mecore

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now on Spotify <3

prod: temcandoanything

lyrics : 

ur acting like u love me
was it all just in my head? 
cuz now im feeling like I’m slaughtered 
and I’m wishing i was dead 
u can say that I’m dramatic 
did u ever really try? 
cuz if u really fucking cared I think you’d want me to be fine
he said baby why u worried? 
ur all over my page 
cuz im dealing with a feeling always taking center stage 
come on tell me that you want me
I know you want me all the time
you can try and say you don’t but I know that would be a lie 
i hate that I care in every single way
taking it all personal all the shit u say 
im acting all pathetic like I’m ur little pet
im following you around wondering what u will do next

slaughtered

prod @usbhalo
vox, mix n master by me
artwork by x3tomato

xx

rip myself up
i cant feel ur love, no
and im dying ho3
laying on the sofa

ts so dumb
ur my only one
dont got no one
why'd i fall in love?

i cant feel ur touch no more
i think i was never yours
never been so torn
u tore me up like gore

i know that, u only
talk to me when ur bored
my heart, its been saying
"i dont want love no more"

i cant fuckin cry, ya
ive run out of tears
nah she cant see me
ive disappeared

come close, come near
nothing to fear
i miss u so much
i need u here

ripmyselfup @usbhalo

trauma

Boo hoo hoo hoo
Oh no no no
That's so sad

Smoke in my lungs
And liquor in my backpack
I'm gettin high tonight
Oh you think it's bad
I don't really care though
Cause you're super trash
You're only mad at me
Cause you're mad at your dad

I'm so fine and I'm fabulous
All you can think about is havin' this
Honestly though that's so tragic
I cast a spell you're in love with my magic
I can't help it if I'm oh so tapped in
You can call me the cuntcore captain

Dead inside but cute that's my fashion
Two faced and a snake those my passions

Shout out MaidCafe oo ohh
Whole team come with me when I blow
Blood red on my nails and my toes
Weak willed bitches I don't fuck with those

Boohoo (prod. Pink)

gold

Through The Darkness

yeah i don’t Wanna be
a lonely Entity ):
my aura’s P1NK!!!
and I Know the whole w_o_r_l_d
is in Luv with me<333

when i walk, Nature blooms^_^
when i talk, they all swo_on
but if i show them all my

rotten flesh

will they consume

Me?

Sweetheart, You Will See33333
insecurities that i Hide>>>
telling my old self to
D!E
i get turned on when i cry:3

coz i’m SO PRETTY {{PATHETIC}}
it’s all synthetic!!!
keep it Kinetickeepitmoving

don’t want the world 2 know

I Am Human(?)

entity

hihi , what do you think of this? this song is about a past relationship i had where i felt like that person was probably lying about saying the breakup was not about me. sometimes i do twist the truth in my head to comfort myself, and putting it all into lyrics makes me look insane... i like the bouncy and fun feeling of the song! hope you enjoy :3


lyrics: 
You can't just up and make us friends
I pressed flowers but you played pretend
I didn't know I'd never see you again
You only texted once, you wanted this to end

You say it's over, I think it's a break
But three days later you were on a date
I guess I'm over it, what can I say
You know it's just a shame

Will you think of me sometimes, hold me inside your mind?
Or put me into the background, and leave me far behind?
There's a hundred thousand girls in here to make the same mistakes with, dear
I know it for sure now, you never will be mine

It wasn't clear if it was cuz of me
Although you told me why explicitly
I wish you told me that you just felt bad and you were busy finding other girls to see
I hate it when I dream of you
Don't want to miss what wasn't true
Do you even care you made me blue?
You turn me red with rage (Your lie lacks point of view)

It comes so naturally to you
To break relationships in two
Who are you talking to?
I don't know, do you?

