continuation of "miles <3" , finally maxed out at 500 after more than 2 years.

miles <3 pt.2

Not Spøtified

miles

Sewer going crazy

down

Firestuff

9tails

lyrics:

Yeah
Huh huh huh huh
This shit is a walk thru
I just pinched 3 bands and then i fold it like a taco
[?] fingers callously
Burn it like a candle
I'on hear no chit chat pop pop when you got them on the mental
You, wanna know
Way too deep in these holes
I came through
In the snow
Got that shit and walk home
Yeah


Look at me I make you jealous on the walk in (for real)
Think i'm taking it do you see another option?
All this shit i'm smoking I smoke way too often it's bad
I been waking up at night like "wait what happened, i'm back"
[?]
I came on [?] melody
[my crotch?] it tastes like apple juice i'm stumblin' down the avenue
If I [appear?] too drunk I guarantee i'm not real mad at you
Catch me when i'm sober and we might just come and deal with you


Passed out
I'm in the background
Lights out
I took a little time

Huh huh huh huh
This shit is a walk thru
I just pinched 3 bands and then i fold it like a taco
[?] fingers callously
Burn it like a candle
I'on hear no chit chat pop pop when you got them on the mental
You, wanna know
Way too deep in these holes
I came through
In the snow
Got that shit and walk home
Yeah

Walk Thru

lyrics:


But the silence is killing me
I guess The guard culled the city in our sleep
Where’s the life were supposed to lead
I guess the relief is the enemy

Ive grown sick of sirens
She told me in time we could live like we had wanted
Baby I had never paired well with the guess work
Please give me a date because these documents are censored
Who’d’ve thought
State and the church should be separate
I put all my faith in my god and not these candidates
Boy u talk a bunch for a guy in my distance
I could call my bro and get u hit with some damage its right up

Huh late night after beer im sipping yak
In these parties they pre blunts like oh gimme dat
I cant fuck shorty trying to gimme ass no
Im with all my guys this Molly turn them Rambo
Just me on my ones and I hope u coming to the show
Im off all this random shit im someone u dont know now
Still I let it flow girl  I cant wait till I get home
Trust me when I say its rarely me until I come down
The only garuntee is that we die in the end
And im just happy u dont hate me for the past
Its time I listened to my gut
Our sixth sense seems to be forgotten

Ive grown sick of sirens
She told me in time we could live like we had wanted
Baby I had never paired well with the guess work
Please give me a date because these documents are censored
Who’d’ve thought
State and the church should be separate
I put all my faith in my god and not these candidates
Boy u talk a bunch for a guy in my distance
I could call my bro and get u hit with some damage its right up

sc4rlet (branwen)

lyrics:

With this dagger on my belt
She said let me sit u down before I break u
And this metal in my mouth
Guts gums as it cuts thru
With this dagger on my belt
She said let me sit u down and break u
And this metal in my mouth
It Guts gums as it cuts thru

Bury me alive in this white beach sand
In the bluffs I remain until Im taken by the wind
The waves move left and my body sucked in
The world is too cold for a soul like his
Torn 
Wheres the last 5 pages of the tomb yea
 I could feel some influence I disown in my spirit
Still I let it in I guess im back to tryna feel it let it breath

Dont try to 1 up me in this bitch I couldn’t care
Im dripped out in here I feel these bitches stare
Im bubbling about to pop I feel like Perrier
Rip my trust she broke it I knew she weird
Even if im the underdog its never fair
I smoke way too much I swear im barely here
Forgive me lord I was lead astray
Scarlet red blood lines the promenade

Bury me alive in this white beach sand
In the bluffs I remain until Im taken by the wind
The waves move left and my body sucked in
The world is too cold for a soul like his
Torn 
Wheres the last 5 pages of the tomb yea
I could feel some influence I disown in my spirit
Still I let it in I guess im back to tryna feel it let it breath

2nd try: _ap0calyps3 in7ro (nevrfall x branwen)

lyrics:


Its in his eyes
And In his mind
and in his smile 
And in his blood
But Did it hurt
Did it sting
Well Just a bit
Yea Just at first
But its worth it
Afterwards
Hear the horns
See the cause post effect
See the face
Watch  the wounds
Regenerate

