Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBs9snC7rtg

Lyrics:
Longing for a purpose
Enduring years of suffering
I can't take anymore
2x(I've lost all hope)
Why did this happen to me?
Everything was in vain
I lived for nothing
And now I die for nothing
Now I realize the meaninglessness of life

A Distorted Nihilistic Reality

It Was All For Nothing

Thanks to my buddy Randy for gettin in there and workin on this song great fun cheers. more of Rockin Axes @https://soundcloud.com/randy-j-belculfine

Chasing Dreams - Belculfine / Combstead

The Ghost in The Woodpile

Original composition.... Alejandro Gonzalez M.

Mysticum

This song is about all the pain I been thru all my relationship and I hope you enjoy the pain I had to go thru with my emotions inside this song. ❤️

Lyrics by Stephanie Laurens 

You come closer to me 
You come closer to me 
Please don’t leave me right here 

You never knew I been thru pain 
Just to be with you like this 
How could you broke my heart like this 
With your empty promises

How could you left me broken like this 
And left me stranded without with water 
How could you left me broken like this
And left me stranded without air to breath 

You let me die 
You let me cry 
You let me breath without no air

You let me cry 
You let me die
You let me cry without no tears 

You see I’ve always been hurt 

I hated you that you left me broken 
With the empty words like this 
How can you broke my heart like this 
Just to give me empty promises 

You keep cutting me off like this 
But your words cut deeper than a knife 

Now I’m in pain 
I never knew that you hurt me like this 
And left me broken without air to breath
I never knew that you broke my heart 
And left me stranded without no water 

You let me cry 
You let me die
You let me breath without no air 

You broke my heart 
You let me die 
You let me breath without no air 

Come closer to me 
Come closer to me

Closer

Closer - Xena East

A song about sticking it to the man[nequin] 😐

LYRICS:

The present and the future are hollow
They turn around, expect you to follow
and turn away from who you are

The expectations are just making you nervous
They're paying you well for your service
but the people that you're serving are all just statues and mannequins

All statues and mannequins
It's time to be a man again

But now you're stripped naked like a statue
You're a mannequin
Shop-soiled and face blank
Stiffen up, try to be a man again

Stripped naked like a statue
You're a mannequin
Shop-soiled and face blank
Stiffen up, try to be a man again

One last song before I sleep
It's all I got
One last song before I sleep
It's all I got

Statues and Mannequins

A song about a girl who won't let you smash:)

CRKD BTCH [demo]

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Roxanne Let's Roll

A modern cinematic pop ballad about seeing someone’s true beauty through love and empathy.  Inspired by a parent's love for their child, “If You Were Me” reminds us how powerful it can be to see ourselves the way those who love us do.

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If You Were Me

Closet Full of Demons - for sinfonietta.
Duration: 7'
Live Performance: American Modern Ensemble, David Alan Miller, Conductor
Publisher: Bill Holab Music: http://www.billholabmusic.com/composers/robert-paterson/robert-paterson-works/
For More Information: https://robertpaterson.com/closet-full-of-demons

PROGRAM NOTES
As a child, I remember being very afraid of my closet at night. I was sure that scary things were hiding in the back corner and that my closet was really a nighttime portal to a world of demons and monsters. A bracing, horrible dream I had one night as an adult reminded me of these childhood fears and hastened my writing this piece.

What kinds of sounds do demons and monsters make? What would they sound like crammed together in a gargantuan, pitch black, closet at night? I envisioned screaming, chaos, and violent infighting between the creatures. Sometimes these hellish monsters fight amongst themselves, as I would imagine they would do in a sort of morbid, eternal "monster hell," but once in a blue moon they burst out of the closet and start flying around the bedroom in a chaotic free-for-all, cackling and laughing and spitting and drooling, banging into walls and furniture like a bunch of loose, demonic bats.

Technically, this work is a vehicle for exploring a variety of exotic sound possibilities within a large chamber group. I imagine monsters of different shapes and sizes, similar to characters you might find in the paintings of Hieronymus Bosch (the right wings of The Hay Wain and the Garden of Delights triptychs would be good examples), but much more abstract, cubist and multi-shaped, such as the images found in the cubist works by Pablo Picasso (i.e. the Daniel-Henry Kahnweiler painting or the Head of a Woman sculpture). If you took Picasso’s cubist people and "morphed" them with Bosch’s un-earthly creatures, or filtered Bosch’s creatures through a cubist filter and airbrushed the final images with hell, then that would be my goal.

Other images in particular provided inspiration, such as the famous painting The Nightmare by the Swiss-English artist Henry Fuseli. In this work, an ugly demon is seated on the dreamer’s chest and a frightening white horse with glowing eyes is in the background. My work is further inspired by the diverse collage works—digital or not—being created by contemporary visual artists.

Closet Full of Demons

Independent Australian POP Singer-Songwriter and Record Producer for Melancholy Indie POP & R&B Soul music that is based on emotive style with Western and Chinese Influence in my style of music genre based on my past love relationship experience. I love sad music and follow my YouTube Channel now for my lyric's music videos. 

Just your typical Vietnamese Chinese Transgender Girl that enjoys making ART from anything that relates to my Feelings and Pain that could relate to my listeners with my style of music that I really love. 

I don’t want to be with any record labels as I am my own label and don’t need others to tell me how to run myself as a POP Artist for Australia 🇦🇺 

I make my songs inside my bedroom and love Dogs especially 🐶 I’m also a Mental Health Practitioner Dog Psychologist 👩‍⚕️ Just love the Psychology Work on Humans and Dogs ☺️

My big inspiration would be from my long time old Best Friend Keyna a Female Rapper Artist who got me started where I am today where I Discovered Soundcloud. 

For whom that don’t know me yet but like I suffer a huge break down on Mental Health as I am diagnosed with Bipolar and been thru the mental hospital over 3 years straight.

Again, my music lovers 😊 You can be the Judge of my Songs on here as I started out rapping before singing to become an artist now from 2019. 



“My Advice to other Artists out there, is to Stay Humble and be True to Yourself, as An Artist. And keep being YOU to your music lovers that loves your music and keep up the hard work that you Enjoyed trying to Create. As yourself as an Artist, you are building a beautiful Masterpiece that will spread your message across to your listeners to heal all their souls.” 

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