(Woah)
It's been so long since we went our our separate ways
But you can't stop me from thinking bout your face
And what things would look like if you would have stayed
Do you think the same
(Will you)

NeverwillBmine

a song i wrote in my bedroom upset about ai music and proving that even if i can't get things perfect it will always be HUMAN ☆ and all MINE!!!! 
i tried to overcome my perfectionism by leaving in loads of mistakes and just living with it, as i'm learning to love the fact that those mistakes are what define your style :D

cover art by the infinitely talented @/purinplushie (check her out on twitter!!) 

lyrics:
People say you've got potential
But I think it will always be an imitation
You can never get like me
Cuz something I have you don't is imagination (oh!)

People say this is my future
But I think that perfection means you've got no style
Yeah I know I'm rough around the edges
At least this shit is mine

I will never be perfect but I'll always be real
My room is a mess and I hate how I feel
You can laugh at the girl who tries too hard
But that's how I feel and I will always be real
Real 
(La la la la)
There's a billion things wrong and I don't care
At least you know that it's real

What do you know about frustration
Everything runs through my soul
Every word has a different meaning
Nerves are wires that give control

I wish I was more efficient
Wanna be something divine
Yeah I know I'm rough around the edges
At least this shit is mine

I will never be perfect but I'll always be real
My room is a mess and I hate how I feel
You can laugh at the girl who tries too hard
But that's how I feel and I will always be real
Real 
(La la la la)
There's a billion things wrong and I don't care
At least you know that it's real

beReal

hi!!! this is a snippet i'm really happy with right now. it's about my time dating a control freak, and even though they made me depressed, robbed me of identity and left lasting wounds, i still want to heal, have fun and do everything i couldn't before to spite them!!! maybe the chainsaw and the gun is a little dramatic.... hehe. was listening to lots of jpop and eurobeat and that is what inspired the sound! i tried to make a song where it was super 'dance'able lyrics but... this is what i ended up with X)

lyrics:
I’m gonna dress the way you hated before
When you’d throw my clothes all over the floor
It helped me forget that I’m not me anymore
I was paper that you ripped and tore

When you insult me my heart sinks to my chest
I feel sorry cuz i did my best
But what did you do? Nothing important
Behind the corner I’ve got a chainsaw

I’m depressed but i wanna have fun
I wanna see you put your face in my gun
This time I won’t be feeling sorry again
No never again

Now I’m so important i’m a vip
You can expect that from someone like me (get down)
And if I see you I might call the police

Chainsaw (snippet)

WOOO FULL SONG!!!! the sample is the suzumiya haruhi ending song and the first line is inspired with the scenario in last valentines by pink pantheress :3

i wrote this feeling a bit lonely and attention seeking - maybe moreso when i was younger, i would fantasise doing something insane to get a crush's attention - i think some of that emotion was brought through when i was writing! especially 'i cant even say how i feel for you' because for years i would try and do subtle things to be noticed, but confessing my feelings were off the table!!!

lyrics:
I crashed my car cuz I wanted you to feel bad for me
But you just walked away
How can I know if you love me if you’re always running
I can’t even say how I feel for you
My minds playing tricks in the bathroom
I’m cutting my hair til you like me
Don't think about anything but me

You’re so cool
I really wanna know you were you popular at school
Just show me what to do
You’re so cold
The moral implications aren’t important you’re someone
Who’ll make me feel so special

Just show me you care, care
You care
If i died would you even be there, there
Would you care

You shot my heart with cupids arrow
What should i say to you tomorrow
If i cry will you even care
Would you notice that i was there

This fantasy is so appealing
I’ll never tell you how im feeling
if i did you would run away
i would never know whats in your brain

Care, care, you care
If i died would you even be there, there
Would you care

I crashed my car cuz I wanted you to feel bad for me
But you just walked away
How can I know if you love me if you’re always running
I can’t even say how I feel for you
My minds playing tricks in the bathroom
I’m cutting my hair til you like me
Don't think about anything but me

You’re so cool
I'll follow you around i'll be the perfect girl for you
Just show me what to do
You’re so cold
Don't look at other girls they're not important you’re someone
Who’ll make me feel so special

Just show me you care, care
You care
If i died would you even be there, there
Would you care


Care

ETERNAL AND ROTTEN
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
(prev beybladegirl)

entity

xespi