The software is difficult to manage
This poison in his marrow now effects him
Erased on these front lines his family had abandoned
His gospel never stuck until he started doing damage
But its all ok we’ll try to push on
These Needles thru his brain they study function
Turn it off yea
Turn it off its torture
Pray to god now
Anything to hold fort

Even if I suffocate baby ill regenerate
I cant live with knowing I had left u in this broken place
They say the misery won’t pass up the company
Stay safe until im back I promise ill find a way
In black sludge
I raise up and breath
My waist up
Is full of torn flesh and arteries
Ohh another bad dream just wake up
I try to keep my eyes open and stay up now
Shadow people lick my face and lift my frame up
And I fight but still I follow and I succumb

The software is difficult to manage
This poison in his marrow now effects him
Erased on these front lines his family had abandoned
His gospel never stuck until he started doing damage
But its all ok we’ll try to push on
These Needles thru his brain they study function
Turn it off yea
Turn it off its torture
Pray to god now
Anything to hold fort

reg3nerator5 (nevrfall x branwen)

lyrics:

Do u remember this time mid January in New York
I can’t Help but forget it 
She put me down for the leverage
And that hurt
But not as bad is when u fucked him already
And told me 2 months late down the road
And I love the snow
But u fucked it all up cause now that that memories froze in my brain
She tells me she promised she changed
Like really this time I mean it
But I could tell u the same
This hotel doesn’t feel like a home without you
I swear on my life I been better off blue
Id be lying if I said it doesn’t hurt sometimes
But still it was better to go
I know its all rough
But Ill learn you
Maybe I dont deserve love
Maybe I dont deserve you

Constellations tell me stories late night
2 bedroom Paris loft guess I got right
Take my word for face value every time
The deeper down I stomp hard on thin ice
And casualties feed me guilt and regret
Thankfully im no where close to done yet
Smokey eye rubs and foggy sunsets
So I drink to me, myself and my head

Break my back then stomp on my neck
But somehow I haven’t died yet
Still I hold on
And I crawl back
Pump my guts I swallowed toxins
And lll do it again
Feed me poison
That’d be perfect

Constellations tell me stories late night
2 bedroom Paris loft guess I got right
Take my word for face value every time
The deeper down I stomp hard on thin ice
And casualties feed me guilt and regret
Thankfully im no where close to done yet
Smokey eye rubs and foggy sunsets
So I drink to me, myself and my head

a t0457 (branwen)

lyrics:

U should never have swung my face in that door
Now I just like u more
U should never have taught me how to feel pain
Cause now I just wait for more
Me or myself or my own sick mind who do I talk to more
Shell always lay in the pit of my heart
Though she is not mine no more

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it that We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now Cause I might throw up

so bleed me bleed me bleed me bleed me
I just put life on top of the line for some people that never tried or would do the same but im still here
That was one hell of a night I couldve died like 20 times i think my pride would’ve took my life and yet im still here
10 hours a day is unaccounted for I think of what were up to when separated this long I wonder
Hands all on my face pick at my head trying get under this drink start in my cup and end in my thoughts leaving them sundered

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it
We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now
Cause I might throw up

to the slaughter (saint tomorrow x taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

lyrics:

I slide on my Louis v space boots
I just fucked this dime inside of a space coup 
she tryna eat my paste she think its space food
I chop the top at night now I got a space roof
I do not fall in love I am thankful
She did not hit me back plus I cant text blue 
People so bored of love they all so hateful
I see all of this shit dont make me page u

I got a beer gut ion eat food uh
I smoke cookie when im bored I got a sweet tooth uh
Its garbage cans until u would make a sequel uh
I swear im just way too tired of these people uh
I paint a picture in my head I feel like beeple
But I had too much ace so I see quadruple 
I got some lightning in my gut and I feel like pichu
My guy take aim and he dont miss I think he tfue

I slide on my Louis v space boots
I just fucked this dime inside of a space coup 
she tryna eat my paste she think its space food
I chop the top at night now I got a space roof
I do not fall in love I am thankful
She did not hit me back plus I cant text blue 
People so bored of love they all so hateful
I see all of this shit dont make me page u
I slide on my Louis v space boots
I just fucked this dime inside of a space coup 
she tryna eat my paste she think its space food
I chop the top at night now I got a space roof

space boots (taylor morgan x 4evr)

release date January 27 2019
official file <3  found by me
lyrics:

