MayBach Dreams Remix

not going anywhere - beat, instrumental

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Travis Scott Type Beat
Sad Guitar Beat
Dark Trap Beat Free
Free for Profit Beat
Piano Type Beat
Guitar Beat

[FREE] COZ - EMOTIONAL RAP INSTRUMENTAL BEAT

Altered

ntro)

Who you are to me 
The hidden broken parts of me
The beautifully rotten devils like grin
What she decayed that crawled away created a hollow space between the suffications of trauma and little deaths
What's left after being washed away that hardened into a shell of mental calcium 
The ashes of the aftermath the nuclear bomb that wiped out all mankind  on earth inside my mind That deleted all the memories of every smile you gave to me that was alive in my head 
You fake bitch
Catfish
Is that make up to heavy to  
You never seem to be able to tell
When I've switched and am no longer myself
Feeling them surfacing 
I fade into oblivion after all the blows you gave to my body in that drunken state
What did I say 
Who Was I today

(Verse 1)

The flames below that were numbed 
What you believe to be dumb but was fun 
But unknown to you
The hell burnt, scorned lover your serial killer savior 
Designed to look like the empty passion that screams and rages that's held close to you when your beds cold and dull full of my false kisses and forced moans

(Chorus)

What did I say
What did I do 
I was I
But they are me
They are me and I am I 
 Is this me who I am inside infects me like a virus I can't hide
That takes over me when the pain is just to much for me to take
I hear 
No I can feel them echoing crawling out of their endless spaces inside 
As they protect the host from the trauma inflicted on my body 
Altered

(Verse 2)

Beneath the fire being ripped apart to be freed the flooding of pain that has no resistance to the terror that grabs and holds to push my body forward I held deep 
Feeling you twitch moving swimming no thinking no memories the nothingness breathes  
To unlock my chains and storer me away
Nausea the spider legs I get so dizzy sometimes when you visit me 
You take you me up the spiral stairs of the base of my spine
 Snapping the back the to trigger to the front of my mind
A  spontaneous self combustion of self preservation 
Of sawed-off  shotgun  blast to the back of my head
The reaction to the extreme shock attached the anxiety,
 To the attack to the fucking panic attack muscles contract eyes dilate saliva dries away   
By the stress triggered out from my  chest
Hypervigilance 
So Altered 

(Chorus)

I was I
But they are me
They are me I am I 
 Is this me who I am inside infects me like a virus I can't hide
That takes over me when the pain is just to much for me to take
I hear 
No I can feel them echoing crawling out of their endless spaces inside
 Hypervigilance 
So Altered 

(Verus 3)

From the words you tell me that haunt me in the back of my head 
for life times to the violence you place upon my fragile skin 
You didn't have to take off the flawless you wear as a mask
Just to let me know what you really look like under all that ugly
Who you are about to me 
The hidden broken part of me
The rotten
Decayed
The hell burnt living screams raging beneath the fire the flooding of pain and terror I held deep within  
crawling out of my mouth the fingertips of odium's claws as alice's teeth like levitating liquid silver biting down on your soul so I can consume your mind piece by piece while you stand there wasting all your energy screaming out every last breath before I slit your throat smiling at the gift you gave me 

(Chorus)
I was I
But they are me
They are me I am I 
 Is this me who I am inside infects me like a virus I can't hide
That takes over me when the pain is just to much for me to take
I hear 
No I can feel them echoing crawling out of their endless spaces inside 
Hypervigilance
That takes over me when the pain is just to much for me to take
I hear 


BPM: 116
Key: D
Genre: Trap, Hip Hop, Rap, Drill, Urban

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[FREE] AITCH x CLUB  TYPE BEAT "Wanna Stay Alive"

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Travis Scott Type Beat
Sad Guitar Beat
Dark Trap Beat Free
Free for Profit Beat
Piano Type Beat
Guitar Beat


THUGGIN x PSYCHEDELIC RAP BEAT INSTRUMENTAL

[Verse 1]   



I’m wide awake inside the storm

   The light you gave still keeps me warm

   I feel the waves crash through my veins

   I’m breaking down,

 but I’ll rise again    



[Pre-Chorus]   



I’m holding on through all the pain

   Your voice is calling out my name



    [Chorus]  



 Don’t let me fade away, oh baby, please 

  I beg, can you hear my cries, tearing  

 Through the edge?   

