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Laurel

this was a freestyle

lyrics:
u kno its not what it used to be
just look around, its not hard to see
ur afraid of losing my company (huh huh ah huh uh)
y-ya that couldn't be me (x2)

all u do is run away
dont give a shi bout what they say (na na na)
just wanna feel ok
but thats not enough for u
what can't u understand?
you think i had a plan all along
but ur wrong
but ur wrooong (huh huh huh uh)

u kno its not what it used to be
just look around, its not hard to see
ur afraid of losing my company (huh huh ah huh uh)
y-ya that couldn't be me (x2)

how could it be?
that i couldn't set you free
thats just how its gonna be
and i can't accept the consequences (x2)

dating start

@redhxrse

these stones in me they build
replace the breaths that i take now my lungs are filled
i see but i don't see
separation of senses everything is surreal
was playing games of catch up
now I'm horrifyingly ahead
it was alright to be alive
but-
(don't you fucking finish that line)

ooh
it's a jolly good day to see the reindeers go by
ooh
it's so much more I’d like to see you try

these stones in me they're sharp
nerves are struck, every thought is coated with mental tar
whole worlds keeping me down
lazybones got lazier, what’s up with the frown
you know me us men of few words
never popped up first but out the seams i burst
it’s better with me on a 1 to 1
hate multitasking shit ain't no fun
paid my dues but it fall on deaf ears
tear ducts are dry ain't cried for ten years
always wonder how i even get here
cos the real fear of failures never not near

ooh
it’s a jolly good day to see the reindeers go by
ooh
it's so much more I’d like to see you try

reindeers

thoughts of u. [p. julian ceaser}

out on all plats!

spring tunes, a bit personal this one
written, produced, engineered by huero sun

waking up at seven am
got me thinking about life
whether i can really make it
most days i feel like shit
cos the amount of pressure 
that i take goes over the limit

i don’t excel in school
i think their eyes are cruel
they don’t mean what they say 
i don’t make the rules

do u think i’m cool
or am i just a fool?
for thinking that you might be different today
and i don’t cry no more
won’t leave an open door
might keep it myself till i pass one day
can’t express these thoughts
thru all these goddamn songs
maybe i should quit and go take a break

why don’t i feel like i’m turning twenty
i have everything yet it feels so empty
these thoughts on my mind got me stuck in a daydream
no one really cares until i drop my ice cream

time won’t wait for you
no one really cares about you
i’m stuck screaming in my room
can we not pass by june
time won’t wait for you 
who cares if your stuff’s brand new
i’m stuck screaming in my room
i think i’m gonna pass out soon

i’ve never really felt the love that i longed so much,i think i’m getting sick of it 
sunflower in the rain, got me sipping on her sweet blind lies, girl i’m trying my best 

to figure out
my purpose now
can we talk about
why i’m falling down
and all the doubts 
it’s hitting now
there’s no one to call
always left at the tone

there’s nothing on my mind that i can say out for real 
this thread i walk alone isn’t all just for feels
familiar faces everywhere and we get along
but sometimes i do wonder where i really belong

June

Depressed and Fly (help me) prod.siahprice

Cheddar Bob! (Prod. 1kSensei + Milanezie)

no love (Josh Bae)

yellow

prod hey cj X ohissmcqueen

woahhx3

baby im all on my own i just been trapped in my own zone and i know you're sleeping alone i know you miss my colognex2

and i dont understand yeah what i did and honestly i wont go question it i need a chance with it a day with it you cant leave me like the others did
yea her eyes they tell me a story yea i cant go leave her side and any time shes mad at me i always wanna die

baby im all on my own i just been trapped in my own zone and i know you're sleeping alone i know you miss my colognex2
...
baby im all on my own i just been trapped in my own zone and i know you're sleeping alone i know you miss my colognex2

0713

le male

got her
on my timeline
had to move it quicker
if i slide by
wheres my urge to kiss her
im not looking down
aint smoking on swisher
if i come around
can i go and fix her?
im just wondering
can i fix your heart up?
and im with my band
we could get you shot up
why she call me dad
i am not your father 
and im in her guts 
she told me go harder

fix it up
pour lean in my double cup
bae tell me wassup
i am not no runner up
i see you need trust 
i can take you out the mud
bitch im off the drugs 
off the pack im booted up
yeah i can see you callin you callin
on my timeline on my page you watching you stalking
guess this bitch is getting pressed im bossin im bossin
guess you mad yo new mans got no wallet no pockets

got her
on my timeline
had to move it quicker
if i slide by
wheres my urge to kiss her
im not looking down
aint smoking on swisher
if i come around
can i go and fix her?
im just wondering
can i fix your heart up?
and im with my band
we could get you shot up
why she call me dad
i am not your father 
and im in her guts 
she told me go harder

bitch im up
two time sluts
smoking runtz
roll my blunt
roll my- roll my blunt
smoking runtz
i need you
like a bunch

fix her (prod kirian & pk)

prod tekika 

u dont love me (x2)