Well would you look at all this shit that I been doing for you
Love, it had me really goin' through it for you
Anything to do, you know I'd do it for you
Ha-Had me on a trip for this shit
I been losing the love, yeah
I been losing the love, woah

Yeah, by myself
I got through it by myself, need no help
I been killing shit regardless of the wealth
Hate a belt, all that Louis, Gucci buckle, it don't help
In my hell, I been had to kill the reup by myself, yeah
Empty bottles, empty baggies on the shelf, yeah
Empty heart, got no soul to make it melt, yeah
In the dark, kill the lights inside the house, yеah
False start, I kept on going by myself, yеah
Aimin' low, bro, you just in need of wealth
Come that winter, you were asking me for me help
If I had known it was like that I wouldn't have come around
If I had known it was like that I wouldn't have helped
Drug, it had me nauseous
Love, it had me cautious
Playin' with my feelings, had to leave to fuckin' stop it
Play me like it's matter, had me feeling like an object
How you feeling sad when you're the one who fuckin' caused it?

Look at all this shit that I been doing for you
Love, it had me really goin' through it for you
Anything to do, you know I'd do it for you
Had me on a trip for this shit
I been losing the love, yeah
I been losing the love, woah

Silence rings, ultraviolent
Eyelids covered in glitter
Buzzin' on my phone, so I got rid of the ringer
I called in a flood, seen them cry at the jeweler
Jetlag from the jetfuel packed, packing glad bag sacks
Man, I feel like a shooter, but I'm not touching the Ruger
Bad bitch on my shit, feel like I've seen it improving
Damn, it's smooth, I got important shit to do
IVN supply me and I eat it like it's food
Stuff two in the leaf and then I lick it for the glue
Sippin' Disaronno and I passenger the coupe
Whip look like a Autobot, crew look like Decepticon
All that shit you wish that you could do, we got it goin' on
Never shoulda dropped me for the petty shit you hangin' on
Girl, you know I know that these the beats you love me singin' on

Look at all this shit that I been doing for you
Love, it had me really goin' through it for you
Anything to do, you know I'd do it for you
Had me on a trip for this shit
I been losing the love, yeah
I been losing the love, woah

losing the love (prod. IVN)

lyrics:

Smoking on pff no
I been sipping on ale
Cracking this goose seal
I been hurting myself
Baby I’m ok up until I won’t be
It’s not a bullet wound but it’s killing me slowly
Back in youth this was not how I seen myself
Passing out loaded up inside somebody else’s house
People on cocaine some people off something else
This is a rigged game and the winner just asks help

Im just tryna understand ur viewpoint before I shit on it
And how u know my thoughts about u when Im not even saying shit I cannot
Comprehend what is Happening to us
So Come again and change my mind like usual
Im a ghost in a shell cant u tell by the way Im presenting myself during fights I dont speak for myself I need light I need help I need everything and then some to be happy with myself but its never how I planned 
Smoking on pff no
I been sipping on ale
Cracking this goose seal
I been hurting myself
Baby I’m ok up until I won’t be
It’s not a bullet wound but it’s killing me slowly

Smoking on pff no
I been sipping on ale
Cracking this goose seal
I been hurting myself
Baby I’m ok up until I won’t be
It’s not a bullet wound but it’s killing me slowly
Back in youth this was not how I seen myself
Passing out loaded up inside somebody else’s house
People on cocaine some people off something else
This is a rigged game and the winner just asks help

myheadMYHEAD (branwen)

tsunami (scottysplash)

last song of the year i think :D

been a good year and i will be back next year with even more

i love you guys and i thank you so much for giving me your time <3

happy holidays <3

downer

downer [theozim]

lyrics:

Are u proud
Are u at peace with ur self are u quelleds
Shes calmed down
When injecting her substance 
Settle down while u
Witness destruction

Please stay with me
Thru this fire
We’ll grit our teeth
And go forth
On charring feet
The king cant feel remorse
But I pray he feels me ripping back at his skin and pulling out all his teeth

If ur like me I pray u move on
Cause I cannot anymore
I could wear a suit of fucking teflon
Of fucking teflon
But these words hurt me so much more
No one in their right mind would accept this
As I wade thru this sewer eating shit drinking piss
The grate moves and I come out
Only during this sun down

Please stay with me
Thru this fire
We’ll grit our teeth
And go forth
On charring feet
The king cant feel remorse
But I pray he feels me ripping back at his skin and pulling out all his

