Drunk Text ft. yaboiigc (prod yaboiigc)

they say life is a gift but my box was empty
thoughts in my head it is bad but its tempting
tired of talks ya im tired of the venting
pain in my chest im still working on mending

sometimes things dont turn right so i like to play pretend
walking thru this dark and i cant seem to find the end 
bought some time but i cant afford to spend 
carrying the weight til my bones just bend

sometimes i js feel so alone
thats why i js stare at my phone
feel it deep down to the bone 
pain in my heart thats never been known

cant go back to the old days, yea its traumatic 
this feeling hitting me hard like a semi automatic 

毎日がもうつらいよ
君がいないからもう寂しいよ
everyday i try but its so hard to heal
君に会う時を待つ、その日を

何もかもいらない
but only you i cant say goodbye
tear drops shining in the light 
only pain thats in my mind

working on mending (miomaguro)

@mental
@pw4prez
@kiryano

[coldspades]
i know it's wrong, but i can't help but to want you
keep it inside, these feelings i just can't tell you
wish i could go back, but there's things you can't undo
see your face in my dreams, i wake up wishing it's not true
please don't look at me with those eyes
we can pretend and you can tell me all your pretty lies
can't let you go cause i just don't know how to say goodbye
if i'm not with you, i don't want it, it's a waste of time

[mental]
i wonder where you've been
i don't know how to reach you
or how to see you
or how to believe you
you're playing with my head
i'm nothing but your target
i'm just an object
so come rip me apart then
so many feelings... so misunderstood
i'm trying to stop, i know that i should
you're all that i want so why would i look?
once i had a heart but you have it for good

spotify

pretend ft. mental (sochi & kiryano)

@sor22222ta @1yungsouljah @ilynex3

你為我放棄一切好嗎？
再說多一次，為我放棄好嗎？
Restless girl, Im too tired 
For you girl, dont make me say the truth 
其實我有點累了
我也再不想拖了
之前陪你看所有的燈飾
到最後也是自己
想一個藉口快點離開你

回望一切全部的愛
Dont say goodbye 
Its never alright 
回望一切宣誓的愛
為何你要騙我？
Oh girl I never lied 
仔細看這些枯萎的鮮花girl
你又曾經為了誰去鋪路girl
所有的音樂我為你去演奏
我很愛你，我還在遷就

Tear off my throat girl 
I sang enough but its still hurt girl
Tear off my throat girl
I will never sing for you girl

our polariod is still in my jeans
okay photo in grey
tell me how much you missed me
you did missed me girl
但是我不需要你了
hide my scar in my ripped jeans

tearoffmythroat (sor2ta + yungsoulijah + nexpoli)

Produced By @noir1k
i won't let you go this time, enjoy
Buy My Presets ~ https://payhip.com/b/5asTq
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lyrics;
(princess nina: i wonder if you’re ever gonna see this)
it's a shame, it's a shame, it's a perfect shame
say my name, say my name, say my stupid name

on route, im on my way :D
likee what u want today?
we've been together for so long
don't want no other, heyy
the weather's turning cold
i turn look at your face
this song's dedicated to the girl that makes me okay, i said.. (hi princess)

put your knee highs on
i wanna tell the world that you're back my love
i hope you hear this & recognize that it's your song
i'll make a list of all the things that i go duuuuumb for
your hair, your face, i love that
the good, the bad, want all that
i know if we were worlds apart i would run to youu
make your movee
im in sunrise, im looking for youuu (babyy, yeahhh)

uber to my place, uber to my place
u take the clothes out of my closet, look so cute in bape
spicy kisses on my lips, bite down on my face
wanna run away with you and leave without a traceee
come & find your way to me & i'll find my way to you
when you bite down on my neck, i just hope it leaves a bruise
i just want the whole world to see what you do to me
me & you got something special, girl it's history

again and again
again and again
Again and again
again and again
thats how our love goes
dont want it to end
i first saw you and froze
i knew i wanted to spend 
[my life with you]
[end my life with you]
[tell me what you want]
[tell me what to do]

Uber 2 My Place  ⋆˚✿˖°⋆. 𐙚 ˚♡ (noir)

so sorry for the hiatus life got in the way
tysm for the love in 2025 we only going harder from here......
@rewind214
@2rel
@afterstoryx

right here +rewind (2rel)

www.instagram.com/irby314/

1. boundtoyou (irby)
2. theheaviestweight (irby)
3. lexus (irby)
4. followsuit (irby+Jolst)
5. onit (irby)
6. rivercity (irby+Jolst)
7. usedtothat (irby+Jolst)
8. pushingdaisies (irby)
9. iknowyouknow (irby+starshower+cardo)
10. largerthanlife (irby+zachcs)
11. skindeep (irby)
12. eyesandears (irby+remghost)
13. openletter (irby+Jolst)
14. followyourbliss (irby)
15. morningsick (irby+zachcs+belsha)
16. sinkintome (irby)

all beats are for sale, message on instagram to purchase
sketch by taiyō matsumoto

november 2025 + @prodjolst @remghost @1zachcs @starshow3r @prod.cardo @belshaaaa

all love <3

I wonder what is wrong with me
I wonder what it's like to live
I forget what it's like to breath
I'm losing all my sanity
I'll be here okay
you don't have to worry
anything about me
you'll be fine without me
girl I said I'm sorry
I know you don't need me
I know that you hate me
feelings in my diary
I hope you gon read it

I know it's wrong
to blame it's all my fault
I know its not
oh don't you get involved
can you let me go
I'll be on my own
something telling me that
I should play along
something telling me that you don't even love me anymore
everytime I ring your phone you wouldn't pick up all the call
yeah that's fine by me if you just wanna see me fucking gone
yeah I'm putting all my feelings when I'm writing all this songs

yeah I know that you don't need me anymore
yeah I know that you don't need, yeah I know that you don't need
yeah I know that you don't need me anymore
yeah I know that you don't need, yeah I know that you don't need

you'll be fine

you'll be fine (yashio)

https://www.instagram.com/naz52013/?next=%2F

paperplane

break apart

prod @ssj5-junk @yashio20k
sfx @ssj5-junk

⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆
im Js inna BAD m00d ,, ion Wna talk .
Im tired of the fake shi ... 
U Can have it all . .. 
Js tell me U fkd up Ik it ; )) :>
its Nothin 2keepMe from d0pin ...___

i Find tht im Better off Dead .. 
U js Made a Stain on my </3 where It Bled. 
Tell ME its Done ya i get It, :: <
Ur worse Than I thought ,, gimme Credit .

Ion Needa Look back . Im fkn D0pesick )_)_
I dropped A Xan on the Fl00r . .
Now Im searchin ,, ,,
Its Never better Wen im High : (((
it js Worsens .
i Th0ught evrythin Was fine .
I WAS CERTAIN .

no Need 2cutUp .. . b1tch Im js Fkd up ._:
Im sry IM stupid ,, ITs harder 2feelSum .
Im tryn My best )::: >< 
it Feels Like its Nothin ,, 
Im sad & Depressed .
At least tht Its sumthin .. ..

Ion care Anym0re , ,
Drop A pill In the four ..
put A score on my Wrist .
til the ###!! #LigamentsTore .
Imma dummy Ik .
Put a Pill in my N0se )__+
if Im not 4uU .. 
WTF am i 4 ._:"

sn0rt A R0xy . plz Dont st0p Me .
Imma die here 2Nite ,, , U 4got me .
Suicide On my mind . Ya its got me .
I dont feel like im Urs(((

but U G0t me .... . .. .
⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆

Drunk Text ft. yaboiigc (prod yaboiigc)

Halcyon