Mid Jan 2022

The Upload

produced by @sprr00w + @craves <3
written recorded and mixed by me 

as of making this I'm not doing good

🠟 lyrics 🠟

i wish that i could say
that im at my worst

but i know you’re here too


took my mind to a place
where i can hide my pain

so i can fucking hear you


and when you’re done
i turn my phone off
so i can disappear 

u dont wanna know
the things i do to cope
when ur not here


so don’t you worry your 
little head

im all ears for you 
as i should be

ill keep lying and saying
that im fine

until your problems
eat
away at me



time we get away from here
and see a place that doesn’t rain 

its time to say goodbye to home
cuz all it brought us both was pain 

its time for us to vanish 
in a way where they ask
are we sane ?

its time 

for us to walk alone


ill go left and you go right

ill go dark and you go light

ill accept while you deny

and say im not a waste of time


ill go left and you go right

ill go dark and you go light

ill accept while you deny

and say im not a waste of your time

i wish i had more to give

@glassxhotel @prodlura ily 

(chorus) x2
i’m so lost .. i need a way back home
i’m so cold .. i feel it in my bones
left your warmth .. & now i’m on my own
shield my heart .. with walls made from stone

(verse)
all u put me thru
i still held onto u
i feel so fragile
i’m so sad, i could shatter

girl, i’m like a snowflake
everything is so fake

my visions blurry, i don’t know
if i could do this on my own

(bridge)
my heart is frozen
it’s all because of you
give me a moment
wonder what i have left to lose

(chorus) x2
i’m so lost .. i need a way back home
i’m so cold .. i feel it in my bones
left your warmth .. & now i’m on my own
shield my heart .. with walls made from stone

snow angels

stream on spotify

snow angels (lura)

prod 2001
i wish you understood what i mean
i wish u rlly felt proud of me
i wish i had a home
let it go
the ppl that i know
never show themselves to me
i’m crying aching see
off a pill bitch i’m stuck in a dream
my head hurts i’m so deep
where do i go now
i can’t put my pants on
i cant do shit now
i feel like a moron
life is a headache
every fucking mistake
is haunting me so bad
wont u come hold me
tell me it’s okay
tell me i’m alright
plz don’t ignore me
i wait till the morning
but you do not text back
i feel so fucking stupid
why won’t u message me please

kill me softly please
when you speak will you speak slowly
do you love me like u say you’ll get me killed if i hurt you
why do you hurt me
please don’t ignore me
i ask you to calm down
you stay for a while
we drink until we pass out
draining me slowly
killing me softly
calm down
why are you shouting
fucking calm down
please just stop your whining
you tell me you’re stressed out
you tell me to calm down
but you are the one that
is causing the problems
why don’t you see that

wish u rlly

ty 3k 0_0
https://twitter.com/lostmyescape

regret

ft @ogpichu
prod @prodsoulsss & @lewisgoing
mastered @neoprada54
little thing at the end by pichu

(@peplep)
pick it, pick it
im inside of your home
bring it, bring it
i got something for him
ak, ak
straight to his dome
let my hair down like medusa
and turn him to stone
x2

(@ogpichu)

(@peplep)
[chorus]

"uhh a b&e thats a crime"
i dont care bitch
wanna see my nine?
fuck 12
if i get caught, ima do my time
moving thru the night like a mime
im with the boystars
we getting money full time
racks up
yeah i get my racks up
walk into the bank
and they all know what is up
keep my fit shit clean n my gun tucked
put the glockie to his face
he gon shut up

medusa +pichu (souls1 & lewisgoing)

@diligencexs
in the end

https://open.spotify.com/album/6flSgOHm06B7tSvYE2lij2?si=ZNjo5z1sSg64dhohnA-pcg

light

selfish +lovesickxo (yandere)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YhuPb84I7ek
MUSIC VID BY @dullgirl

runnin in circlez til im
lozt in da forest
but u still loop in my head wen im
out of storage
wake up evryfuckin dayyy
feelin lik a tourist
i hold myself in my armz
babie no1 ccan hurt uz

uhhh
i i i iuhiiihui i wuz gonna uhhh
drdr i i i uhUh i wuz gona azk 4 directionzzz but
u don look lik u kno where ur goin eithr ;]

a a aAaA aaah aahhh

ku do jesh sot? (where will u b 2nite?)
ne qielli o ne tok? (in da sky or on da ground?)
me ke do jesh sot? (who will u b wid 2nite?)
me mua o me zot? (wid me or wid god?)

lost *MUSIC VID IN DESC*

spinnin the tires + tori (kket)

rude ft. robopup (razorwrist x lb66)

gaaaaaaaaaaaa
unh0lyDanceMusick uDM uDM uDM
do u kno my name
>>:]

lost MUSIC VID IN DESC

saraunh0ly