tomorrow we could just act like we have no clue
Head full of sorrow blunt full of purple hairs painting me blue

Burned into my brain is that night Permenantly glued to my eyes
If u loved me u would ride I need me an angel in my life
People talk people spread lies No one knows but god and you and I
I never wanted to make u cry But the words just bleed right out of my mind
Under water Take the last of my breathe
Cause I don’t want it If u were spared by my death
And It just gets harder And my head get hotter in this hole
Ill try harder baby Words are difficult when u sat right here

Don’t save me I rather I die this time than u
Heavens take me and if I need peace I’ll think of u
There’s nothing like tomorrow we could just act like we have no clue
Head full of sorrow blunt full of purple hairs painting me blue

She sat me down said I don’t think im for u maybe
Baby girl I get it do I bore u lately
I could never switch up I adore u baby
But I knew this was coming u ignoring me
I drink till im seeing in 240p
She drink till she telling me there is four of me
Its Saturday my girl this how we suppose to be
She lay on top my chest and she get close to me
Theres a bon fire in my soul Anger I can’t control
Feed me while I mold I hate getting old
Its in our nature and I possess the strength
I eat lasers and shit out radioactive waste

Don’t save me I rather I die this time than u
Heavens take me and if I need peace I’ll think of u
There’s nothing like tomorrow we could just act like we have no clue
Head full of sorrow blunt full of purple hairs painting me blue
Don’t save me I rather die this time than u
Heavens take me if I need peace I’ll think of u
There’s nothing like tomorrow we could just act like we have no clue
Head full of sorrow blunt full of purple hairs painting me blue

meat shield (jabarionthebeat x vvsmelody)

Sewerperson Unreleased V

lyrics:

U should never have swung my face in that door
Now I just like u more
U should never have taught me how to feel pain
Cause now I just wait for more
Me or myself or my own sick mind who do I talk to more
Shell always lay in the pit of my heart
Though she is not mine no more

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it that We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now Cause I might throw up

so bleed me bleed me bleed me bleed me
I just put life on top of the line for some people that never tried or would do the same but im still here
That was one hell of a night I couldve died like 20 times i think my pride would’ve took my life and yet im still here
10 hours a day is unaccounted for I think of what were up to when separated this long I wonder
Hands all on my face pick at my head trying get under this drink start in my cup and end in my thoughts leaving them sundered

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it
We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now
Cause I might throw up

to the slaughter (saint tomorrow x taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

lock da doors (samashi)

thats my brother jay (solow)

helicopters (rrarebear)

dialogue snippet from "the social network"

morning dew (j roes)

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxhMezjzFIE

lyrics:

K' that's all the fuck you said to me is K'
Tell me, should I come a different day?
Busy so am I so I can wait
Stops along the way that I can make
Something bout let's go our separate ways
Wish that you could tell me to my face
I don't got my jersey on today
So why you always tryna fuckin' play?

Tell me bout the shit that's in the way
But I don't think you really can relate
All the shit you never wanna say
ill give u the chance for u to say it now
Sick of all the buzzes soon I'm layin' down
I got on the 87A
Thought that you were livin' down in Cabbagetown
So why you on bus the other way?

shading me
so how you fuck with me
I remember comin' through to Queen West
And it was all love to me
that's a front to me
some them snakes to me
When you love on me
It feel fake to me
Please don't play with me
It's bout trust to me
Say my different number when you showin' up
Only on my own is when you show me love
If I hit my Bro then you might show me up
So Im always on my own I couldn't get enough
Now like every time I'm writing I been on the drugs
Now like three up to the dome is maybe not enough
Now I can't pick up the phone at night my body numb
This the closest shit im getting to a shoulder rub

K' that's all the fuck you said to me is K'
Tell me, should I come a different day?
Busy so am I so I can wait
Stops along the way that I can make
Something bout let's go our separate ways
Wish that you could tell me to my face
I don't got my jersey on today
So why you always tryna fuckin' play?

