s/o epitomeoffailure
lyrics

notahero:

how come every time im watching my steps
i keep on losing my rest
oh i think im better off dead
i keep catching my breath

i feel like u dont care anymore im sorry
its been many years since ive had anybody
its crazy how ur words shoot me down like the army
and im just forced to run and hide away in a hearbeat
remember everything that u said
never falling out of love i guess
had to fix up my heart and digest
that u dont love me no more
vomit falling on the floor
liquor running thru my pours
sweating thru my fucking shorts
are u high rn like bitch of course
im just waiting for the reup

epitiomeoffailure:

im holding my breath till i see the end
its good for me to know that ur not my friend
its hard for me to breathe when my wounds wont mend
and now im waiting for u to come back to me
but i know that thats not a possibility
i break my back just for u to show me some sympathy
and dont wait for me
and dont pray for me
but i know that im just history
in your eyes
so say goodbye
to this life

notahero:

how come every time im watching my steps
i keep on losing my rest
oh i think im better off dead
i keep catching my breath

catching my breath w/ Epitomeoffailure (prod. dead spyro x 2001)

someday ill find solace


i couldn't just be everything that you wanted or everything that i could be
but everyone's starting to hold me back, though maybe i should flip the scene
i take everything and i break it apart, swear im ripping and stretching the seams
and everyone knows that im okay, but nobodies checking on me.

i used to say that i have changed
my pain is fake, i waste away
ill take the day, my friends are late
i hated fate, now i will wait

for u
or anyone to show up now
i knew
that i could be alone now

shes got cold green eyes, and ive got nowhere to run
this pain is flowing through my veins, i feel so fucking dumb
take your time, its never too late to come
i find my peace in apathy, with the barrel of a gun..

i couldn't just be everything that you wanted or everything that i could be
but everyone's starting to hold me back, though maybe i should flip the scene
i take everything and i break it apart, swear im ripping and stretching the seams
and everyone knows that im okay, but nobodies checking on me.

i used to say that i have changed
my pain is fake, i waste away
ill take the day, my friends are late
i hated fate, now i will wait

i used to say that i have changed
my pain is fake, i waste away
ill take the day, my friends are late
i hated fate, now i will wait

for u
or anyone to show up now
i knew
that i could be alone now

is anyone there? (moneo)

(prod by @wisssery)
2/22/23
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle

\\LYRICS//
[CHORUS]
It's the pills that I swallow
Got me feeling hollow
Cotton mouth got me coughing up all this blood shit 
 
Hope I'll see tomorrow
Down another bottle
Punch my wall and I'll break some vases

[HOOK]
Yeah, I'll break some vases
Even with fame I'm faceless
Got a name for changing
Going- "Ah ha ha"
Swear to god I'm faded
Erottify my relations
"Ha ha ha ha haaaaaaaa"

[VERSE]
Yeh, lets try it again

Baby, save me
Watch and find sum safety 
Cuz lately, I feel cold, I'll swim in hades
Chain me up inside of my dark cell

You can blame me, hate me
Guess you shouldn't date me
I drink to much, my drugs are so crazy
But lately, Baby I need a new pill

[CHORUS]
It's the pills that I swallow
Got me feeling hollow
Cotton mouth got me coughing up all this blood shit 
 
Hope I'll see tomorrow
Down another bottle
Punch my wall and I'll break some vases

[HOOK]
Yeah, I'll break some vases
Even with fame I'm faceless
Got a name for changing
Going- "Ah ha ha"
Swear to god I'm faded
Erottify my relations
"Ha ha ha ha haaaaaaaa"

[VERSE]
Yeh, lets try it again

Baby, save me
Watch and find sum safety 
Cuz lately, I feel cold, I'll swim in hades
Chain me up inside of my dark c-

[OUTRO-CHORUS]
It's the pills that I swallow
Got me feeling hollow
Cotton mouth got me coughing up all this blood shit 
 
Hope I'll see tomorrow
Down another bottle
Punch my wall and I'll break some vases

I feel like Rigby sometimes. (prod. wisssery)

switching signals w/ halfhearted

soundcloud only...
prod. irby - https://www.youtube.com/@irby314/videos

The waves you hear crash down
They are misspoken
Leaves inside the pack are ripped open
Find it hard to love 
Told i was broken
I’m crystalized inside 
I was hoping
   
Intertwined timelines
Flooded rooms 
Under gray skies
Walking through streets at night
Can't seem to find your light
Welcome to the end
Of my ride
2 times is a long time
Texting you but I can’t type

Lost in the big world
Where no one knows me
Too drunk too lonely
Wishing for you to hold me 
Beyond redemption  
It wasn’t for the attention
Too bad i’m gone now
Blurred my own reflection

