despair ☼ ( eturnity + lily + pearl )

smoke filter no love (exxon racing)

Right Now (Prod. Jxxl3s)

XCXVXC & DELCADA - NAIL ME TO THE CROSS (PROD. VUKSAI)

trauma center @trilon46
art by @trilon46
produced by @oneacuraa + @starboyrob

xcxvxc:
when you know im wreckless
shoot me like an actress
cut me like a cactus
kill me like a fascist
send me to the darkness
promise ur not harmless
cut me so im harmless
u can make me armless
all my shawties sell dope
promise you can go home
tie me up with your rope
u can meet me at dome
im a puppy on a leash
yes my darling ur a leech
im a princess like im peach
selling dope right on the beach
got the mix
i need a trick
need a brick
i got a few
on the block
its getting hot
hitting licks
just with the tool
hold me darling in the night
with my wings just taking flight
when im on the high rise
with the sniper kill me too
with the tool im just a fool
selling dope right by the pool
xcx is feeling new
with a brick
i feel complete
feel the heat
just take a seat
darling off the ecstasy
come on darling make me bleed

sh0p7ift:
patch me up
or bag me up
ion rlly care
ima specimen
a bio weapon
im speciaL and im rare
im mental and erratic
i h8 when u stare
i fell fromm heaven
cuz they aint want me up there
people screaming angels singing 
while i walk thru the air
evil bleeding ears ringin
i know u r scared
wash the world in blood
yall better grow a pair
burn it down to dust
cuz ion wanna share
its use before ur used
life was never fair
im huffing engine fumes
bro ion breathe air
douse me up in gasoline
throw me down the stairs
maybe its just maybelline
or my cum in her hair
im stuck in my mind
blades stuck in my torso
fuck living life
wanna go into a portal
i know im not normal
im dumb i got brain damage
delusions im immortal
im deranged and drug addict
i see a wall and i run at it
im retarded i became rabid
i need more psychs i love acid
morphine make me stay happy
i need a hosptial
i need a straightjacket
i can do the impossible
i can fly and do magic

xcxvxc & sh0p7ift - trauma center (oneacuraa + starboyrob)

feeluvsyou + capoxxo - africa

Xxcrushfee2

@will0wx
prod @fleshcircus

I think I lost my grounding
can’t get my feet back
honestly don’t give a fuck abt ur feedback
don’t call it a comeback
if u need time 2 rest then I guess I can give u that

am I the 1 that u hate?
am I the 1 that u hate?
y would u go back on all of the things that u say?
2 me

I think I lost my grounding
can’t get my feet back
honestly don’t give a fuck abt ur feedback
don’t call it a comeback
if u need time 2 rest then I guess I can give u that

willow.x - the mist (flesh circus)

ft @sxiju prod @pearlblade

lyrics:

(etai)

everytime you call me
its a little bit alarming 
i was sitting in a graveyard 
bugs all on me
already a zombie
i think im the greatest to have ever lived
so now that i aint living who's the greatest?
creatures tearing me apart by every limb
i was timid and the bravest
they gon remember what my name is
i just pulled up the the station
ket in my bag and its kept where its safest
ketamine in my bag and i keep it in the safest location

(sxiju)

yeah you betta wake the fuck up
to get to see the problem
there’s no reason to panic
the time is too precious to waste it
i look like i’m still sleeping
but that is only my appearance
but sometimes it just feels like
that i been sleepwalking all my life
trust me i be feeling fucking fine
what a time to be so alive
i just wanna live forever young 
sometimes i’d rather just die right now
unless if my baby by my side
i don’t want to see my queen cry
i’d give anything to see her smile
and i know its worth for real any price
there are way too many to see me shine

raveyard w/ sxiju (prod. pearlblade)

delcada:
i just crave you want you so bad
tear my heart out never go back
like i've woken up save me by your touch
i stopped feeling numb you're the only one
i'm no longer numb you're my only one
woken up inside of frost coffin's been undone
coffin of the rose falling back to earth
and i used to think death's what i deserve
and i used to think i would die alone
now you're here with me chill me to the bone
the sun shines on my grave
back to hell where i was made
take my hand heal my pain
i'm so lost now i'm saved

ilykarma:
orange nimbus floating thru the sky like im goku
cream soda tears fall out my eyes boohoo
I wonder what they told u, wonder bout the old u
i just got some more ice had to keep my cup cold boo
wanna tell u pretty things like they never told u
escape from all the shitty things, i could show u
___
wanna show u finest things, they could never show u
If u make a mistake then no i cannot scold u
If my hearts about to break, at least i got to hold u

delcada:
i just need you crave you so bad
tear my heart out never go back
if i die here don't forget me
zero feelings 300 degreez
and i hurt you fuck i'm sorry
i just lost it that was not me
tear my heart out sacrifice me
just forget me don't forgive me
i just crave you want you so bad
tear my heart out never go back

delcada x ilykarma - i just crave u (prod. attackishere + benecoda)

Im so sorry 4 being me
i wish i could see the same
everyday i see myself
everyday im lost again

i go hide like Im a decision
in 2 deep drown i cant swim
stay with me hide all alone
try to link up yah ill settle with some strangers

link up but i dont really feel good 
everyday i know more 
everyday i restart

Shout out CVO, Derealised, L2Grace. I hope i find you lost again my friend.

xcxvxc & sh0p7ift - trauma center (oneacuraa + starboyrob)

xcxv_xc

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