I WAS EXILED FROM MY PREVIOUS BODY (twentytwo)

lyrics:

Way too many ones rolled up too tight on the night stand
Maybe its a problem I cant face
With drugs I dont need no hype man
She a lil freak she biting
I had zoned out about right then
All of my guys built like titans
And They know I never do no fighting
 
Big fuck em all energy up in my brain
 U taught me the most but I lost it in pain
I’ve fucked plenty women it’s still not the same
If I knew ud be here I wouldn’t of came
I feel like mike with the way u get shitted on
My shoes from up the wires of telephones
I hate his guts I’m not tryna get along
Lately I feel so much more like a demigod
Im an affiliate
I got some money and fed all my hooligans
im in this bitch please dont give me compliments 
Somebody point to where all this shticky is
I got so high I seen who built the pyramids I could not uh
I could not see anymore im just hearing shit

Way too many ones rolled up too tight on the night stand
Maybe its a problem I cant face
With drugs I dont need no hype man
She a lil freak she biting
I had zoned out about right then
All of my guys built like titans
And They know I never do no fighting

Born of boredom she tells me that we should reconnect
Bitch I built my life beyond that shit when u had took my breath
Away
I will not fight for u to stay with me
Im on this stage lil bitch im deep in some ecstasy right now.  
Foreign ass dime never seen these drugs
Take em with me we gon boot it up
She press me bout who I was
Even when trying I aint give a fuck
She said why u always high
Cause if im sober my thoughts gon make me cry
Still I shall give u my time
Still I will give u my heart
Fuck this stupid bitch i will gut u and  I will love it
Organs fill my pockets
Im horny now if im honest
Dont subject me to promise
And I will hold it until u off it
Treat me as u would objects
Cause all im worth is like nothing

Way too many ones rolled up too tight on the night stand
Maybe its a problem I cant face
With drugs I dont need no hype man
She a lil freak she biting
I had zoned out about right then
All of my guys built like titans
And They know I never do no fighting

HEATDEATH (twentytwo)

produced by @anobodyreally

art found at sad-space-kitten.tumblr.com

lyrics:

its 30 below
i see the blue in my toes
i feel the ice in my throat
and ive never been this cold
baby dont go
just when we start to see the light
clouds come block it out
the timing never fucking right
plaid green sweater
couple loose threads around the wrist
hole in the back
thats what i get when everythings thrift
ripped black jeans
and some bruises on my fists
my eye turned black
thats what i get when everythings shit

dont face the door
focus on staying warm
weve all been here before
but that doesnt make it easier

broken but wanting more
they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of
having to know i cant help u

i cant help u
i cant save u baby
dont know how to

but dont worry maybe
we could find someone
that might know how to

flashing lights
streetlights when we in the benz
what was that
could u run that by again
going fast
not paying any attention
saw my page
now im always in their mentions

not my type
dont know why she wanna go out
i stay inside
and no u cant over to my house
got shit to do
u know im working all the time now
all these words
work their way into the songs now

woah
change my mind
all the time
i feel shit
now im fine
got so much of this free time
and i dont even count the nights

no
i wont text
i wont phone
think too much
when im on my own
i think its best
if you said u would go 
i think its best
if u leave me alone

im still walking home
think im freezing through my coat
where have u been
where should i go

dont face the door
focus on staying warm
weve all been here before
but that doesnt make it easier

broken but wanting more
they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of
having to know i cant help u

warm (prod. ʎpoqou)

produced by Homage at www.homageproductions.com/

lyrics:

woah ok lemme breathe
woah ok lemme breathe
woah woah woah woah
woah ok lemme breathe

dont fucking come near me cause u catchin my disease
i slide up on these bars and then i spit some shit in key
id show u round my mind but even i dont wanna see
id show u round my mind but even i dont got a key

look at me look at me im off a pack now
dont like me ill hit him like im pacquiao
everybody truth or truth with the questions
but im playing dare or dare every sentence

always hide my fucking weed like its weapons
know the plug so fucking well im like the charger
why u say u been balling like the past stence
bitch u know im still balling vince carter

ahh ahh
and im dirty with it
mazzeratti whippin
cookin up so many phones its like im in the kitchen
bitch im hot make u believe like its a new religion

bitch ill break u at the seems like u some true religions
live my life like im a fiend like im a super villain
man im sick im really sick like i need penecilin
when i chop the beat it drop and make u touch the ceiling