Calm down
Look up to the sky
Wind gush 
Rush against the time

Just lust
Keep me in your sight
What's love
No one thought to try

misspoken (irby)

prod. (michael harrison)
blunt lit goodbye
say my regrets 
wish you were mine smoking in bed
get up at 3 awake till the sun again
inhale and forget 
that my love has been lost
can I do it again
would you let me love you
if I fix me
I am the problem noone will miss me
take what you need from me
take what you need x75

we was kids sitting under lights 
on sidewalks 
now were grown and the end doesnt seem so far away 
blowing smoke not a benz
just the back my car
let me go now 
feel it in my bones now
on my own now 
smoking by my lone now
under trees in the dark
by the starlight
light a j and a dart at the same time
everynight how I cope by the riverside
lose my mind
you can see it in my dead eyes
in the meantime think I need some me time
pop a bean time see you in my free time
im on sleep time see you with the night sky
if I talk too much theyll know that im vacant
I dont know or think that ill make it

riverside. (michael harrison)

Lyrics:

I know more about you than i do
About myself i don't have a clue
Questions flood my brain like a hurricane
It's about time it overflows

Why don't they teach you this shit in school
What are my favourite interests?
They run right through
Important subjects im feeling nauseous 
I don't know what to do

I don't know who i wanna be
And I don't know why it's a mystery
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue if i just believe
I don't know who i wanna be
All the questions will be history
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue you just wait and see

I know more about you than i do
About myself i don't have a clue
What are my favourite colours, how much more to discover
Feels like its all brand new

Why don't they teach you this shit in school
What are my favourite interests?
They run right through
Important subjects im feeling nauseous 
I don't know what to do

I don't know who i wanna be
And I don't know why it's a mystery
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue if i just believe
I don't know who i wanna be
All the questions will be history
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue you just wait and see

<3

Identity's Arithmetic (p. keano quinn)

Shawty got a big ole heart 
Shawty got a big backyard 
Fucked her on Xanax bars 
Fucked up, won’t show no scars 
Pretty lil bitch when I pour up 
Gothed out can’t sense your aura 
Love sick, I need to roll up

Summer nights with a blunt 
Till I die till I fade 
With a spliff to the face 
Then your hoe gives me face 
Getting old but never change 
New bank but still the same 
On the news like everyday 
I wonder what they’ll say today 
Aye 

Hitting your bitch from the back cause I don’t wanna see her face 
Can’t quit, get head then dip quick 
Grow some wings then fly away 
Pretty lil bitch wanna smoke up
Gothed out don’t sense your aura 
I need some time to roll up 
I need a Cinderella 


And this will be the last time 
That I 
Try again 
Like a Migo
I just lost my best friend 
All alone so I’m smoking on that dro 
Feeling cold, took a pill within the smoke 

Then my body aches 
Then my body shakes 
Don’t you look at me 
Cause I feel ashamed 
If you just wanna leave 
Then who’s to blame?
If you let go of me
I’ll still feel the same

Cinderella (Prod.Aureola)

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lyrics:
turned my songs up 
turned my phone off
An I close up my emotion  
turned my songs up 
turned my phone off
I guess this is where I shut off everyone
Started talking bout my people 
that r long gone 
Think I’m better on my own 
For this one
popped another one a strong one
Don’t trust no one on this phone 
Or under the sun
She only hit me when she alone or
Lookin for fun 
But she really just want bone 
I’m really fucking done
Yet I want left an im alone an I don’t wanna be but
I’m still gonna run 
Like when I was young 
before I got my gun 
I set off in the gravel 
Dust all on of my lungs 
And I headed towards a saddle 
Rust on all of my drums 
An I road my way to the city 
An lost all of my funds 
In this west sided ol battle 
turned my songs up 
turned my phone off
An I close up 
turned my songs up 
turned my phone off
An I close up 
turned my songs up 
turned my phone off
An I close up 
popped another one a strong one
Started talking bout people 
that r long gone long gone 
an all on my own
Don’t trust no one on this phone 
Or under the sun
She only hit me when she alone and
Lookin for fun 
An she really just wantedbone 
I’m really just done
Yea I want left a alone even tho I don’t
I’m still gonna run 
Like when I was young 
before I got my gun 
I set off in the gravel 
Dust all on of my lungs 
And I headed towards a saddle 
Rust on all of my drums 
An I road my way to the city

Imdone. (prod. kingtheta)

i'm sick of being sick and tired of being tired

lyrics 


water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

winter weather frozen my soul
up in ny and im shivering cold
rotting away in the stronghold
chairs all collapse and the food molds
dont wanna ask u what u know
look at the ice in this wood bowl
look at the damaged old ship hull
look at the damage ur brain holds

this forest leads me out to open air
its been twenty months since i had found u there
held my lungs so i culd try compare
but nothing u had tried could let ur soul repair
the salmon swimming down the riverbend
had been ur final meal, for that i make amends
and if u find urself on this plane again
i hope u let the grudges guide ur sweet revenge

water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

Folk Tale As Old As Time Itself But Forgotten By Many (tiedforsilver X Jupiter)

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Imdone. (prod. kingtheta)

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