ugly as fuck and forever alone
imma take ten pills then im calling it home
take a gander at your window im outside like a gnome
onna walk into your garden only place that i roam
i remember two things i forgot the other one
but i still hold on cuz im so high strung
   you be looking at me like im so damn dumb
i dont really look at all cuz i never gave one
   say hello again to the doctor with a grin
hoe im doctor skeleton and i really need a win
make an incision blood dripped down her shin
   think i need you but i need your skin
i dont make threats all i needed was a pet
   couldnt get one as a kid i guess
imma keep you inside a cage
every day brings me much more rage

ugly as fuck and forever alone

so much trauma in my head
i dont wanna be alive i just wanna be dead
check my phone you still left me on read
you know u cant take back what u said

im tryna put a bullet in my brain
make the pain go away im going insane

i hate that i miss you it puts me in pain
stuck on these drugs heroin in my veins

i used to hate seeing you around
why cant you come back around
tears always hit the ground
voices in my head too loud
my best friend up in the clouds
without you i cant be proud
no matter what i only doubt

i thought i was good
but u chose him instead
now i shed tears at night in my bed
put the blade to my wrist again i bled
wake up in the morning all i ever feel is dread
gotta stay strong gotta count all this bread
god knows that one day ill be dead

going insane

i miss my friends

My son killed himself because of you

(you impontent fool)
(your world is doomed)

i cant bare see your face
hit me up cause i cant stand
she do that in front my face
will treat me like that until my fade

(perhaps i have to re-ajust my expectations for next times)

i don't know why she hates me, but she does. i swear! 😿🥀

till i'm dead

how did we get here

noo i lost my girl prod. jessierosse

(lyrics) ooooooo,oh how i wish you were mine,sit back and just close your eyes,dun dun dun dun, yeah i know i dont mean fucking shit,i just sit back and cut my wrist,im a pessimistic little fucking bitch.

idk i sit and cry sometimes

she wont talk to me prod . deadyami

(lyrics)

i’m in my head, i’m in my head
i’m better dead, i’m better dead
x2

can you smell my cigarettes?
they put a stain on my lips 

i been so in my head
i think i’d be better if i’m dead 

white wine to get out my head
it stains my breath, 
you won’t believe a word i said

i really love the way you dance in that crimson red, girl hold my hand and forget everything i said 

let me burn myself into your fucking head
i wanna be the one you think about 
when you go to bed, when you go to bed, 
when you go to bed, am i in your head?

i been so in my head, i been so in my head
i think im better dead, i think im better dead

going insane

vamp

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