prod loony

@xannndera
@cholorofilm

https://www.instagram.com/xannndera/
https://www.instagram.com/yungteethshawty/
https://www.instagram.com/hdieowcwcwiwowq/

@xannndera
baby kill me kill me
i cant even say shit
walking like a zombie
im better when im off it
said u love me u love me
so why did she leave me
rockin w these pills
why they all wanna be me

i feel it to the bone
i dont wanna pick my phone up
zero fucking missed calls
i think i need a prozac
why they wanna be me?
i got it on a fucking CD
bby u got me thinking
and lets js fucking be real
x2

@cholorofilm
be my victim yuh ima kil her
rollin blunt off da xanax
i still feel hurt yea i got big knives
i know u are fucking scared
ion rlly notice i noticed
i dont wanna die with u from my neck im still bleeding slow
all the nights that ibeen needing u now  im still bleeding slow
yeah i got black clothes lookin at me baby get off me

@xannndera
i dont treat u right
lets die yung together
girl ur on my mind
it dont rly matter
cut my face up
do u wanna fucking die?
(fucking die)
yes u gonna be all mine
x2

SPOTIFY

GET OFF ME w/ cholorofilm

prod ilybeam

@xannndera
@p6inkillr
@ilybeam

@xanndnera
i dont care if u hate me
i might go insane off the drugs that ive been lacing
feels better when im not w u like can u change me
like please dont call my cell all the way i feel so basic

I DONT KNOW IF ITS LIE IF ITS TRUE
I SPENT MORE TIME WITH BLUE THEN U LIKE ITS A DOOM
ANOTHER HOPELESS DAY I FEEL JUST LIKE A ZOMBIE
TELL ME IF THAT OKAY I WANT U TO FUCKING CUT ME

@p6inkillr
binging drugs all night when we fucking fight
i cant stand it anymore, none of ur fucking lies
yeah u left me in a trance, so hypnotized
fell in love at first sight when i looked into ur eyes
feel just like a xanax made my heart slow
i dont even know whats going right inside my nose tho
only care bout getting high i might just have a heart attack
drop right on the floor and theres no way ima make it back

@xannndera
ill be goin far away
js to dont feel too much pain
yes she used me i dont even care
cuz i might have killed myself
i js wish to fall apart n i wish to see ur face again
never wanted much, i know u prolly dont feel the same
i js couldnt get it why u always had to lie
i know u prolly hate me n i feel that i shld end my life

ur acting like u dont know me
ur love is just like morphine
girl why ur so addictive
i need just some endorphins
u cover it with glitter
its diacetylmorphine
these scrathes on ur back
ye ill pop another molly

i dont care if u hate me
i might go insane off the drugs that ive been lacing
feels better when im not w u like can u change me
like please dont call my cell all the way i feel so basic

I DONT KNOW IF ITS LIE IF ITS TRUE
I SPENT MORE TIME WITH BLUE THEN U LIKE ITS A DOOM
ANOTHER HOPELESS DAY I FEEL JUST LIKE A ZOMBIE
TELL ME IF THAT OKAY I WANT U TO FUCKING CUT ME

diacetylmorphine w/ p6inkillr (ilybeam)

(heartinloveee)
Fucking with an OnlyFans bitch, she my fucking juice,
Sceneslut on my dick, she tight, got me feeling loose,
Rolling with my gang, money stacking through the roof,
Candy love, colorful vibes, with them emo wristbands proof.

Candy love, with that emo drip on my wrist,
Everywhere I go, bitches can't resist,
Don't fucking remind me of who I used to be,
That past shit is dead, now I'm living free.

Don't fucking remind me of who I used to be,
That past shit is dead, now I'm living free.

Fucking with an OnlyFans bitch, she my fucking juice,
Sceneslut on my dick, she tight, got me feeling loose,
Rolling with my gang, money stacking through the roof,
Candy love, colorful vibes, with them emo wristbands proof.

Ain't tryna be that old me, you know I fucking changed,
Looking back at my past, I was so deranged,
Now I'm on that smoking grind, blunt in hand,
Leveling up, no blunt fucking cringe

Fucking with an OnlyFans bitch, she my fucking juice,
Sceneslut on my dick, she tight, got me feeling loose,
Rolling with my gang, money stacking through the roof,
Candy love, colorful vibes, with them emo wristbands proof.