I know you’ll never let my heart fade

   Into the gray, hold me, 

  Save me, 

be my light  

 Don’t turn away



    [Verse 2]



  I’m going under,

 this time I fear

  The storm within,

 the memories near

   I need somebody to heal this pain 

  Long as you don’t let me fade away 



   [Chorus]  



 Don’t let me fade away, oh baby, please 

  I beg, can you hear my cries, tearing 

  Through the edge?  

I know you’ll never let my heart fade  

 Into the gray, hold me, 

Save me, be my light 

  Don’t turn away  



[Bridge] 



Show me that our love will stay 

  Never fade, come what may

   Even though the memories remain 

  This pain we have will heal again  



  [Chorus]   

Don’t let me fade away, oh baby, please

   I beg, can you hear my cries, tearing 

  Through the edge? 

I know you’ll never let my heart fade

   Into the gray, hold me,

  Save me, be my light 

  Don’t turn away  



  [Outro]   



The storm is building inside my soul  

 Your voice calls out to make me whole  

 Remind me, love, we’ll never fade away  

 Please stop this fade of pain  


Don't Let Me Fade

UP N RUNNIN

erse 1)  
I called you after all this time, just to say I'm safe but broken,  
Mentally shattered, on disability, doctor's orders keep me frozen.  
Twelve weeks minimum, maybe forever, no energy left to fight,  
But you blamed me for my sickness, said I caused my endless night.  

(Chorus)  
You don't get to lie anymore, you're dead to me, your voice is gone,  
Bruises hidden, secrets buried, but now the truth will carry on.  
You beat me down from fifteen on, till I ran from your cruel hell,  
Rapes unspoken, disbelief choking, monsters in the shell.  
I hope you rot, I hope you burn, for the pain you gave for free,  
CPDSD, BPD, Stockholm chains, you broke the soul in me.  

(Verse 2)  
Environment carved my madness, not my choices, not my fault,  
Verbal knives and emotional storms, your violence never halted.  
Never see you, never visit, no "I love you" from my lips,  
World will hear my every scar, from your narcissistic grip.  
Raped or beaten by your hands? Both killed me piece by piece,  
No forgiveness, no regrets, just hatred's cold release.  

(Chorus)  
You don't get to lie anymore, you're dead to me, your voice is gone,  
Bruises hidden, secrets buried, but now the truth will carry on.  
You beat me down from fifteen on, till I ran from your cruel hell,  
Rapes unspoken, disbelief choking, monsters in the shell.  
I hope you rot, I hope you burn, for the pain you gave for free,  
CPDSD, BPD, Stockholm chains, you broke the soul in me.  

(Bridge)  
Friends in rooms, babysitters' touch, scalding baths and endless fear,  
Slept in closets, dryers hiding, from the monsters drawing near.  
Tried to kill him, choked unconscious, alter switched to save my life,  
You called me names, lied to the world, cut me with your strife.  
Brain damage, heart destruction, paying for your crimes each day,  
Songs will scream your secrets loud, make you fade away.  

(Verse 3)  
Filing charges, seeking justice, for the lifetime you destroyed,  
Neglect and molesters, assaults in shadows, innocence void.  
Not innocent, not forgotten, your end I won't mourn or see,  
Die slow, suffer alone, that's the curse from me.  
Thousands of tracks, world will know, every horror you allowed,  
Protecting myself, no guilt in that, screaming pain out loud.  

(Outro)  
You're nothing now, just echoes fading, in my mind you're already gone,  
Blind to manipulation, finally free at dawn.  
I hate you both, forever etched, but I'll rise from what you broke,  
This poem of pain turns to fire, in every word I spoke.

UP N RUNNIN

xenbtz

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