k (jabarionthebeat)

blue cheese (lee)

lyrics:

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight
i put on my forces and i walk into the night
pink diamonds in my blunt its like my body flying kites
i see the village from the mountains looking down like what a site
gods ascend from clouds and then were saved or left to die
i guess no one understands me
i fill myself schedule to hide to pain of feeling empty
i got demons on my shoulders sweating buckets tryna tempt me
but they cant get through
in my experience on earth at least ive dealt with more than plenty

it happens every time
it snows
i just wanna get it right
i think i might mold to my home
and im happy with the life
but when im dead
will i know
im excited for the ride
touch my hands and theyre ice cold
im excited for the ride

icy
baby are u human had to tell her that i might be
least when she found out she couldnt tell me i was lying
if i told you everything ud look at me like mind freak
half way cross the universe the fuckers wanna fight me
i just push my pedal down and pull it up
i fold up my landing gear and drop the clutch
baby im from 20 fucking  million miles away 
and you aint even thanking me for showing up

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

folk song from the settlement on the edge of the earth (eric godlow)

cover art: Joey600

lyrics:

somethings never end
me n jabari tap in something sacred in the wind
that just cause we friends
ion expect you understand
underneath these lights inside club she hold my hand
lime mixed in my gin
baby i want that again
smoke floats up in the pitch black sky
my eyes roll back and i start to fly
blood falls out when i try to cry
at least im safe when im up so high

life works so differently
without half of me in my company
i got parts in place
of my memories
you see circuitry in my extremities
electricity
in my arteries
big crystal core
for my centerpiece
im feeding off of its energy
i transfer out my humanity for this shit
you got options
girl u got to
hear me when im talking to you
not to often
we was ok but when we were
it was so fun to love you
ill evolve
activate myself inside this tent come one and all
i smoke too much sticky its impossible to fall
if you dont take the shot then its impossible ball
if you dont hold her down then go find someone to call
lately somethings changed inside my soul im feeling off
sit inside my room and started seeing thru the walls
fire in my throat just keep on burning thru the halls
coughing up this sute and scales are poppin out my jaw
ancient foreign texts begin to pop up in my thoughts
symbols of the void begin to surface on palms
thought i had sometime before im back where i belong
hope my shorty know i wont gone for very long
i promise u the first to see me soon im layin low
la summer nights are always harder when alone
love you see you soon is always harder from the phone
fixing what we got is even harder from the tone
answer me i know u fucking home
i just want you to see what i hide
im 12 feet tall from the thighs
pale blue skin no eyes
the flesh doesnt treat me right
crack skulls just to eat their minds
and i dont even like to fight
but she dont wanna hear it
damn

i was home alone in a jam
rain hits my face i remember who i am
jabarionthebeat you already know we going in
comets out my window touching down to scorch the land
i was in my zone going ham
she told me i changed she dont remember who i am
but i could feel the chakra in my hands
i just got some sewage on my pants

me n jabari tap in something sacred in the wind
that just cause we friends
ion expect you understand
underneath these lights inside club she hold my hand
lime mixed in my gin
baby i want that again
smoke floats up in the pitch black sky
my eyes roll back and i start to fly
blood falls out when i try to cry
at least im safe when im up so high

breaking the exosphere (jabarionthebeat)

i dont feel right ft. sewerperson (prod mochila)

[+] pull up on ya block
* produced by @thislandismusic *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro:]
Pull up on yo block
Make ya heart drop
Shawty wanna fw me 
Cuz I done got hot
Smoke gorilla fuck an op
I don’t wanna stop 

[verse: 1]
I be driving fast
Hope I don’t crash
Mother fuckas hate but it’s all in the past
Yeah it’s all in the past
Now im getting to the bag
Watch me hop up in a new whip
I be getting cake I thought you knew this
Ten toes down w my woes
They goin shoot it
Bustin off rounds in the back
Wyd