That Past Shit Is Dead [10n35t4r x Lonestar]

prod kobeni
ft xandera
lyrics:
@p3acexo
i cant breathe
autopsy
baby cut my wrists up, watch me bleed
put my name up in ur wrist
hope ur cutting just for me
got ur blood all on the wall
baby ur the one for me
chorus
pretty little styros
cut ands barcodes
send pics of ur wrist slit 
wanna see that shit up close
x2
verse
baby yk we go way back
on the backstage, snorting on some fucking crack
im wit nihil im wit rude u gotta pay a tax
i seen yo bitch and she so bad ya i just ate her ass
i cant breathe
autopsy
baby cut my wrists up, watch me bleed
put my name up in ur wrist
hope ur cutting just for me
got ur blood all on the wall
baby ur the one for me
@xannndera
loading....

autopsy w/ xandera (kobeni777)

happy halloween

prod mix etc everything me :p

adore u

prod @1lav

@xannndera
@iamsodead
@1lav

@xannndera
baby cut my throat, let's just overdose on ketamine
let my monsters get to u, they prolly know we're playing hide & seek
u can run but u can't hide yea i'll kms online
u don't get to live and im thinking 'bout it all night

taking all these black bars, overdose on narcos
babe don't go to sleep, i'ma shoot u, u just take a pose
they know im alive so i'll kill 'em with the cold blood
guess they wanna die let's just throw 'em in a fucking mud

let's go!!
yeah i guess she wanna take a pic
yeah stab me till i fucking bleed
yeah taking lots of ketamine
side by side u let it all fucking get to me

@iamsodead
taking all the pills i jst wnna numb the pain
i don't wnna have a chance so dnt let me try again
od till my liver fails baby i dont need the help
let me fckin end myself taking drugs till I melt
yeah shes taking pictures of herself
shes so hot i dont think its the molly
ima use u, stab u, tear ur body
dont try 2 run nd hide from me
lets get freaky till we bleed
lets get freaky till we bleed
lets get freaky till we bleed

take a pic + iamsodead (lavendr)

prod me

@xannndera
and she doesnt even know, idk u seem too boring
yea just cut it up cut it up, i know u like it when u cut me
ive been thinking bout u all this time baby im not sorry
i jus want some more, omg u such a whore

feel the pain inside my heart, i feel sober when i smoke
tie a rope around my neck i jus wanna go
can u heal me of this pain, i dont wanna b alone - lone - lone - lone
i dont wanna b alone

omg u such a whore yea jus tear me apart
i feel slow been seeing things all night
idk how to tell u
i think thats why i hate u

@p3acexo
i got coke in my nose
omg ur such a hoe
just leme feel u
nobody js has to know
baby its our little secret
kill you if you cannot keep it
let me slit ur fucking throat
baby i dont got no regret

i can feel you in my skin
and you know im so inlove, baby please just let me in
baby tell me all your secrets baby tell me all ur sins
and if you try to fucking run, know i'll leave you in a ditch

pretty little slut i just wanna eat her guts
and shes so damn fucking skinny i can see her fucking lungs
baby can you keep a secret cuz i wanna fucking cum
and she doing what i say cuz she knows that she my slut

i just wanna go + peacexo

??? #ripscenecore

kandibrat x Heartinloveee - Fab fantasy #fabfest (prod. by notj4ck)

kandibrat x Heartinloveee - Fab fantasy #fabfest (notj4ck)

w/ https://soundcloud.com/xannndera
prod loony

lyrics:

Winter: 

I love her carcass when it's rotting on the floor
She always liked to self destruct, because she wanted more
I would probably love it, but she's such a stupid whore
I like to mind my business, it's the screaming that i can't ignore

The last thing i wanted was to desert you
I wish i was enough, I wish i was enough
You're so pretty, porcelain, of course i don't deserve you

So let me hurt you.

It's the season for self distruction
Oh my god, i feel so fucking interrupted
There's a bullet with my name, but it's saying it in vain
Your voice eats at my brain, i think i'm going insa-a-a-a

(I love her carcass when it's rotting on the floor
She always liked to self destruct, because she wanted more
I would probably love it, but she's such a stupid whore
I like to mind my business, it's the screaming that i can't ignore)

Xandera: 

yeah im going insane everytime i wanna hurt u
cus we're not the same i dont know how to hate u
i do this shit all day even tho im not thankful
like please let go off my pain, yeah like please let go off my pain
yeah cus u know i try my best
cus my life jus gets too boring i been shaking yeah just save me
like save me from this hell, i rly need your help
ive been trying so hard IT WAS FOR NOTHING

in the darkness i see you (in the darkness i see you)
in my nightmares i still see you
hang me up on a tree, baby u cant hurt me
now you cant get piece of me, now i wanna fuckin bleed out
im shaking from withdrawals you could never give a fuck
shit u do it makes me fall, i can see you in the snow
yeah i guess my life is just too boring
please dont recognize my face if im falling

self destruction ft. xandera

prod me

@xannndera
Better call my plug, it happens everytime
'Cause I want all the drugs, I don't really give a fuck
Can you stay by my side, it's gonna be alright
And my hands are fucking sore, all the time

