Mar & Céu 01.02.2023

covers

stream Poseidon now https://hashirxtj.fanlink.to/POSEIDON

Co-produced by https://soundcloud.com/turhanjames

#scfirst

Poseidon

stream now

HELLO

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/1JGJWLg9Sl86XrH4u8VynZ

support / download:
https://fcjph.bandcamp.com/track/same-old-w-michelle-milky-day

visualizer:
https://youtu.be/yFY0JW_DUBE

me:
https://twitter.com/fcjpacleb
https://instagram.com/fcjpacleb
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1Nv875EklW8XLTduI6I3Js

michelle:
https://soundcloud.com/notmichellekim
https://twitter.com/notmichellekim
https://www.instagram.com/notmichellekim
https://open.spotify.com/artist/13VDZTUvX9b5ivTysrXuMk

milky day:
https://www.instagram.com/itsmilkyday/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7FIqXqYZHMomTAcTXF4UHu

HELLO

same old (w/ michelle & milky day)

Blood Stains

i gave it up for beabadoobee (glue song)

removed my vocals from this track liked it better as an instrumental but I wanted to share the lyrics anyways :))))

lyrics:
I’ll give you space if you need
yes i’ll give you room to breath
I will pretend like I don’t know the scent of your skin so close to me

and I know that we’ll never be
whatever it is that I wish
I won’t let this feeling swallow me whole 
and it’s sad and it’s lonely and awful
but it’s probably in our best interest 

I won’t be sad I won’t weep
I’ll be normal when I see you next week
I promise to not keep my hopes up on us
and It’s fine kinda lonely 
but it’s probably in our best interest 

</3 :)
also if you're gonna go and use my stuff in your stuff please don't be boring & rude and give me some credit / support I really need it to keep on making songzzzz <3

best interest

...It Mutates!
Part One: Umbra

prod. @geo_1022
mix. @ibr
art. @headhaunter

Lyrics:

I heard an echo of you - a vast distance between us 
when I woke from that nightmare that transition was seamless
grass isn’t as green as I thought below this static cloud
as my cold, dramatic house stands hidden beneath it

see I’m climbing up the walls to pop some champagne on the summit
I’m aware it’s just a mirror, but still my hand may opt to punch it
I just stare at what I fear, it’s in the closets, the corners, and cards
hallways distorting, I think your ghost is the source of the dark

we’re worlds apart (but you’re whispering my name again)
I stare at burning stars(only difference is the way it’s said)
and lay in bed, there’s something off, a bunch of wrong guesses
know there’s nothing there, but fuck it still has such a strong presence 

I’m restless, my bed’s in this poltergeist spawn point
with my spectral white shepherd; his pulverized dog toys
odd noises upstairs, a floor that freezes and melts
a roof I don’t understand, and a door that keeps to itself


stuck in hell, yeah I truly think I lost it this - time
the lights start to flicker and the faucets drip - slime
the ceiling keeps growing and the walls are skin - tight
there's mutating portraits in a locket’s insides

there’s a ghost here, and it got inside this machine
so when the smoke clears, I just want to find some relief
this shit is so weird, even though I know it’s not real
your umbra snuck in and my shadow got peeled


I just can’t forget you, but shadows aren’t a roommate
experiments in test tubes, a sampled thought that mutates
under observation it changes
annihilation of the self I’m running on the patient

I hate when the ceiling’s full of fingers that grab in reverse
I watch it ripple at the wrists of the hands that emerge
balance nerves with Irish whiskey and random liqueurs
that haven’t cured the visions that are bringing this phantom of yours

it’s a curse, it’s a rotating smile in the dark
from an old flame - a cold vein defiling this heart
I say I’m OK as I sleep in through my tenth alarm
fending off dreams that easily remove defensive charms

it says “NOW” on the clock, my bedroom door becomes ajar
there’s a growl and a bark, my dog is sure that’s something’s wrong
a top one hundred siren song, I nearly let go of this realm
there’s glowing fissures in the walls - I’m hearing echoes of myself

i gave it up for beabadoobee (glue song)

Xethos (@xeth0s)