Splurge Fiend!

[Intro]
It burns deep.
Not ‘cause I lost her, but ‘cause she lost me.
How do you choose darkness when the light was free?
Guess some hearts just don’t see.

[Verse 1]
I gave her loyalty, I gave her time,
Told her she was the reason I grind.
Built her up when the world tore her down,
But she went and played me, made me the clown.
Now I’m sittin’ here tryna process the storm,
How she’d trade warmth for someone deformed.
I ain’t talkin’ looks,  I’m talkin’ soul,
That kind of rot that eats people whole.
I saw red when I heard the truth,
That she’d fall for that filth, that misuse.
How could love be so blind, so cruel?
Guess my heart was playin’ the fool.

[Chorus]
It upsets me that she chose him over me,
How could she not see what’s real, what’s free?
I gave her everything, the best I could be,
And she gave her soul to misery.
It upsets me, yeah, deep in my bones,
But I’m done cryin’, I’m reclaimin’ my throne.
Her loss, my rise, that’s the prophecy,
She broke me, but I found me.

[Verse 2]
I remember nights we talked ‘bout forever,
Now I see forever don’t mean together.
She said I was too good, too kind, too true,
But that’s just code for “I can’t handle you.”
She wanted chaos, that toxic high,
I wanted peace beneath the sky.
But life has a way of showing the real,
And pain’s the teacher that forces you to heal.
Now I’m in the mirror, eyes lookin’ cold,
But stronger than I’ve ever been before.
The love I gave, it wasn’t in vain,
It forged my spirit through heartbreak and pain.

[Chorus]
It upsets me that she chose him over me,
How could she fall that low, couldn’t she see?
I gave her loyalty, I gave her soul,
But she traded gold for a lump of coal.
It upsets me, yeah, but I’m done with regret,
‘Cause my heart’s got scars I’ll never forget.
Her chapter’s closed, my story’s begun,
I’m the storm now, I’m the sun.

[Bridge]
I ain’t wishin’ her pain, I’m wishin’ her truth,
Hope she learns what love really means in her youth.
But I ain’t waitin’, I ain’t breakin’, I’m free,
Sometimes the best revenge is just bein’ me.
They say pain makes kings, and I’m proof tonight,
You can lose it all and still find your light.
Every wound, every tear, every sleepless fight,
Built the man who’ll never die inside.

[Final Chorus]
It upset me once that she chose him over me,
But now I thank fate for settin’ me free.
She chased the dark, I became the flame,
I found my worth, I reclaimed my name.
It upset me, yeah, but now I know,
Some souls ain’t meant to grow.
She lost a king, I found my peace,
Now my heart beats with release.

[Outro]
Sometimes you gotta lose love to find yourself.
And sometimes the ones who betray you…
teach you how powerful you really are.
Yeah, I’m done hurtin’.
I’m just risin’.

It Upsets Me That She Chose Him Over Me

slow jamz

Yori N64

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