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feel abt u ft. 5drop & love jai <3 [+fantom]

prod @aimemia & @808angel
mixed by me 
cover by @kyle2k & me

s/o @benyy-bonito for helping me w my mix for this song :)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/4mpIjJP1jfKgy2PtqCIxpV?si=9d0ea1cd3f564bb7

-lyrics-

Do i really talk that much
Feels like i’ve been up for days
get a good thing and mess it up
You never act like you care so
And ima do all the things that you said you would never
i'll tell everyone i know how i wish i never met them
And you promised if you left, it would be for the better
So i guess is this is better to you

I wanna be with my baby tonight
So she can watch while i ruin my life
And i can die while i look in her eyes
Caught up in my head, living like i'm rolling the dice
I wanna be with my baby tonight
So she can watch while i ruin my life
Cause i get lost, when i’m going outside
Caught up in my head, yeah yeah yeah

I was off of one, yeah
Why you always closed off
And i self destruct, yeah
You still gas me up, yeah
Cover up my wrists, yeah
Heal me with a kiss, yeah
And you never call, yeah
Do you like me at all?
I’m always in my feelings
I'm not as fun as i could be
3am and i'm staring at my ceiling 
You never let me fall asleep
And everybody leaves again
Who do i never seem to learn
You always tell me to hold it in
but i’d just rather crash and burn

ruin my life

ruin my life (emia+808angel)

addy bender w/ d1v (michaelwarren x taher)

its like u dk how 2 act :(
@crybabycam
@kojowav

Tell Me Sum +Crybabycam [Kojo]

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by yung skrrt and sphere merchants
recorded @ mirrorville. hq 7/23/22
art by bedhead
lyrics:
i just wanna get so hi i forget my own name
and this happens all the time so i treat it like a game
something eats away inside of me way deep up in my brain
knife fighting w/ anxiety i brought a gun today
brought a yung buck body never more ready 2 play
i’m a pop punk shawty even born down by the bay
mother says imma make it and i trust what mother say
running man i can’t fake it any longer in this place
something is about 2 give but this time it will not be me
i don’t wanna have 2 live inside of this hypocrisy
i kno who i am and what it is is what it used 2 b
u just hold me back u hold me down u couldn’t grow w/ me
everybody wanna glo w/ me
that’s why everybody want shows w/ me
everybody thinks they’re gonna blow w/ me
cuz it’s me becuz it’s me
everybody always wanna glo w/ me
that’s why everybody doing shows w/ me
everybody thinks they’re gonna blow w/ me
cuz it’s me but u don’t kno me
u could never rly kno me sorry but it’s tru
im not sorry cuz it’s u everything we said we’d do
imma get it on my own raise myself up out the roof
had me climbing out yr chimney i was covered in the soot
had me covered in the smoke wearing stupid man suits
all my homies lmk girl this doesn’t suit u
and i said that i would go but it was hard 2 choose 2
it’s so hard to b alone but it’s easier to do

ALL PLATFORMS

what's my name again? (+ yung skrrt x sphere merchants)

featured artists @fijimar & @x_fujioka
prod by @brknglss & @kojowav

spotify

for the first time fijimar + xfujioka (brknglss kojo)

prada where we find uuuu

@pradaaslife
@benjithemachine
@yuki-pons
@synthetickids

Hella +pradaaslife [benjithemachine x shyburial]

prod https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
and https://soundcloud.com/heyyitsbenji
fijimar: https://soundcloud.com/fijimar

lyrics

benjithemachine
driving slow dont go not rush
baby show me who you love
sippin wock all in my cup
how i lean back slow
i cant get you out my mind
baby please dont kill the vibe
leather seats up in my ride so i gotta go
youre just another face in the crowd
so go down
oh woah
i cant see right im offa the drugs
who do you love
baby lets go

pinkperc
synthetic kids all on my team
player of the year 19
im tryna get lit im up in this bitch
no reason to quit we tryna get rich
synthetic kids like a k-pop army (shouts out the kpop heads)
and we got groupies they look like barbies
sanguine paradise ya
dilated in my eyes ya

get the energy and hold it
ill sell my soul i sold it
backwood an then unroll it
pack the gas an then we smokin
smokin on afghanistan
swag gon last 4evr man
ima synthetic kids veteran
ima count the cash do u wanna dance w me?

fijimar
do u wanna dance w me?
im in chicago w synthetic smokin gas it smells like pee lol
lifes a movie on the screen come and catch me in 3d
now u catch me in 3d
i dont wanna b temporary
this life i live is scary
pray to god to mother mary
dont let the devil tear me
i kno ur bf hate me
got his dumb ass goin crazy
pray to god to mother mary
dont let the devil tear me

benjithemachine
driving slow dont go not rush
baby show me who you love
sippin wock all in my cup
how i lean back slow
i cant get you out my mind
baby please dont kill the vibe
leather seats up in my ride so i gotta go
youre just another face in the crowd
so go down
oh woah
i cant see right im offa the drugs
who do you love
baby lets go

i luv u
synthetic forever

leather seats

leather seats +benjithemachine +fijimar

u dont seem 2 notice u say titles when theyre wrong
long time friends i dont feel like i belong
family sends sumbody similar their luv but
i cant let em know it isnt me or itll stop
get it where i can all my time spent at a job
could u hold my hand mine arent close enuff 2 god
u dont understand that yr everything i want
wish that i could b u instead of sum1 that u taunt
5 hr drive not a chance that id see u
gotta look alive hit yr town like i need 2
hit u up at nite but i kno that yr asleep 2
leavin when its lite maybe next time ill meet u
made me feel alright when u say it i believe u
bby hold me tite i got bad times 2 speed thru
miss u everytime im alone and when im not 2
no 1s coming close 2 the way i feel i kno u
keep me in yr mind but just enuff 2 not control u
leave me on the line u gotta show me i dont own u
such a long time since the start not gonna hold u
as long as were alive our souls r tied theyre gettin old 2

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by rotel
recorded @ the gloss temple 11/29/22
art by bedhead

5 hr drive (+ rotel)

prod roxa + silver + methboiswag
lyrics

ill sleep 4evr in my room
ill hav dreams of me n u
its like all i evr do
its like all i evr do
its like all my dreams come true
id give up my life jus 4 u
id give her 1 then i take 2
jus close ur eyes youll see the truth

i wake up pray to luna
i wish i knew her sooner

all my ideas r passion now
i manifest and it all worked out
i meditate cuz my thoughts r loud
work on myself got the answers now

work on yourself and u might find ur meaning
kill the illusion u thought u were seeing
focus on life and focus on being
u r the light u jus gotta see it

hand on her waste and she like to..

walk in the hallway
cannot see ur face
its like this all day
so we pretend its ok

i dont wan pretend this shit killin me uhh
i feel down rn but tn ill b up
wont sell u pills man that shit is currupt
fiend gonna ask "u want money or what"

fuck first impressions u dont know about me
hear all the talk every word thats about me
synthetic kids keep the best all around me
keep talkin shit now ur heads got a bounty

and its all online
0 6 all around shorline
smoke pack all night

ill sleep 4evr in my room
ill hav dreams of me n u
its like all i evr do
its like all i evr do
its like all my dreams come true
id give up my life jus 4 u
id give her 1 then i take 2
jus close ur eyes youll see the truth

i luv u
i luv life
thank you
synthetic forever

feel abt u ft. 5drop & love jai <3 [+fantom]

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