if only

rewind

i'll never open my heart again

it won't matter

tried turning a painful experience into something painfully beautiful.

(ಥ ͜ʖಥ)

Lyrics:

It started out so beautiful before it all went wrong
I should've stayed outside the day that I died
It was all so beautiful before it all went wrong
I could feel a million fucking pieces right there just burning me
It could've all been sweet if you were right there next to me
It would've been alright if you were by my side
It was the day I died
Wanna know what the worst part is?
When I was laying on the ground, I thought that I had let you down
I should've stayed outside.

i should've stayed outside [prod.softscars]

noise x SARM? x akiradoves - CANT LET GO

produced by @richmnkey & J44p

Lyrics:

stay with me
tell me about who i'm meant to be
tore my life apart ripping piece by piece
can't stand the sight of you
you're disgusting me
you ruined everything
clenching my fists while i grit my teeth
hate how i don't understand a thing
cause everything with you it doesn't mean nothing
and who do you think?
would stick around with you while you do all those things?
you've become everything you never wanted to be
you tore into me
you tore into me
rip my skin from my bones
touch my wrist feel my pulse
i want you tearing into me
want the music blaring while you stare at me
deep cuts all over my fucking wrist
you weren't the only one to get my pissed
i don't wanna forget your name
but you make me like this
just tear into me
i want you to watch me bleed
just tear into to me
i wanna beg you please
cuts all on my body
scars deep within my soul
wish you were somebody who'd try to keep me whole
cuts all on my body
scars deep within my soul
wish you were somebody who'd try to keep me whole
just tear into me
i want you to watch me bleed
just tear into to me
i wanna beg you please

tear into me (feat. nixxiu) (prod. richmnkey & J44p)

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

I have to accept that you left me for dead
And you have to accept 
Baby, that you live in my head
Everything reminds me of you 
Baby, why you always acting so rude

I'm a haunt you when I'm dead
That's how I know I'll see you again

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

And I've been wasted 
Baby, to get you off my mind
And how I hate this
Waking up, pressure on my chest, don't feel mine

I might relapse
Think about the past, baby, I can't relax
What more can I lose? 
Can't even run a mile in my old damn shoes

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

FLESH & BONES

"Is There More Than This?" is a powerful and emotional rock ballad that dives deep into the silent battles we often face alone. With haunting melodies, raw vocals, and a soul-stirring guitar solo, the song captures the feeling of being drained, disconnected, and questioning the purpose of it all. It's a cry from the heart — vulnerable, honest, and painfully real — yet it carries a faint, flickering hope in the darkness. This track is for anyone who’s ever felt like giving up, but chose to hold on just a little longer. A song that doesn’t just speak — it feels.

Is There More Than This?

Just?

Though the storm

CRYOUTLOUD
call me aryy 🦋
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