❤️

get high stay high

just dying

depression/numb

praying to the sky (prod. greaf)

https://soundcloud.com/quazarmakeinu
https://soundcloud.com/bexeyswan

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/-FXckwtBIAM

LYRICS : 
I WOULD BE A LIAR IF I SAID I DONT WANNA DIE
IF I SAID EVERYTHING ALRIGHT
IF I TOLD YOU I NEVER CRY 
LET ME GET HIGHER 
MY LIFE A ROLLERCOASTER RIDE
BABY YOU WANNA STEP INSIDE 
THEN I THINK YOU SHOULD HOLD ON TIGHT 

WE GO OFF THE GROUND 
WE GO ROUND & ROUND 
SPEED UP SLOW DOWN
I CAN SHOW YOU HOW 
[X2]

WAIT TILL THE MOOD RIGHT 
SPEAK TO THE MOONLIGHT 
BEEN UP FOR TWO NIGHTS
OVERTHINKING, IM TOO TIRED 
SO WHAT DO I DO?
I LOOK IN THE MIRROR THE SAME WAY IM LOOKING AT YOU. 
DO I FEEL YOU 
DO I NEED YOU 
DO I LOVE YOU 
SHOULD I LEAVE YOU.
WHAT DO YOU RECKON?
OVERTHINKING A BLESSING CAN MAKE LIFE FEEL LIKE 
ONE OF THOSE NEVER-ENDING ANNOYING MATH QUESTIONS
BABY IM FLEXING, CASH THE CHEQUE IN 
DONT ASK ME HOW I GET IT 
NO WAITING OR RESTING IM READY
COME KILL ME IF YOU JEALOUS.
NEVER MEANT TO MAKE YOUR BOYFRIEND CRY
I THOUGHT YOU'D FIT BETTER IN MY LIFE
YOU WANNA RIDE, YOU MY TYPE, I THOUGHT YOU'D TRY 
AINT NO EXIT, ERASE YOUR NORMAL LIFE 

BLOOD STAINED PRADA'S 
MY ANGELS ARE HEARTLESS
THEY BLINDFOLDED UP IN THE DARKNESS
TRYNA HIT A TARGET [X2]

I WOULD BE A LIAR IF I SAID I DONT WANNA DIE
IF I SAID EVERYTHING ALRIGHT
IF I TOLD YOU I NEVER CRY 
LET ME GET HIGHER 
MY LIFE A ROLLERCOASTER RIDE
BABY YOU WANNA STEP INSIDE 
THEN I THINK YOU SHOULD HOLD ON TIGHT 

WE GO OFF THE GROUND 
WE GO ROUND & ROUND 
SPEED UP SLOW DOWN
I CAN SHOW YOU HOW 
[X2]

BEXEY - Running Blind [Prod.Blackyouth]

Youthful Daydreams (ft Bryann)

lyrics
—————————
u didn’t care like i thought u did
say u think im doin good
well its the opposite
fall back
get me off of this
death callin
show me where the coffin is

feelin bad but i know
if i try than i can
make my dreams come tru
like a star in the night
when it shines so bright
with the sky
& i think of u

& i know that
things aren’t always what they seem
i wanna go back
but i can only seem to do it when i sleep

i don’t like this
the feeling inside it
eats me alive
all the time
i cant fight this
indecisive
i feel like im dyin
pacin’ & whinin’
the tides keep on risin

& one day ill make this right
& one day
ill make my dreams come to life

produced by dead spyro

make my dreams come to life pt. 2 [prod. dead spyro]

iann dior - emotions (prod. nick mira)

@ianndior - romance361 (prod. nick mira & sidepce)

@ianndior - who cares (prod. @nickmira_)

(prod. blade901)
soundcloud.com/blade_901

[lyrics]

ya i wake up at night again
breaking entitlement 
folding my hands to the back of my head
obvious tension, furious silence
cover in canvas in august.

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

you taught me how to not be there
while mommy always taught me not to stop and stare
these people i erase from my thoughts go where?
i'm sick of every lie that i cry with swear

it's been a long time, i'm feelin like shit
pick up the gun, now i'm wid it
i'm feelin fucked up, i wanna get buck
just lost my mind like i'm vision
blood splattered all in my kitchen
she wanna think that it's pretend 
not comin back for a minute
i'm gone but i'm still singin
 
she's so cold
hold me close and dont let me go
baby that's fine
you leave me alone all the time
oh yeah, please tell me was it worth it
too many fucking voices they're echoing
in my head
oh wait, now tell me where your hiding
left me with nothing when I was ten
but now i'm crying

i see you stand all alone
outside our house i watched you go
not enough to feel bad, just enough to let go
every thought in my head eats away at my soul
mom and dad are upset, I don't know what to do
i was just a young boy crying alone in my room

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

don't enter pt. 3 (prod. blade901)

could have been

gone girl feat. Trippie Redd (Prod. Pharaoh Vice, Nick Mira & Jared Scharff)

despair

you said find someone to talk to
got nobody to talk
got no one else to talk to but you

instagram: @lameboysharp

something real - lameboysharp (prod. fatheryelvy)

My own (prod. JACK MARLOW)

do what you want with me!

My own (prod. JACK MARLOW)

Xavier Creator