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"paradigm shift." was originally born out of frustration, anger, and hatred.

i was going through the worst creative burnout of my life. my surroundings filled me with dread as everything and everyone around me was seeking perfection, viewing everything analytically, and acting apathetically corporate. the people i was surrounded by demanded too much from me, expecting that i would gladly devote my body and soul to make my music "perfect" for the sake of another's ego and vision, who probably couldn't care less of other people's thoughts. i grew angry, and that bled into my music to the point that i started to hate it.

i disappeared for a week. i did nothing but sleep as my dreams felt more comforting than being awake. i socialized with no one except for cat. after a few days, i became slightly better, and i opened up fl to try to make a song. that was when i began work on "paradigm shift."

after nearly a year of sheltering within it, this song, that was originally made out of anger, morphed into a story. an epiphanous story of acceptance and peace.

"paradigm shift." is about my journey as a creative that is expected to meet the demands of what others consider "perfect." it's about my journey of realizing that i don't want nor need to be "perfect." it's about my journey of realizing that all i wish is for someone to feel something from my creations.

cat told me how this song sounds like i took my frustration and found beauty within it.
i love the sound of that.

- denis.

paradigm shift.

This is a song by Ken ashcorp about, well, master yi

Dunkmaster Yi

Professor Elemental - Fighting Trousers

国道スロープ きのこ帝国

The Turntable Turnabout (Mystery Skulls - Money)

Malibu Club

Кто ставит обложку не в тему? Я ставлю обложку не в тему!

Foster The People - Dont Stop (TheFatRat Remix)

SEGAS - Released on DMT Tapes FL

https://dmttapes.bandcamp.com/album/segas

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Can't Stop

long story short #mod_shrine was hosting an OHC but it turns out no one could actually make an entry except for myself so the compo itself fell through but i finished my song before the compo Died so heres a late night upload because i liked what i made

tracked in openmpt, .it, 24 channels
mastered for soundcloud

duck drawing from the #mod_shrine wiki page. coda drew it iirc

trudge

The theme of battle witch Helen Brutehilde.
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2 Mello - Cauldron Rave (Cerebrawl OST)

The theme for Operator 28, our tactical knight character! I wanted this one to have a militaristic feel in the intro, and drop into a funky 70's romp with breakbeats and a blazing trumpet melody right out of an RPG on top. Hope you enjoy!

Mello

Rush The Front! (Operator 28 Theme)

Words from https://soundcloud.com/wuh-oh: "I frantically wrote 'Hairstyle' the night before its first play at a show in Glasgow. Going through a classical music degree instilled in me an unshakeable urge to write music that’s super technical and intellectually stimulating but sometimes this isn’t conducive to creating something that feels pure, true and from the heart. For me, it's like communicating in English: you can use as many fancy words as you want, but it can't truly express what you're saying if there isn't some graspable meaning or sincerity of feeling. With this track I somehow managed to satisfy all of the desires of my naggy creative mind for a moment."

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shh053: Wuh Oh

shh053: Wuh Oh - Hairstyle

Busy P feat. Mayer Hawthorne - Genie (ThrObak Remix)

Happy H. Christmas (Extended)

Jameskii Outro Song - Sunset Park By Flamingosis
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I do not, or intend to, claim the material featured in this sound track.
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YT Requested Mixes 2018

Jameskii Outro Song - Sunset Park By Flamingosis

RUSH 🅱 By Sheet Music Boss on Youtube

an assignment for a class in which the focus of the song was to take a motif and "phase shift" it through a full "cycle"

shifter

Clean Eyes (The Midnight Remix)

SYML - Clean Eyes (The Midnight Remix)

Spongabab

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=amNRzx_Ee_o

Childish Truise

Sometimes, you'll realize
That maybe the best thing is to never mind
Hold on, just hold on
I don't need explaining for a hopeless goal
Shorelines, pull me away
To something of distance from this awful place
Of lustful splendors, let it die in its place.

i'm so sick and tired of making you a diety,
I don't wanna go anywhere with you baby
cause I'm so fucking tired of these games with my feelings
you don't wanna know what I truly am thinking

I'm so sick and tired of hiding and concealing
I don't think that I can go on with proceeding
Cause I'm so fucking tired of these games with my feelings
Leave behind your lies, you're no longer appealing.

Believe me when I say I wanted back
But I had felt so little
When you have grown with a dream in mind
You go insane

I wish that I could say that it's all come back
Just know that it's not healthy to lie
I don't want to say that
It's not me to say that
Do you want to hear that?
I'm not giving you that.

You can say what you want of me
I won't stop, you can't alter me
This is it, suck it up and leave
If you don't want to hear the
Truth of me, it's been killing me
Hit the peak, getting on my feet
Don't mind norms, they're the enemy
I'm not me, I don't want to be
What you thought I was originally

i'm so sick and tired of making you a diety,
I don't wanna go anywhere with you baby
cause I'm so fucking tired of these games with my feelings
you don't wanna know what I truly am thinking

I'm so sick and tired of hiding and concealing
I don't think that I can go on with proceeding
Cause I'm so fucking tired of these games with my feelings
Leave behind your lies, you're no longer appealing.

I'm so fucking tired of these games with my feelings
 I'm so fucking tired of these games with my feelings
 I'm so fucking tired of these games with my feelings

I can't feel at all, grown numb to thinking
Thousand years of thoughtless dreaming
Don't mind norms, your adversary
Don't get caught up in reality

You don't wanna know what I truly am thinking
You don't wanna hear anything that I am making
You just want me to go on doing what I do best
You don't even know what that might really be, do ya?
You don't really know anything that you're thinking?
You don't wanna hear what people see of you, do ya?
Just put it on hold, and hope it passes right through ya,
But lo and behond, here we are, over and over,
And over and oh, over and over and over,
Keeps coming back over in a circular motion,
You thought it was easy, just shy of a while now,
The course will be rough, just suck it up and push on now,
Everything's over and over and over
Your comfort is over and over and over
You are over and over and over
You are over and over and over

Sick and Tired

Sorry for the long delay between uploads! I haven't been able to work on much music that I'm currently able to share. Other than this, and one Elancia track, I've not had much time for my own stuff. Hopefully you all enjoy this track from Return to Aloha though! Longtime fans will recognize it as the first medbay theme from the Capelspace/whatever i'm going to call it series of albums. There was a lot of things I wanted to try with this song since its original draft, and I'm pretty happy with the result! Capel spends more time dancing to the waiting room music than working during her night shifts because hardly anyone checks into medbay during those times.

Medbay - Night

Baby I'm Harder Better Faster Stronger

Lavender Town - Solkrieg's Dream Eater Dubstep Remix

Feels Inc.

im portant busnis

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Sick and Tired

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