I've been falling, falling for you
These words cannot express how much I just adore you
It's never been the same, I really fucking love you
It hurts so bad, all this shit I did for you

All this shit I did for you, I really wanna be real
I fucking adore you, why can you fucking see me?
I'm taking everyday, why can't you fucking notice?
It's messing with my head, you really haven't noticed
I ain't know this, oh my god
Yeah I'm taking all the stuff, I don't give a fuck
Baby will you be fucking mine?
Now I'm taking all the drugs
You don't mind it, oh my god
Why you always have to lie?
Blood is coming out my eyes
I swear that you can't see me, girl
Why you always have to lie$@##
Yeah my wrists are fucking bleeding
Yeah I swear that nobody wanna be me

falling for you (@xannndera)

prod. janecocaine + skinny_302

@xannndera @p7e

[uznan]
tell me when u r wasted
i know that im helpless
bitch i know u fainted
i dont care im tainted
never be like that
i know more than u would say
take that motion i could say
i will fk that shi all day
it will never fade away
i cant lie ill never pray
keep that feeling make it stay
i will tear this pain away

[xandera]
bitch i'm on my own
i just always been alone
my body turnin' cold
i can see u in the snow
i think i'm insane now
we smokin' on dat haze now
ur mans are getting their faces down

i wanna see u with ur fangs ong
im too drunk so i fell in love
all these drugs got me fucked up
way too high i might lose my sight
drugs on my bed, i want 'em in my hand
it's never been the same, girl
i can't feel my face-e-e-e

[claire voyant]
kissin on ur thighs
u only love me when im violent
telling all these lies
my deprivation makes u mine bitch

u wont stop loving me
kissin n hugging me
blind when ur fucking me

oh, cant u see

tainted +xandera, wintr

Quero ver você de novo (hateoryx)

High! High! High! (qyurisuu)

Se Cortar w/ Randz (Dullxx)

Lil Bowika x Bandiicam x Asht0nn - Edgelord [Prod. 1stress]

Lil Bowika X hauntingclaire - Nightclub [prod. 8trxck]

AbyzOwu x Lil Bowika - Error Xp [Prod.KVader]

no not dreamless by owtiss pls i swear it wasnt intentional

‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚.  𝒍𝒖𝒏𝒂𝒄𝒚  ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚.

ft.
+ https://soundcloud.com/kadichii
+ https://soundcloud.com/xannndera
my goats ^^

prods.
+ https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k
+ https://soundcloud.com/tores
some of tha greatest prods in emoplugg ^^

lyrics>>>>

(ritsu)
i feel so lost in my head
i really tried and i still dont know what im doing wrong
you think you're so perfect
i dont know what to say
i cant fucking stand it
dont look at my face

my thoughts are dreamless
you dont know what its like
let me tie a noose
promise ill be alright
i feel so dead
someone help
i feel so bad, its exactly what you wanted

(lyxx)
rep the set again
throw it up
we some lunacy veterans 
keep that tool tucked in my pants
this ain't no Leatherman
I done gave you too many chances you won't get again
you won't get again

diesel pants 
stuffed with bands
car imported from Japan
cut my wrists got bloody hands
I'm tryna rep the set again
tryna tell them they don't understand
I still treat them all with reverence 
tryna rep the set again
tryna rep the set again

(ritsu)
please stay
i feel all alone again
yeah ill pass by a no-name
ill press one on the hotline
you should go to hell
here we go again, dying by the sideline

(xandera)
I've been feigning for your heart bitch
You can't even see me girl
I can't feel my heart beat
Can you promise that you love me
I swear it'll be alright
I've been stuck up in my head
Yeah I really wanna die

No I don't wanna fucking see you
I just wanna fucking die tonight
I've been crying for you, I know it's so messed up
I got feelings for you, don't let me break down again

(ritsu)
i feel so lost in my head
i really tried and i still dont know what im doing wrong
you think you're so perfect
i dont know what to say
i cant fucking stand it
dont look at my face

my thoughts are dreamless
you dont know what its like
let me tie a noose
promise ill be alright
i feel so dead
someone help
i feel so bad, its exactly what you wanted

dreamless +lyxx +xandera (tores + yashio)

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆  ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

aka vex?? ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

Discord: vexumm
(feel free to dm for anything!! i have a terrible social battery though)

@lunacystar
@pastmemory
@yuru-dream

i love you lunacy

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switched accounts, drops will be less
love you guys

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@uznn *HDS
@born-damned
@ready2dieboyz

New tracks tagged #xandera