make u touch the ceiling
they text me but i dont reply i got em in the feelings
u can move past me
im running on empty

for real
im fucking empty
spent my money on these leases wallets empty
eat a rapper bitch u know im always hungry
they already bite me u should get me out ur tummy

woah ok lemme breathe
woah ok lemme breathe
woah woah woah woah
woah ok lemme breathe

woah ok lemme breathe
woah ok lemme breathe
woah woah woah woah
woah ok lemme breathe

woah (prod. homage)

produced by @killedmyself

cover art found at 80sanime.tumblr.com/post/134500403407

lyrics:

look at me catching breathe
i got way too many problems on my chest
tell the clock that it gotta reset
im sitting in my room i should be running up a cheque
needa vent
got so many thoughts evolving in my head
some of them could show me id be better dead
fuck em block em out and focus on the bread

its 1:50 
view dizzy
drink fizzy
heads spinning
blunt flicking
bong hitting 
cant lose
stay winning

574 new balance
blue polo player pajama
words make u sweat like saunas
bars bring heat like llamas

petrified
u look dead inside
but i can tell u scared
no u cant hide

look at me catching breathe
i got way too many problems on my chest
tell the clock that it gotta reset
im sitting in my room i should be running up a cheque
needa vent
got so many thoughts evolving in my head
some of them could show me id be better dead
fuck em block em out and focus on the bread

reset the clock (prod. killedmyself)

produced by @idealismus

cover art by SirC at https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

i been feeling kind of lonely
maybe i should try and find somebody decent for me
i dont need no one to hold me
just that some of these ideas i have need to reach somebody elses ears
falling out with my peers
i dont enjoy nobody elses company and im scared
nobody really knows me
well enough to say whats wrong with me
and the people there that try deserve the deepest of apologies

took me 6 months
but i blew past
miss my medication
got brain zaps
looking at the scene
i dont reflect rap
im a skinny freckled kid
with no face tats

i live the life
if u minus all the ammunition
bitch i do the drugs
but i never wanna go to prison
my own blood turn on me
to see that shit is sickening
but i thank em for my lyrics
cause they fueled the feelings

blueberry og straight out the deal
my exes tell me im cold and i should learn how to feel
i dont feel no love because i know its never real
every girl i meet just want mcdonalds fries and a pill

i cant connect with them
the only one i liked wont respond again
id love to prove that ive evolved from then
ill never be back in that apartment

sap (prod. idealism)

produced by @notmorgn

@guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(guccihighwaters)

where my friends?
all i see is ghosts with drug addictions
im floating well but i will sink with this affliction

and that night they found u dead right in the kitchen the sharp needle pushed like a piston

come feel come feel

(9TAILS)

come feel the beat of my heart
is it fast and should i be scared
bitch i been falling apart

ur friend hit a rough patch
bitch i BEEN falling apart
i could teach em how to deal with that
i could show em where to start

it really isnt that hard
put the work raise the bar
i treat the game like a football
kick that shit all 53 yards

catch up to me thats a trek
far trek no picard
u aint really been thru enough
take a look at these scars

im falling
through the cracks
back breaking
under the pressure u had put up on my back

love bites purple onto my neck
with no love its boring
wish i could feel something

(guccihighwaters)

i wish i could
i wish i could
i wish i could
just a fragment of my heart
is all that u left me
how many times
cus girl i been stressin

no friends just vices around me
they only help me block out my surroundings
19 but my heart is in fragments
now every night i just sleep in the casket

(9TAILS & guccihighwaters)

im falling
through the cracks
back breaking
under the pressure u had put up on my back

love bites purple onto my neck
with no love its boring
wish i could feel something

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - scars (prod. notmorgn)

produced by @idealismus

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

sorry i was couch locked
i heard you knock but i couldnt get the door knob
that excuse applies to so many people this year
but its not my fault you in your feelings
on my riff raff shit
blueberry rocketship
your tonsils out your mouth
when i split your bottom lip

the flow just came to me
the belt has double g's
im facing bong rips and i blow em off the balcony

im feeling presidential
whole squad deep queen street in a rental
no one get inside my mental
but i could shutter island someone if i need to

the fear is colour and its bleeds through
fuck im only here to greet you
why you talking getting drinks like we should plan it
i didnt even wanna meet you

december christmas party
last year dont get me started
new year was so inviting
compared to the one before it

christmas party (prod. idealism)

yunggoth✰ - fuck your friends (prod. fantasy camp)

