SHE DOESNT EAT BUT SHE THINKS IM FUCKING APPETISING💋💋
FEATURING @luvwillow
PROD BY ME :P

lyrics:
@disoc8
i've been so fucked up, n i luv the way it feels
n i love fake love, i dnt want it if its real
i deserve 2 fucking rot, fkn pop til i keel
pour it up, pour it up, i dnt evr wanna heal

she doesn't eat, but she thinks im fucking appetising
u in my sheets, bby u can keep on fantasizing
my life is fuckeddd n i think im gonna end it soon
im so caught up.. in these feelings of impending doom

@luvwillow
my life is fucked up, but it is what it is
had 2 call a uber cuz i took like 1000 hits
passing out again bitch yea i feel anemic
i hate when fake hoes wanna talk it makes me sick

got sum different pills in my pockets its a secret
baby tell me was it love or were i a regret
hang me up on the tree, like its chrismas eve
i'm doing drugs in my room alone as i greive

feelings of impending doom w/ luvwillow

heartsick [p6inkillr]

##DELIRIUM
@k1lltr4sh + @osm1cx

lyrics !!

@k1lltr4sh
Shawty grab the fucking 9 
Cause I fucked up again tn 
All this liquor in my head 
Is killing me from the inside 
You’ll say I loved him when I die 
Didn’t know u in my life
Now I’m in my room n I’m playing with my knife

With cuts all up n down my wrist 
I might give in 
Might give in to it 
Fuck me till I pass out on the floor
Just another breakdown I can’t do this no more

@osm1cx
can't do this no more
punch a hole inside my door
can't sleep at night 
cause' there's bugs inside the floor ;[

cut a hole in my wrist
gonna ruin my life
get the fuck out my head !!
gonna pick up the knifee

my lips are trembling , and i cannot make a sound
my love betrays me , is this almost over now ?
shatter my heart into fcking pieces !!
it wasnt ur fault , bby this was bound to happen 

@k1lltr4sh
Shawty grab the fucking 9 
Cause I fucked up again tn 
All this liquor in my head 
Is killing me from the inside 
You’ll say I loved him when I die 
Didn’t know u in my life
Now I’m in my room n I’m playing with my knife

With cuts all up n down my wrist 
I might give in 
Might give in to it 
Fuck me till I pass out on the floor
Just another breakdown I can’t do this no more

k1lltr4sh + osm1c - no more!! [prod. ilybeamm]

prod loony

@xannndera
@cholorofilm

https://www.instagram.com/xannndera/
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@xannndera
baby kill me kill me
i cant even say shit
walking like a zombie
im better when im off it
said u love me u love me
so why did she leave me
rockin w these pills
why they all wanna be me

i feel it to the bone
i dont wanna pick my phone up
zero fucking missed calls
i think i need a prozac
why they wanna be me?
i got it on a fucking CD
bby u got me thinking
and lets js fucking be real
x2

@cholorofilm
be my victim yuh ima kil her
rollin blunt off da xanax
i still feel hurt i got big knives
i know ur fucking scared
ion rlly notice i noticed
i dont wanna die with u im still bleeding slow
all the nights i ibeen needing u im still bleeding slow
i got black clothes lookin at me baby get up off me

@xannndera
i dont treat u right
lets die yung together
girl ur on my mind
it dont rly matter
cut my face up
do u wanna fucking die?
(fucking die)
yes u gonna be all mine
x2

SPOTIFY

GET OFF ME w/ cholorofilm

lyrics

[chorus]
ssris, imma take my fucking life
i just get too high, try my best not to cry
i fall too hard, u fall too fast
always lost in my mind
pieces of our broken past
now it’s all over
give me the cold shoulder
i know that i’m crazy
u can’t fucking stand me
u don’t wanna hear me u just wanna go and dance
was i too much cuz i never ever had a chance

[verse 1]
bending my mind and ur breaking my soul
if it means that you’ll stay
then you can take it all
i don’t exist in your mind but that's alright
tell me you love me again like our first night

will we ever be okay again ….
i just wanna be ur fucking friend
and i still got scars for you
i fucking wish you loved me too

[chorus]

[end]
i miss you
im sorry
dont come back
its too late
--screaming noises--

imy [prod. proz]

lyrics 

@gutzxx

razors in my backpack
fuck me up so bad 
im a crash out 
girl I wanna cut up
im so sorry I just think its fun
you look better in the morgue
with your pretty fragile bones
carving hearts into your neck
cause your lifes a fucking mess
lets play surgeon im a doctor
lemme me fix your loose wires
think about you every night and I cant 
get you of my mind
ima stalk you every night
if feels so fucking right 
take a pic and watch me die 
I'll promise you'll be fine

she got lacerated wounds
I see her face turning blue 
its so sad I know its true 
she tried to od in her room
shes impressed with cuts all over her arm
and she wants to killherself but she dont want help

its so sad shes suicidal 
get a razor cut it wider
and she likes the way it drips
and she likes the way It feels
its so fucked its so tapped
and ill always come baaaack

razors in my backpack
fuck me up so bad 
ima crash out 
girl I wanna cut you up
im so sorry I just think its fun
you look better In the morgue
with your pretty fragile bones
carvin hearts into your neck 
cause your lifes a fucking mess
lets play surgeon im a doctor
lemme fix your loose wires
think about you day and night
I cant get you of my mind
you look better in the morgue
with your pretty fragile bones
ima stalk you every night
cause it feels so fucking right

im so fucked in the head 
but you still take me back
im so lost in my delusions 
will you still love me back
I need help I know its true
im stuck to you like glue 
everydays a fucking mess
put a knife into my chest

razors in my backpack
fuck me up so bad 
im a crash out 
girl I wanna cut up
im so sorry I just think its fun
you look better in the morgue
with your pretty fragile bones
carving hearts into your neck

fragile bones (prod pavlos)

