shoutout @decago n @1altr

every day that passes by
i rly wanna die 
i wanna go 2 sleep forevr i jus wanna cry
ur presense made me feel whole
felt like i could try
n now that ur gone i rly wanna die
restarting my life i wanna fkn damn retry :) 

ik im the problem 
my life that im not solving
counting days till im not here 
cant see myself so clearly
i cant seem 2 escape these problems
i been hiding in the darkness
restarting my life wont solve em 
ik that im the issue- 

i dnt wanna miss u (miss uuu)
i jus wanna kiss u (kiss uuu)
ik im the issue (issue)
crying in my room i miss u

i dnt wanna feel this way jus anymore
i been hating myself 2 the core
i wanna die 
i wanna die baby
i dnt wanna feel my emotions lately
cant keep this 2 myself yeah i cant hide it
evry day that passes by i feel dying
my own life yeah that imma be jus ending
i dnt wanna live this way anymore

itwouldbebetterifiwasdead (decago x altr)

@imytrauma
@jolst @irby314

can u make me the one u count on
i been trudgin for hours i havent found no one
i can scrub i can scour im still covered in mud
do i love u enough or do i hate me too much
i love the way i feel when i catch a dub, dont think i can stop
i got packets in my sock. love it when they rap my songs
play it on the speaker, dont even know the words
but they still bumpin their head when i speak em
i come from a place where its day by day
gotta pray to god everytime that u wake
that today is gonna be ok...... but it never was
i made it dis far why would i stop. i can not

nvr stop, fk it had to run it up
i was chasing luv, heart broke now i’m chasin funds
i-i-i was at the bottom, i hit bed rock
me n twin came so far from the bed rot 
jump on that stage, i make their heads rock (heads rock)
she wanna get a pic on the camera (camera)
pussies on my dick, do not answer
when we at the top, no they don’t matter
each day matters
if it doesn’t work
see the walls, red splattered
they b so behind, gotta catch up (catch up)
smoke u like a cone, u get packed up, whack cunt

day by day ft trauma (jolst irby).mp3

Drunk Text ft. yaboiigc (prod yaboiigc)

[prod. Tim & Bob]

lyrics:
( h3artch3rades: ohh yeah!)

[zuko]
you're the only girl I'm gonna miss
every touch every kiss
I never knew that love
could make me "feel like this"

[chorus]
I'll need a reason to let you go
listen to me bby listen close
its so cold lookin at the snow
I just wanna hold you close
take u to my crib, open up the door
give you love! (x2)
leave you wantin' more (more)

[h3artch3rades]:
lets stop
wait a minute
i aint felt like this, in a minute
soon as i felt your touch, im a afflicted
aint a feelin like this dont get evicted
girl of your touch, yea im a victim
feenin after your love, i need a sentence
get ready to go and im kinda tense
feenin after your love, im suffering

there for me at the door
levitating, off the floor
see a drop top comin up your driveway
see me in that CLE bby
yk that's me bby
the honk go beep that means yo 
passenger seats ready to go
its things like this that you know
and I never knew that love
could make me "feel like this"

[chorus]
I'll need a reason to let you go
listen to me bby listen close
its so cold lookin at the snow
I just wanna hold you close
take u to my crib, open up the door
give you love! (x2)
leave you wantin' more (more)

Feel Like This

feel like this ft. h3artch3rades

most of em made with new ginseng kit
all solo :)

oct 25'

no tears falling ya oh why
but my wrist crying in the night 
i just need u by my side 
but i cant see you in my sight

i js dk where to go 
ur the only place like home 
im that bear on the floor 
chest open with the foam 

i wanna scream my pain out 
mouth sewn cant make a sound 
i tried to stand tall but im swallowed by the crowd 
silent in the voice but my mind is so loud 
cant hear my prayers they js die in the cloud

if my life is  a game then wheres the cheat code?
id rewrite the script and flip every episode 
no map to guide me thru this lonely road 
trying to heal but the wounds wont unload

ya it hurts
ya it burns 
i just hate the way it turned 
out to be this way 
this pain will never go away 