@guccihighwaters

produced by @notmorgn

lyrics: 

guccihighwaters:

i think i’d be good with a sedative 
anything to fucking stop the trembling
shit baby put a bullet to my brain
waste of fuckin space i guess i was just replaced
hood and the headphones don’t wanna talk to you
don’t take it personal i always feel uncomfortable
i guess its a part of me
hard to breathe when im at the party

for once aim your love in my direction 
cut me open baby kill my imperfections
for once just for once i crave all your attention
this is not a life with the loss of your affection

9TAILS:

i think id be good with a sedative
anything to bring me closer to emotionless
life is boring when you take out all the additives
live in the illusion or youll only make depressing shit

beamer go skr
uber gon swerve
cold as a bitch in the city
when you hit pavement just know it gon hurt

putting in work
grape juicy papers filled with the purp
shit baby put a bullet to my brain
come and shut me down cause im tired of this earth

i could see snow in toronto
we got some snow in the condo
smellin the dank cause that people
that entered dont know that were keeping the door closed
friends switching like time zones
blunt flicking keep my eyes low
in a new form like a super saiyan
you base form like a zygote

salt stains on my nikes
winter weather too silent
phone screen low brightness
6 digit pin cause im private

truth is gon hurt
u do not know what is best for me
like a non profit or a charity
this shit aint a cheque to me

this is building up a masterpiece
raw emotion is the centre piece
like goku i got enemies 
but none of them match my energy

your power level not testing me
like god form can you follow me
im down as hell but this backwoods got me bouncing back like a senzu bean

BOTH:

for once aim your love in my direction 
cut me open baby kill my imperfections

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - for once (prod. notmorgn)

produced by jeler beats

lyrics:

you wouldnt
fuck with life 
drowning in shit
thought i was immune for a while
arrogance spoiled it

doom in the night
at least the feeling of it
the feeling of it
could be enough to bring me to the edge

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

ill be good sauce me the crest
freaking the fuck out
at almost everyone of my friends
not in real life
just in my head
schedule flip fuck with the meds
im wide awake when youd be in bed
my average night is a two hour rest

every circumstance is detremental
when winter season ends regain my mental
least ill try
and maybe i could try and find somebody special
its happened before but damn i swear it wasnt meant to

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

always feeling like i said some shit i knew i would regret
you aint finding love cause you been cuffing for the sex, in love with head
whens the last time u left a message
instead of hang up
avoiding contacts a nervous habit
that i cant give up
everytime you call i cant pick up
im too fucked up
get drunk pull trig
but i cant throw up

but you just called to say
that you wouldnt show up anyways
good luck
lifes gonna suck
once you realize i was worth more than a fuck
treat me like a slut
incapable of depth
listen to the song
its as deep as it gets
you let go
i worked i just dropped that let
i just went
face first into
my music again
going amtopm

amtopm
im here again
trapped here with my problems 
it dont end
here i am layed in my bed at 3am
listen to the silence
it just simulates the end

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

dive in the mess (prod. jeler beats)

WRITTEN & PERFORMED BY https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
PRODUCTION & ARTWORK BY @scottysplash

ANTI-SOCIAL ✨ (feat. 9TAILS)

9TAILS <3

ANTI-SOCIAL ✨ (FEAT. 9TAILS)

neverclear (prod. scandibeats)

produced by george cauty aka boyfifty

lyrics:

wind blowin down city trees and shit
eastern white pines like 50 feet and shit
kinda scared to be inside my room
my vision on the limelight
tunnel sight

my concious going bye bye
new time
flys by
i want
everything
all star 
all time

getting high all the time
know i should be worried but im barely in my prime
ghost
i step safely out of line
caster with my problems i kite everything in site 
do the most
bad shit happen all the time
going bat shit all the time

craving action all the time 
soaking up ideas till im dry 
im not gonna lie feel effects inside

pick my mind to points where i might think it isnt mine
i got alot thats going on but ill just pause it for the night

i got alot of shit to do
and dont have nearly enough time
know id make the time for you
if you had joined me for the ride
ride 
join me for the ride
time 
guess it just wasnt our time

wind blowin down city trees and shit
eastern white pines like 50 feet and shit
kinda scared to be inside my room
my vision on the limelight
tunnel sight