so im beginning to think u dont want me

so what do u suggest that I do

all I do is cry when im around u

but would u love me if I always say

that everything is a okay

(its okay for u)

u dont love me

if u did yeah I would say, I would have a big old smile on my face

but you 

but this is so common for you

I can tell that u dont trust me

I will take ur skin from ur mind

and then ill wrap it around my fingers

(this is so common for u)

and there's no reason for u to run quicker

(this is so common for u)

ill take ur body and claim it as mine

open ur lungs and jus see what's inside

and I wanna know why u won't give me ur heart

so ill jus have to tear it apart

cause u dont love me

(takin ur body and claim it as mine)

so now im forced to get on my knees

(takin ur body and claim it as mine)

if you loved me u wouldn't jus lie to me

so why dont u love me

(I dont think that you want me)

what do I have to do?

(I dont think that u want me)

so im beginning to think u dont want me

(u dont want me)

id rather jus slit my throat than breathe.

♥ LAURI - u don’t love me, or want me. ♥ [All plats]

all of u who do rnb sound da same, not me doe

lyrics -

woke up to like 100 missed calls
from that bitch ion fucc with at all
she wanna come hop in the coupe
i told that bitch nah
i sent that bitch right out my door
balenciaga on my bag uh 
my bitch got a fat ass
all of you bitches going out sad huh
the typa shi that make me mad
im jus chillin here smokin grass huh 
these bitches wanna be me bad
i got that real balenci check the tag
glock bend him over like a fuckin ---
50 round, got a weird fuckin mag

yea
but i wanna know like where u wan go
cuz we can go hit up that saks
she said she want some new clothes
ill buy her some more
i got no problem spendin these racks

flight to nyc i got dis bih jumpin
we popped da trunk now dat mf runnin
i fell in luv wit all of these 100's
and now all these bitches cant tell me nothin
balenci my shoes, balenci on my coat
cant give a fucc about no hoe
(give a fucc about no hoe)
 but i never changed
still sippin out the double cup its strange
im in that drop top switchin lanes
ion show shit still hide that pain
and now they all mad i made my own lane
but now im so happy wit what i got
balenci shoes on my feet and it cost a lot
why u say dat u rich when u rly nat
talkin down on my name dats how u get shot

woke up to like 100 missed calls
from that bitch ion fucc with at all
she wanna come hop in the coupe
i told that bitch nah
i sent that bitch right out my door
balenciaga on my bag uh
my bitch got a fat ass
all of you bitches going out sad huh
the typa shi that make me mad
im jus chillin here smokin grass huh 
these bitches wanna be me bad
i got that real balenci check the tag
glock bend him over like a fuckin ---
50 round, got a weird fuckin mag

yea
but i wanna know like where u wan go
cuz we can go hit up that saks
she said she want some new clothes
ill buy her some more
i got no problem spendin these racks

missed calls prod jae

talk to me

proud of u son

prod. taylor


bad kids tearin up the night
barely breathin' for our lives
(don't you look at me turn the damn lights off)
off on and awkward our words off-color
hella scary dreams but we keep it undercover

i will not give up
i'll tear this whole bitch up
i swear to you that we'll be

we'll be just fine 
we'll be just fine
we'll be just fine
keep it in your heart and 
we'll be just fine
we'll be just fine
we'll be just fine
tear this bitch apart 
i won't leave you behind
won't leave you behind
don't leave my life
even when they say that 
the kids aren't alright 
the kids are alright
hell ya we're alright

(kids in america)
rejects and regrets
I don't have the heart to cry 
(hell naw I don't need it)
(kids in america)
rejects and regrets
I don't have the heart to cry 
(hell naw I don't need it)

Lookin' out a dirty old window
down below our friends always seem to go
backwards right out the endzone
zoned out to bed off the benzos

shit's mental
how you feel nothin in your skin in this hellhole
(buried alive)
up to your neck in anthills till your head rolls
(i don't wanna die)
my brain lies its tenfold as sinful
(hope you don't mind)
i will drive this foreign through a wall it's a rental
(hope you don't mind)
best friends to ex-friends I will try my best again
best friends to ex-friends I will try my best again

5-12-2007 Spring talent show Homestead High School

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thank u for listening <3

lyrics
time goes by way too fast now, i wish that it would last.
nothing can sum it up how, i miss what we had in the past.
i tried to keep you happy but i can't,
i miss the way that you would giggle and you laughed.
i tried my best but you still left and that's what split my heart in half.

i only wanted you, i tried.
i can't accept the fact you lied.
girl you're breaking me down inside.

i'm hiding my emotions, i'll just cope all my own.
the feelings, cant control em, please dont leave me here alone.
my tears create an ocean, and that's forever till i'm stone.
i'm hoping you would text me, always checking on my phooonee

sadly its been a while, i'm standing on the edge.
sometimes i feel alive, and sometimes i feel dead.
x2

girl i tried, 
almost died,
but i never was enough, 
girl i feel like giving up.

talk to me

xenx