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@braydie
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@martoverse
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## GEEKED

mixed by @1dgtl


i’m looking 4 u 
i don’t have a way out
putting myself down
i don’t wanna speak up
i have scars that i recut
filled with poison
there’s some pain that i reek of
cause of my choices
why do i break myself down
why can’t i call out for help?
i wallow in self doubt
water my grave now
walking on old ground
i do not know how

to get out of here
let’s get out of here
i’ll take myself out
i’ll take myself out

know you don’t want me 
my best is not good enough
shadows still haunt me 
and that’s y i’m giving up
that’s y i’m giving up
my best wasn’t good enough
my best wasn’t good enough
my best wasn’t good enough
for you
for you

how do i break this cycle
how do i take off my blindfold 
covered in spiders
i cannot survive here
pickup my rifle
i’m all alone here my thoughts suicidal 
bleed out my chest
there’s nothing left of me

know you don’t want me 
my best is not good enough
shadows still haunt me 
and that’s y i’m giving up
that’s y i’m giving up
my best wasn’t good enough
my best wasn’t good enough
good enough
my best wasn’t good enough 
4 u

my best wasn't good enough (moneo x isabel pine)

dnt realize how i turn my life
from great to grim
from grey to green
take a toke of this weed
n maybe 50 sips from my drink
u must feel like chris kyle
how u aim ur words so perfectly just 2 hurt me
i self loathe for months at a time
when i wait for the cold
black sky n black snow like albany

im in pieces like buckshot would rip throught a dove
its so easy to lose track and forget about love

no change (pipebomb)

ROLLING STONE (BONUS TRACK)

prod kyoko

raks in my old sub
raks in my old suby 
raks in my old suby 
thas why i cant let go 
thas why i cant let go
i cant let go 
im still going hard with no hope 
go ahead put me in yur scope 
im not thinkin i jus go 
and im happier when im alone
yea when im not with all these jokes

i cannot stay still
even tho i fell
lifes in the bin
its a long way
i was off them tricks 
no i was not 
smokin on that 
but im tryin to not

Cant let go (kyoko)

[SAI’s fate]
did it on my own, tryna do it by myself
losing my own mind, moving into to a new realm
going way2 hard, gotta look into my health
walking through the city, way2 drippy i might melt

die with no replacement, i don’t no favours
balling on my haters, i been going flagrant
i turned to her favourite
i bet she gone play this
i ain’t even up, why she talking like i’m famous

i turned to her favourite
i bet she gone play this

did it to myself, only me that i’m playing
used to be far, now my dreams they adjacent
we just can’t relate, somethings lost in translation
it was never claimed, so i guess i’m gunna take it

guess i’m gunna take it
she don’t wanna see my face, think i need a face lift
i just C#, all the rest they 2 BASIC
too much pain in my heart, i can’t change it

[eyebags☆]
@eyebags03
i done had so many dreams, but so many i seen fall 
why u hating on the kid? u gave up that says it all 
got my heart on my sleeve and some ricks for my shoes 
blood gushing out, out of the rips of my trues

ive been growing blind now 
moving like a zombie after sundown 
i know u hate to see me winnin 
dont think take till your heads spinnin

yeah i pop out like a toast man
like i won the lotto
drugs through the post man
i blink and its tomorrow
i cant feel sorrow takes losses i ball out
im in the back im smoking thrax w the wrong crowd

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## GEEKED

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