[chorus:]
Whatchu want from me
Amg cedes 
Gothic hoes on me
I won’t fold od 

I be staying lowkey
You don’t wanna talk down
Got a pole wit a beam
 
Got glock with a tooth
Got Extendo out the roof 
I don’t care if it shoot
Like a stain on my boot
With my gang I won’t lose
You lame you a foo

[bridge:]
I could tell u never were my friend
I saw u in the end
I just wanna tell u it again
ill pull off in a Benz
I be on them pillz
I don't wanna feel
I be on the real
I just wanna talk , I just wanna walk baby

[verse: 2]
pull up on your block
make your heart drop
shawty wanna fw me cuz I done got hot
smoke gorilla fuck a op
I don't wanna stop
I was in the back now they put me in the spotlight
put me in the moonlight
put me in the limelight
getting to the commas
I don't want no drama
u could meet my llama
if u keep talking all of that shit

Heart Drop

+ spotify <3

heart drop (prod. thislandis)

i hate myself for loving you ft sewerperson (prod. vaegud)

xxxtentacion - revenge/hope *sewerperson cover* (fantom)

(kindmile)
And I hate your guts but I love your bones 
And I love you more the more you break down my hope 
Oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
Oh loving you to death it would end in vane 

I couldn’t give a fuck it I tried 
Cuz someone out there piping the love of my life 
Nah I couldn’t give a fuck if I died 
But I bet there’s someone out there thatd gladly trade lives 

I don’t fear sharks and I don’t fear drowning 
Once ur heads below the surface it’s just another day 
I don’t fear heights and I don’t fear flying 
I just fear the day to come where I forget your name 

You’re so fucking different now 
You’re like everybody else in this shitty town
You don’t like me you don’t believe in me
I fucking hate that I gave you a piece me 
I bet you think about me like you never ever knew me 
Bitch you dumb fake like a shitty toupee 
I’ll rip a page from your book I want you no where that I look
id do anything it took to get you out my minds nooks 

and I hate your guts but I love your bones 
and I love you more the more you break down my hope 
oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
oh loving you to death it would end in vane

(sewerperson)
cold winter nights
in your arms
the blood inside of her is keeping me warm
i promise im just checking if ur alright
baby i dont wanna fight like last time
could you heal me
of my damage
i feel so alone on this planet
i lay awake at night in your mattress
baby open up i need access

crows fly off my window sill
she told me draw my blood so she can tell if im real
blue seeps out from my open wound
she said as long as you love me i can love you too
and she cant be replaced ah
baby kiss me slow i miss the taste
she look me in my spirit everytime i grip her waist
she pushing back against me while she hold me by the face
if its true love we could always power thru the hate

(kindmile)
And I hate your guts but I love your bones 
And I love you more the more you break down my hope 
Oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
Oh loving you to death it would end in vane

beauty pains w/ sewerperson (prod. wellfed)

lyrics:

memories come back thru to me strong
pour something i drank something im gone
with my life u really had to grow up
oh im sorry mama im back on them drugs
baby girl its not u im screwed up
this medication wont even let me fuck
i broke down she broke down i really hope that we work out
i aint tryna give no one else my heart

ya ya ya ya ya ya ya
lifes too hard baby lifes not fair
i would never give up on you
i am too comfortable
i just wanted to comfort u
is that understandable
who get along like we do
rest these bitches all evil
u been part of my people
i do not ever want no sequel
baby girl im so evil
baby girl im too evil ya
corpse blood in the steeple ya
baby girl im a heathen ya
oh i gotta go when can i see u let me know
oh look my heart ya
she finna melt the snow
she gimme textbook head
she went to harvard ya uh
i am so paralyzed
i said i love you a thousand times
this is a lullaby
to help u sleep at night
baby i hope u feeling right
sorry that i got zero time
u taught me to love again
and how to trust again
i know u been hurting but
im right here to hold u tight
this is a lullaby
to help u sleep at night
baby i hope u feeling right
sorry that i got zero time
u taught me to love again
and how to trust again
i know u been hurting but
im right here to hold u tight
i break down but the cause not important
i just wish i could make u feel wanted
i know its dark on this path but we got this
listen to my words when ur close to a forfeit please

memories come back thru to me strong
pour something i drank something im gone
with my life u really had to grow up
oh im sorry mama im back on them drugs
baby girl its not u im screwed up
this medication wont even let me fuck
i broke down she broke down i really hope that we work out
i aint tryna give no one else my heart

this is a lullaby(jabarionthebeat x tokiowahl x kimpe)

lyrics:

