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Lyrics

Look I ain’t gone lie about my situation. 
I ain’t here to be breaking apart yo’ reputation 
But I’m confused what you askin me 
sittin I’m tripping n thinking bout what the past could be

How you say you love me jus to tear me apart 
Say that you want me around to leave me in the dark 
You prolly think that I’m pathetic and speak down on my name 
 I been sending you flowers thinkin reality’d change 

But you ignoring every call and you don’t look what I post 
 And I been lookin for your name in my story but you ghost 
I been drowning  just to speak swear I been doin the most 
But I feel broken cause you stepping on all over my hopes

I think you got it twisted I don’t want you back 
I hope you reminisce and flip when you think bout that 
You been spitting on our grave on some fuck you shit 
Now I’m numb to my world and I can’t feel shit 

So what the fuck do you want could you be honest with me 
I’m feeling dumb as fuck like what the problem could be 
And Now I hate sleeping cause I see yo face 
And I don’t wanna dream now I just wanna escape 

I never hurt you jus to hurt you who you think that I am 
I’m jus growing as a person learnin to be a man 
you got me petty and prayin this all is fictional 
I don’t hate who I am but hate myself for missing you 

All these pretty little fears stuck inside of my brain 
like you carved them with knife just to sign yo name 
And I don’t wanna react but all this pain won’t fade 
And I don’t wanna react but all this pain won’t fade, fuck

I dont want to react
I don’t want to react (no, no)
I dont want to react but 
This pain won’t fade away
This pain won’t fade away

I let you go you disappeared because you needed yo space 
You say you need me in yo life well do not lie to my face 
I got my shit together I know you running in place 
And I did everything to fix it how the fuck does it taste 

And yes I’ll say I miss you but you treated me wrong 
I poured my heart on a page gave it to you in a song 
And I Been askin god for awhile to make the memories fade 
I’m praying daily that I don’t have to remember yo face 

wish I could hurt you like you hurt me but I wouldn’t go thru it 
And I won’t let another close cause I’m afraid ima lose it 
I hope it’s hard for you to sleep but I won’t be that man 
I just tried to do my best thru my suffering ends 

 left me without a reason don’t come back with excuses
And don’t you ever call my phone swear you think that im stupid 
You gave me so much to remember that I cannot pretend 
I didn’t just lose my girl I lost my closest friend 

But you manipulated me n how’d it get that bad 
How i feel like I lost something that I never did have 
And Judgin me for my mental health that’s honestly strange 
Cause true love would find a way to really understand pain

Honestly i hope you good and you can find yo way 
But leave me out of the picture so I can find my pace
I’m just upset that I let this affect my health 
I’m not mad I lost you I’m mad I lost myself 

I guess yo true colors showing you exposin ya self 
I’ll be like every other man that you set on a shelf 
But that’s between you and god so I’ll pray you forgiven 
I wanna smile because it happened but I wish that it didn’t 

I dont want to react
I don’t want to react (no, no)
I dont want to react but 
This pain won’t fade away
This pain won’t fade away

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