my concious going bye bye
new time
flys by
i want
everything
all star 
all time

getting high all the time
know i should be worried but im barely in my prime
ghost

time (prod. boyfifty)

this is probably one of my favorite peep tapes, well this is only peeps songs from the tape, you can find the full tape here : https://soundcloud.com/eetu-ehrukainen/sets/meetingbychance-changes 
all credit to meetingbychance 

also hope you all are doing well. <3 

- skeletons archive

lil peep - this feeling (prod. meetingbychance)

lil peep - glassy (prod. meetingbychance)

lock da doors (samashi)

thats my brother jay (solow)

helicopters (rrarebear)

dialogue snippet from "the social network"

morning dew (j roes)

blue cheese (lee)

lyrics:

Midnight Twilight hour on a long drive
I hope u know Im loyal
U the only one I enjoy oh
Point blank Jet black hair in the moonlight
Tell me how I could make the mood right
And imma do it for u

Take me away Put me in a box
U can’t help but love the dead Let me rot
Stitches on my heart and a bloody cough
Still I tread forth and I go to war
Brown corvette like a meteor
Fly over the bridge from the Danforth
This is how I am and it came thru
Note to myself do what u want to
We were never on the same wave
Open ur eyes Im on some shit way too high 
i can’t put it into words I wonder why
My throat closes up when I cry
Violence Was never the answer
I knew this would happen
and sirens Over the weapons I hear in the distance

Midnight Twilight hour on a long drive
I hope u know Im loyal
U the only one I enjoy oh
Point blank Jet black hair in the moonlight
Tell me how I could make the mood right
And imma do it for u

twelve (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Blue 30 on my lips Black light in my shit
Dead zone im in the dead zone I might slip
I could never worry bout my feelings for a bitch
Oh my left lung Oh my right lung hurt a bit

Gut Gut Blood inside my gut
stuck Im off watchu call its and im stuck
Out my mind hol up im on planet earth
Twist ties Up on my hands behind my shirt
Blood Blood  All I see at home is green blood
Look inside my styrofoam its mud
What the fuck Who is she just shut the fuck up
U talk too much Please just stop it baby u talk too much

Blue 30 on my lips Black light in my shit
Dead zone im in the dead zone I might slip
I could never worry bout my feeling for a bitch
Oh my left lung Oh my right lung hurt a bit

acid (eric godlow)

lyrics:

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

I ate soot I was half way down the chimney I almost died
I taste soot I could see breaks in my skin poking out bone white
Every bodies always quick to be vocal
cause Everybody always assumes its fine
but Maybe I don’t wanna talk to you im lonely
But that doesn’t mean you can waste my time
Bioluminescence in the purple night sky
All alone out in the forest you and I
You got my heart and you’ll have it till the end of time
Take my arm come see the other side
take my arm come see the other side
take my arm and come and see the other side
take my arm come and see the other side
I want u to take take my arm

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

And when I go to bed I can’t getchu out my head
All these voices but the faces are blank
I learn to adapt cause the shit just change
and u aint really love me girl that shit just fake
and If these streetlights didn’t exist
I could see thru the stars back the way to my ship
Lemme go home girl this planet is shit
Lemme go home girl I miss em to death is that bad

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

soot (eric godlow)

lyrics:

I just sit my ass on the floor
Strange creatures with their ears to my door
would u Look at all my hair on the floor
and If im not scared I need more
Lifes hard like a tough mudder course
and Lately my bones grow sore
and I could hear my sons thru the chords
and If I had a choice I would abort them
cause I don’t do this music shit for them
These concepts of theirs so foreign to me now
Fuck it though I just try to ignore them yea
cause Up inside my head they not important anymore
She say that im not like I was before
But im just not dumb anymore So Im just not nice anymore
and No im not taking anymore Black blood in my broken heart
Saw dust in my swollen pores No life in my pickled corpse
and Im asleep in the shit water trench in the ground under the city 
Pieces of my body float free from me Leave from me
In like 20 something years they'll find teeth from me
Hopefully the right now mean something
and U don’t scare me bitch
I am used to this Try a different trick
You have watched me grow and I have grown so much
But I have grown so cold Yet I welcome it yea

scary (eric godlow)

9TAILS & sewerperson archive for unreleased/deleted songs all in one place <3

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