@p6inkillr

addicted to u like some nicotine
acting like that i cant notice every time u stare at me
love the look inside ur eyes when i know that ur scared of me
sitting at the bar alone and im drinking so carelessly

im full of toxins, i swear i cant stop it
im feeling nauseous, percocet im off it
and ur so toxic, my friends say i should drop it
she asked for my heart, i pulled it out and stopped it

take me back in time and reset the clock
always in my head, no it never stops
never even learned my lesson so im still so lost
never even for a minute did you give the thought
was i ever okay?
wishing bad on you from my fucking grave
no tears just blood coming down my face
cant believe the fact i begged you to stay

@1stress

narcissistic omg im such a letdown
all my friends n family love it when im not around
plastic surgery rip my bloody face off 
make me look pretty ya js like a doll<3
im a psycho zombie killr but id kill it 4 u
u deceive me n i h8 tht i luv u 2 
n shes lookin in my eye and i told her its gonna b alright
bloody thigh highs cuz i stab tht girl all night

@p6inkillr

take me back in time and reset the clock
always in my head, no it never stops
never even learned my lesson so im still so lost
never even for a minute did you give the thought
was i ever okay?
wishing bad on you from my fucking grave
no tears just blood coming down my face
cant believe the fact i begged you to stay

bittersweet w/ stress [p6inkillr]

PRODUCED BY @disoc8
FEATURING @k1ttyuni

lyrics

@gutzxx

can we trauma bond
I feel insane
im always the one to blame
she so pretty in blood stains
your so cute when you decay
she so fucking optimistic
she has hope in everything
and she likes to fucking starve
cuz it keeps her fucking thin
im so fucked I admit it
I hate everything
every days a fucking nightmare 
and its getting hard to breathe 
baby hold me tight 
like your fucking knife
girl I need you by my side
just to feel alright 

and she likes to play with scars
it makes her feel so loved 
she likes needles in her body
cuz she likes the sharp feeling
baby slice and dice
grab my knife 
I'll promise you'll be fine
so much blood on the floor 
girl it looked like that you died

cut cut cut 
you got blood pouring out 
stick your fingers down your throat
and do not make a sound
I'll be rotting in my head
thinking bout the words you said 
I'll be better of dead

@k1ttyuni

and she's cuttin on her wrists tryna blame the fault on me.
yeah she's such pretty nightmare, yh she's such a fckin feen
when I'm cuttin on my wrist I hope that one day u can see ^3^
how I'm fed up with this shit how you make me fucking bleed
can you tell me little secrets baby we can spill sum tea !!
oh i'll let you have my soul and i'll let you control me >.<
the smoke is cutting up my lungs but it helps me fckin breathe
I'm addicted, I'm addicted

fall into disrepair w/ k1ttyuni

prod me

𝓵𝔂𝓻𝓲𝓬𝓼
let's go
wrists r sticking 2 my sleeves, i don't wanna go outside
i can't even interact it makes me fucking horrified
pale face, black dress bby can u be my bride?
i just wanna get worse, but i want u by my side

cuz it's me n u forever bby till death do us part
i told u i was so fucked up u should have listened from the start
i just wanna trauma bond like do u wanna see my scars?
everything i touch gets ruined but i swear i have a heart

suicidal love , suicidal love
i won't ever feel complete so can u tell me i'm enough?
suicidal love , suicidal love
omg i'm such a feen like bby will u be my drug? x2

omg she's picture perfect
pls tell me that ur worth it
idc if u hurt me bby ik i deserve it
and if i show u love idc if u return it
i'm so afraid of abandonment js don't leave me deserted

i got pretty lil styros i'm cutting js 4 u
omg i like ur barcodes babe they're such a pretty view
can we pls just fucking spiral cuz it's all i wanna do
self destruction's all i know it's all i'm going to persue

suicidal love

jesus piece

jesus piece w/ disoc8 and luvhex prod l0n35t4r

prod @kaneda_7
@horrormovies666

one with the rope
& she standing by my side
look into the mirror
it’s a pretty suicide
so tell me what u want
i wont tell nobody else
webcams on it’s a
it’s a kiss & tell
fucked up in the head
maybe oh well
snuff superstar bby
cant u tell
look @ what i fucking wrote
on my suicide note
don’t u fucking play pretend
i already know

told me you love me
i don’t fucking care
told me she love me
her bloods everywhere
no i won’t go
i’m waiting 4 to come home
don’t fucking go
i swear i’ll fucking hang the rope

horror:
its beautiful almost dying but still waking up 
i wish this nightmare would end
but i still cut it up 
my rotting corpse laying so pretty 
u said ud never hurt me 
do u still love me
i’m so fucking sad and so fucking hurt 
my insides r rotting fucking throw it up 
i feel so worthless heart broken i need to sew it 
sewing up my eyes feel like coraline 
ill drown my sorrows w this razor tonight 
i hate everything i hope ill be alright 
locked my self in my room for 30 days 
my brain constantly telling me cut it away

GET OFF ME w/ cholorofilm

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