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Original and made by Twinxeas
Luciën van Den Boogaard
~ Keep on Dancing ~ 

Dutch Downtown Boys

Dutch Downtown Boys ~ Keep on Dancing

the debut helix tears compilation

executive produced by blackwinterwells
featuring
@blackwinterwells @thexevilxcoast @elishawty @samthraxx @magentagram
all tracks produced by blackwinterwells
drainpuppet and kid trash coprod
art by @lucidarian

Blackwinterwells - Litespeed (ft. Sam Thraxx)

Vivian Rose - Solstice

happy bday to me :)prod. Avast x Gauge

@xx_lowly_xx @kevinsavior
prod. @alice-gass

lowly & kevinhilfiger - falling off (prod. alice gas)

teardrop.digital

better days

@boofbby (prod. @curtainss + @death_notes)

boofbby - try again (prod. curtains + deathnotes)

@limeboiler @bigbillsondeck
rare lime appearance

limeboiler - i smoke mids ft. popstarbills

nothing

featuring @2007myspacegirl @bodyontheshore
produced by @kiryano and @winter

this is me trying to let it out, no i don't feel better now.
the advice didn't work, i'll keep it locked inside - tired of living, i just wanna end it now.

my heart's a prosthetic, i never wanna feel again. 
i've been cryin', ya, i've been such a mess.

just give me your confidence again, 
just give me all of your love again. 
my mind never stops racing, 
back and forth in my room still pacing.
i dunno what to do anymore, 
could you tell me where to go?
prescriptions don't work anymore - 
i'd give anything to feel nothing. 
you don't like me? that's relatable.
think i bitch too much? that's relatable.
say i'm worth something? that's debatable...
doesn't matter what they say, because i know i'm expendable...

on the inside, when i'm numb, 
i can calm down when i'm kept up. 
on the outside, when i feel these cuts, 
it doesn't hurt, i just see the blood.

vines wrap around my arms, 
limbs like trees i be posted in the yard.
mossy heart, i got fungi in my mental, 
roots planted in the ground, i've become sentential.
one with nature, i'm mother earth.
don't pick my stems, you know that shit hurt.
rain, rain go away, come again another day, 
when the sun comes out, i'll crawl to the pavement
when will i sprout, i'm waiting, 
count it up, carbon dating.
don't touch me i got thorns, 
plant a seed, i'm reborn.