produced by st. mike

[lyrics]

long AHHHHHHHHHHH


i see nobody but u 
when im dreaming at night
and i dont wanna pretend
i dont wanna fight
my love’s never see through
i just cant be myself without u 
is there something wrong with me?
cus without u im incomplete 

i dont wanna ever fight
i just wanna make it right
i dont wanna ever fight 
i just wanna make it right
i dont wanna ever fight
i just wanna make it right
i dont wanna ever fight
i just wanna make it right
i dont wanna make u cry
u dont have to ever lie
i dont wanna make u cry
u dont have to ever lie
i dont wanna make you cry
u dont have to ever lie
i dont wanna make u cry
u dont have to ever lie

i would even bleed for u
hope you need me
cus i need u
and i would never leave u
hope u know that i love u
I would even bleed for u
do u see me
how i see u
and i could never hurt u
cus it hurts me when i hurt u

do u see anybody else
when ur dreaming at night
do u ever pretend
 cus i just wanna make it right
 hope ur love’s never see through
cus i just cant be me without u
is there something wrong with me
cus without u im incomplete 

 i dont wanna ever fight
i just wanna make it right
i dont wanna ever fight 
i just wanna make it right
i dont wanna ever fight
i just wanna make it right
i dont wanna ever fight
i just wanna make it right
i dont wanna make you cry
u dont have to ever lie
i dont wanna make u cry
u dont have to ever lie
i dont wanna make u cry
u dont have to ever lie
i dont wanna make u cry
u dont have to ever lie

i would even bleed for u
hope u need me
cus i need u
and i would never leave u
hope u know that i love u
I would even bleed for u
do u see me
how i see you
and i could never hurt u
cus it hurts me when i hurt u

bleed4u

tone deaf

this is the intro to my EP vessel. This means a lot to me and I hope you enjoy :0

xero- vessel (intro)

saw you at work sometime last week
and a pale, trembling part of me died 
so i drove myself home that same night 
and i took out the pretty parts still inside 

cut them out one by one 
and hung them on the dripping wall  
like it doesn’t bother me  
bother me

hiding in public

If not your love, what would it be?
If it's not love, who will it be?
It's hard to trust, who's really there for me?
It's not no rush, but baby come for me
Oh, it's not no rush

But I've been so in love, bae I need your touch
I've been so in love, girl I need your touch
I've been so in love (I'm so in love)

I am so in love with you
If it's not you, who is it?
Cause I don't want nobody else
I just want you all to myself

I know it's selfish
Is there a way you can help it
Hours go by, I don't get a text back
Thinking you're on to the next
But I know

What are your intentions?
Fighting for your affection
I just want you to put me number one

Is it too much to ask for
Why are you mad for
I just want to tell you how I feel
It's not my fault you ain't healed

does the sound of my heart disturb you

lyrics :3

yeah i know i got a lot on my mind.
can't seem to let it all out
cuz i know i'll just fuck
up bad baby i don't wanna hurt you
i don't wanna ruin anything that could hurt us
why is it you(x2)
why am i falling for only you
the way that you be staring at me
i know you don't mean it that way
baby i can't express these feeling 
huh? it's hard to explain

so why?
what am i supposed to do?
yeah it's ha-a-a-a-ard
won't you grab my hand and fly away
you're all i ever wanted (x2)
want want want
you're all i ever wanted
yeah yeah yeah
just tell me that you want it
don't tell me it was a dream,
i know it'll never be me 
but fuck your always on mind
mind mind

you know
i meant 
everything what i said
a whole lotta bullshit cuz you know i won't confess
not yet
or maybe never
i'll just put it in a song
hope for the best (x2)
(1 more time)
so i'll put it in a song and hope for the best
the way she talking to me is giving me some type of idea
sorry baby 
i'm just not used to talking to pretty girls
wearing all those pearls
she looks so pretty the way she twirls
huh
so tell what is it about(bout)
i just wanna scream and shout(shout)
feel like i'm losing my mind girl
i don't wanna keep on trying
why do i keep on lying (lying)

1-2-3- lets go

so why?
what am i supposed to do?
yeah it's ha-a-a-a-ard
won't you grab my hand and fly away
you're all i ever wanted (x2)
want want want
you're all i ever wanted
yeah yeah yeah
just tell me that you want it
don't tell me it was a dream,
i know it'll never be me 
but fuck your always on mind
mind mind

yeah baby don't you call me those names
huh huh
i can't tell the difference wheather you're flirting with me or not
i'm a little awkward baby can't you see that?
huh huh
theirs a reason why i'm always feelings anxious
so will you help me
you don't wanna see me yeah all alone
you're the one that got me feeling like this
wish that you would say that when worse happens
every time i see you i don't wanna go
i don't wanna go
go go go go.

yeah i know i got a lot on my mind.
can't seem to let it all out
cuz i know i'll just fuck
up bad baby i don't wanna hurt you
i don't wanna ruin anything that could hurt us
why is it you(x2)
why am i falling for only you
the way that you be staring at me
i know you don't mean it that way
baby i can't express these feeling 
huh? it's hard to explain


all i ever wanted

(intro)
i wanna feel ur hands all over my body so i know that i’m not alone
i wanna slit my wrists inside ur bugatti im not ever coming home
so put ur hands on my body and look right into my eyes
and u tell me that u love me but i don’t care if it’s a lie
just like when i was thirteen 
with a blade in my skin
you made me feel like i am a person again

i don’t ever wanna leave you
x-ray vision bitch i’m feelin really see thru
and if i ever died ur the one i’d give my teeth to
and i’ll kill u if u try to leave jus so i can keep u
and i don’t ever wanna leave you
please don’t lie
i’ll believe you
and it don’t matter where we’re goin i don’t care i don’t care i jus never wanna leave you

oh and one last thing

Realize

(demo) song for upcoming album *may get scrapped*

this is a one take inside a garage filled with pure emotion

LIKE ME

xenx