Midnight Twilight hour on a long drive
I hope u know Im loyal
U the only one I enjoy oh
Point blank Jet black hair in the moonlight
Tell me how I could make the mood right
And imma do it for u

Take me away Put me in a box
U can’t help but love the dead Let me rot
Stitches on my heart and a bloody cough
Still I tread forth and I go to war
Brown corvette like a meteor
Fly over the bridge from the Danforth
This is how I am and it came thru
Note to myself do what u want to
We were never on the same wave
Open ur eyes Im on some shit way too high 
i can’t put it into words I wonder why
My throat closes up when I cry
Violence Was never the answer
I knew this would happen
and sirens Over the weapons I hear in the distance

Midnight Twilight hour on a long drive
I hope u know Im loyal
U the only one I enjoy oh
Point blank Jet black hair in the moonlight
Tell me how I could make the mood right
And imma do it for u

twelve (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Blue 30 on my lips Black light in my shit
Dead zone im in the dead zone I might slip
I could never worry bout my feelings for a bitch
Oh my left lung Oh my right lung hurt a bit

Gut Gut Blood inside my gut
stuck Im off watchu call its and im stuck
Out my mind hol up im on planet earth
Twist ties Up on my hands behind my shirt
Blood Blood  All I see at home is green blood
Look inside my styrofoam its mud
What the fuck Who is she just shut the fuck up
U talk too much Please just stop it baby u talk too much

Blue 30 on my lips Black light in my shit
Dead zone im in the dead zone I might slip
I could never worry bout my feeling for a bitch
Oh my left lung Oh my right lung hurt a bit

acid (eric godlow)

lyrics:

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

I ate soot I was half way down the chimney I almost died
I taste soot I could see breaks in my skin poking out bone white
Every bodies always quick to be vocal
cause Everybody always assumes its fine
but Maybe I don’t wanna talk to you im lonely
But that doesn’t mean you can waste my time
Bioluminescence in the purple night sky
All alone out in the forest you and I
You got my heart and you’ll have it till the end of time
Take my arm come see the other side
take my arm come see the other side
take my arm and come and see the other side
take my arm come and see the other side
I want u to take take my arm

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

And when I go to bed I can’t getchu out my head
All these voices but the faces are blank
I learn to adapt cause the shit just change
and u aint really love me girl that shit just fake
and If these streetlights didn’t exist
I could see thru the stars back the way to my ship
Lemme go home girl this planet is shit
Lemme go home girl I miss em to death is that bad

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

soot (eric godlow)

lyrics:

I just sit my ass on the floor
Strange creatures with their ears to my door
would u Look at all my hair on the floor
and If im not scared I need more
Lifes hard like a tough mudder course
and Lately my bones grow sore
and I could hear my sons thru the chords
and If I had a choice I would abort them
cause I don’t do this music shit for them
These concepts of theirs so foreign to me now
Fuck it though I just try to ignore them yea
cause Up inside my head they not important anymore
She say that im not like I was before
But im just not dumb anymore So Im just not nice anymore
and No im not taking anymore Black blood in my broken heart
Saw dust in my swollen pores No life in my pickled corpse
and Im asleep in the shit water trench in the ground under the city 
Pieces of my body float free from me Leave from me
In like 20 something years they'll find teeth from me
Hopefully the right now mean something
and U don’t scare me bitch
I am used to this Try a different trick
You have watched me grow and I have grown so much
But I have grown so cold Yet I welcome it yea

scary (eric godlow)

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