///

owari:
r u tired baby girl cause u be running thru my head
i dont need anything but only you instead
ur the voice in my head , my hearts steady tread 
ur my soul saviour without you ya im dead

i cant hide it anymore put my heart on my sleeve
now im stuck on u like the roots hold the leaves 
fighting my feelings, but its hard to believe 

deceived by my mind but ik its not real 
reminders by my scars so its so hard to heal 
i be searching for the answers but none seem to feel
the skin that i was hiding in, slowly start to peel

@sceneshawdy:
yea it slowly starts to peel
let the truth b revealed
aftr all the things u said shlda known it wsnt real
take my heart from my body watch my skin turn pale
know tht all this shit is evil i cant end this fairytail

sew my eyes till theyre shut
trusted love w no result
gave my all to feel crushed
not a soul tht i can trust

chest open / hard to heal ft. seishun

Im not Sorry @SOCHi

https://www.instagram.com/mitsssugo_

Ft. askenemy, skylargalaxy, recyclebin, violet, krave, audiodiary, omgzanoza, 9wex.

October 2025 @askenemy @skylargalaxy @violet @recyclebin @krave @audiodiary @omgzanoza @9wex

sample: relient k - who i am hates who ive been

i cant change for u bby no
u cant face to me bby no
how did it end up like this
im so tired of trying
wish i could just timeskip
cuz who i am hates who ive been T_T
i dont wanna talk to u bby
cuz im already knowin u fkn hate me
said i havent been myself lately
what do you know about me?
not your ecstasy yuh

keep goin when they doubtin
im so commited what about it?
i do this shit so damn lousy
pack jus touched down n im smoking the loudest
i dont want nun but the benjis im counting
speaking of benjis im mf drowning
bby my heart damn u done found it
i need u back ion care how im sounding

when they all was talking down shit all i do is look up
thought i had u in my world guess its just my fucking luck LOL
its been days without u girl
i atone for all my sins
jus cuz who i am today
hates who ive been

i cant change for u bby no
u cant face to me bby no
how did it end up like this
im so tired of trying
wish i could just timeskip
cuz who i am hates who ive been
i dont wanna talk to u bby
cuz im already knowin u fkn hate me
said i havent been myself lately
what do you know about me?
not your ecstasy yuh

change prod me

www.instagram.com/irby314/

1. dyingwish (irby)
2. realright (irby+remghost)
3. shadowboxing (irby+recycleBin)
4. crosscheck (irby+ej)
5. iwonder (irby+recycleBin)
6. makeithome (irby+punk)
7. eurocoupe (irby+remghost)
8. swordshield (irby+Jolst)
9. ventura (irby+remghost)
10. byebyebye (irby+remghost)
11. summerfate (irby)
12. dreamhouse (irby)
13. thephoneworksbothways (irby+Jolst)
14. alwaysandforever (irby)
15. picturepostcard (irby+Jolst)
16. romancandle (irby+Jolst)
17. facetoface (irby)

october 2025 + @remghost @recyclexbin @prodbyej1 @4punkk @prodjolst

prod @rhine1k

why they playin with my heart
girl i told you from the start
i'd cut my hands off and my arms
just to save you from certain harm
why they playin with my heart
girl i told you from the start
i'd cut my hands off and my arms
just to save you from certain harm

yeah this really how it needed to be
yeah me and my team in the VIP
you'd get jaded like me, seen them things i've seen
me and gang in philly bouta save the scene
cuttin up on this bike of mine
back in highschool i was bumpin myka 9
used to be down bad now im quite fine
i hit stop no rewind
think i need to get some sleep
woke up with a band on me
gss yea my team on fleek
we the best in the game we 31337
why they always tryna do me like that
every time im tryna find my other half
this shit aint gon add up tryna do the math
i smoke weed because im tryna counteract

why they playin with my heart
girl i told you from the start
i'd cut my hands off and my arms
just to save you from certain harm
why they playin with my heart
girl i told you from the start
i'd cut my hands off and my arms
just to save you from certain harm

Drunk Text ft. yaboiigc (prod yaboiigc)

Halcyon