i keep getting texts from people i don't want them from (prod wavvy)

after 2 months, i finally get to release this!
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This is a project that i made to convince myself that i will be okay, and that there are people in my life that care and those who won't, and thats just something i'll have to deal with.
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Thank you to Jxsie Beats for exclusively making these beats for me, and to Dysphoric, Sxge, and Lxst Boy for the amazing features.
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Credit to MilianDK for the cover art<3
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hope yall enjoy<3

stars w/ lxst boy and jxsie beats

Pinata

Pinata prod. Acey

Prod Boyfifty
Mixed Mastered and Engineered by Senzu

Accountability (Boyfifty)

powfu - fallout

Holding your hand by the reservoir….

Lyrics:

Holding your hand by the reservoir 
admiring just how pretty you are 
Even your eyes your nose your hair your lips your head to your toes
I want it all
I can’t get enough
I float away when I feel your touch is this what they call love


I ran into the reservoir after the dog and i got wet
But it was worth it to see you smile I’d do it again 
Then I got lost in your hazel iris
Sunlight tied around your hair
And the butterflies in my stomach never left 
It’s so new to me when you hold my hand I don’t know how to act
Sweating uncontrollably when I call you beautiful I stare at the grass

holding your hand by the reservoir (cobalt)

Night

cantstophim (jopa)

losing control *p. crcl*

@prodIOF
Twitter: @xandersux

Lyric Samples:
Lil Peep - White Tee ft. yung bruh

Here we go
here we go again
with me getting fucked over in the end
Here we go
here we go again
I think it's better if we never saw each other again
Here we go
here we go again
Tell 'em no but I guess it all depends
Here we go
here we go again
I think it's better if we never saw each other again

here we go again
why do drugs try to kill my friends
down the road on a lonely train
I'll be thinking over cozy pain
Imma asshole, imma asshole, imma asshole
escape to your Upper East castle
it isn't worth the hassle so save your breath
I'll be in the streets trying not to freeze to death
and I'll be dripping in that 90s shit
lately i haven't had the time for shit
its getting really cold where i come from
im getting really old tryna find someone
so i;ll be
fucking on a dumb bitch a young bitch a rich bitch
a really rich bitch
rolling smoking on some sick shit
i miss this i miss you i really wanna kill you
i really wanna get naked and feel you for real boo

Herewego (prod. IOF)

@lilheartbreaker

The haunt in your eyes
I’m fighting it all of the time
But through all the guise
Can’t help that I am

Near my end, looking back where it began
My bones frozen, feed me eternal dread
Striving to find
What lies in my mind
Just need a guide
What’s on the other side
But you can’t hide
The things you keep alive

The moments pass
Never know the last
Stuck in a wall of glass

Passing through places that cannot be seen
Everything feel like I’m caught in a dream
Telling me things that I know you don’t mean
Within my head I just silently scream

These days nothings the same
Want it outta my brain
Nothing that could be changed
No way to numb the pain

Don’t know what I’m feeling
Erasing the space just to help find some healing
The things that you’re killing
Swinging my legs from the top of the ceiling

All of the times that you tore us apart
Ever resenting the place of your heart
Deathly grievances wished to impart
Reaping in ways that I never could start

The haunt in your eyes
I’m fighting it all of the time
But through all the guise
I can’t help that I am

Near my end, looking back where it began
My bones frozen, feed me eternal dread
Striving to find
What lies in my mind
Just need a guide
What’s on the other side
But you can’t hide
The things you keep alive

follow lil heartbreak

other side (prod. lil heartbreak)

Try not to cringe
email: yungxandermusic@gmail.com

Twitter: @xandersux

Herewego (prod. IOF)

yung xander