(prod. by Aki)
ig: xarxessxd

lyrics if someone wants to understand anything lmao

take a line take a hit
i got blood over my desk
dropped my phone 
popped a pill
imma end up like lil peep
i feel so amazing right now
but i know its until count down

im so helpless d-_-b
save me baby
i don't wanna
be like this

golden necklace on your chest
i wanna grab them pretty bad
i think like im trynna escape
but i clicked that press and play
got some buses on a roll
just baby please give me a call
got nobody i cant cry
got nobody i cant lie
its just deep inside my soul
think i wanna end it all
i remember all these days
im still waiting
sfor you to call my phone 

im so helpless d-_-b
save me baby
i don't wanna
be like this

helpless!

(prod.wren)
ig: xarxessxd
she's in my dreams ;(

lyrics
(is someone even reading that lol?)
i don't wanna talk with you
so stop please x2
She's appearing in my dreams
i kinda wanna see her
I don't wanna take those pills
so take them x2
and what kind of love
fucking makes you dead

her nails painted blue

and i just wanna feel them
his photo on her phone
it fucking makes me sad

what kind of love it make you fucking dead

shes taking all my love
i really wanna talk
i know that part of me
is not just fucking real

come on top yeah
when you are on top of me
thats a fucking crazy sight
lets go again please

lets be together baby
i'll be there for you just wait please
my black hair and my haircut fucking lit
whisky cola got this imma take another sip

In My Dreams

(prod. qyurisuu)
ig: xarxessxd

lyrics:
Got some molly in my back
Lots of alternative girls
Wanna fuck with me
Do you wanna die with me girl?
Lots of codeine mixed with sprite
So i don't do fuckin white
And she looking like a star
But she broke my fucking life

on and on and on and on
i don't fucking know
where it gonna go
what it gonna show

today not the club
we're in private fuck it up 
these girls always wanted me
but now i'm lonely drinking lean
in the kitchen, in the bath
maybe hit one in the back
we're not smoking fucking crack
vodka, cola, molly, blood

yeah i want that girl
but she wants my friend
got a triple xan
cause she's such a pain
alternative girl
fishnets hellokitty bag
smoking on that zap
like a thunder hitting her

thought she was the one
no she's just on of his
this your typical alt girl
do you wanna love with her

Alternative Girls

prod. kittyflower
ig: xarxessxd

highschool of the dead 
everybody got some xans
people dying all the time getting no help
what you need to do when you feeL all alone
put me in the grave and and just let up my soul

eating my breakfast now i need to get there
ordering uber that's the best way
got my new iphone but my friend got newer 
his mom is rich but that guy wanna sue her

she's looking like a star everybody wants her
she's like a protagonist and i'm looking like a monster
sniffing up in toilet
crushing up the rover
who the fuck is xar does anybody know him


taking some addies doing my project
she sending hearts i really love that
they want my money don't want my homework
both of my parents saying i'm over
my english teacher wanna see me dead
not gonna like kinda makes me sad
my school life doesn't exist
i wanna get out zombies save me please

i've had enough my head is spinning
my elders saying i'm only whinning
i took some molly please don't say please
i'm with the squad we're always winning
i got no squad what am i saying
i always wanted to be the first one
like i'm always on the charts but i'm the last one

Highschool Of The Dead

Go follow https://soundcloud.com/xarxessxd

M I A FT Xarxessxd (prod.glorygasp)

10 missed calls, i don't need you 
fuck this hoe, and me too
cut my brain, up in two (what the fuck)
i don't even know what i'm really gonna do

i don't need you i want you
baby yeah i miss you
i don't really like you
i don't even wanna call you
fuck all your friends too
they don't even like you
i can't even say shit
cause i'm alone too

just another day yeah
counting up my racks yeah
i've been making money
you've been sitting on the sideline
you've been talking shit that's been wasting all of my time 
wasting all of my time 

i feel like i might
all my feelings coming up for her
now she is calling up
why you calling up my phone

10 missed calls, i don't need you 
fuck this hoe, and me too
cut my brain, up in two (what the fuck)
i don't even know what i'm really gonna do

i don't need you i want you
baby yeah i miss you
i don't really like you
i don't even wanna call you
fuck all your friends too
they don't even like you
i can't even say shit
cause i'm alone too

Missed Calls Prodbysullen

prod. kittyflower
ig: lil_kozii

lorazepam got me kinda sleepy
i dont know whats happening
dont want cocaine im not drinking lean
yeah i dont want your fucking pill

my new friends are taking drugs
my new girl dont wanna fuck
she has bag with hellokitty
have enough of this city

i got feelings like titanic
crashing when i get so manic
i can't control my own self
i will go to fucking hell
my new friends are taking drugs
my new girl dont wanna fuck
she has bag with hellokitty
have enough of this city

i'm sitting lonely
in my fucking cave
i'm feeling lonely
no one even cares
i won't say i will
that i'll make them see
i just wanna have fun 
making all that shit

my new friends are taking drugs
my new girl dont wanna fuck
she has bag with hellokitty
have enough of this city

Tramadol

prod. x1lly
ig. xarxessxd

im too sad 3 mollies in my bag
im too sad tramadol on the way
think im gonna mix few xanies too
where im gonna end up up too

i often get that feeling that im useless yeah
im just falling down
like lil peep popping x

too many empty bottles
on my bed on my desk
i dont know whats going on
slowly getting higer
drinking some protein shake
all his clothing are fake
shawty you dont wanna help me
i know that you fucking crave me

after this i know im slowing down
like dante waiting for my demons to come out
think that i am fucking up

Tramadol (speed up)

prod. Aki
ig: xarxessxd
some old song i found


im playing some 3 ds
i know she's waiting for a text
but i'm not gonna respond her
her feelings seem kinda fake

i aint texting her back
yeah i'm on my glow up
feels like 2014
will you do anything for me?
need some healing asap
my heart beating so fast
will it ever gonna stop
all my feelings had enough

for now i need some rest
take me out ask me for a date
dissapering in my black hoodie
hey girl wanna see a movie

my soul hiding in a black star
your love hitting me like a dart
you wont be the one for me
cus im not the only one for you

i aint texting her back
yeah i'm on my glow up
feels like 2014
will you do anything for me?
need some healing asap
my heart beating so fast
will it ever gonna stop
all my feelings had enough

helpless!

Xarxessxd

Related tracks