[verse 1]

Tell me what’s funny when you start laughing at me
Pull me by shoulder in my ear tell me something 
Your laughing turns to mumbles then your mumbles turn to crying 
The realization finally hits when my body is freezing 

[chorus]

Then you sing our song 
The chorus is a little to long 
Yelling that I’m wrong 
You should have been the first one to go
I don’t think you know that I am still right here
But your hands are on mine holding me for all these years 

[Zoe Beaufay]

I don't care
I just want to fight you
When I die I will come back to haunt your room
That's why I love the moon
reminds me of the night you tried to kill me too
you're trying to drive me crazy,boo
promise that you're not just a fool

I wanna kill me too
I wanna kill me too

(I don't think you know)

(I don't think you know)


[chorus]

Then you sing our song 
The chorus is a little to long 
Yelling that I’m wrong 
You should have been the first one to go
I don’t think you know that I am still right here (I don't think you know)
But your hands are on mine holding me for all these years (I don't think you know)

the skeletons that sung until their final moments (feat. Zoe Beaufay) (w. falls)

Where Is Good [Prod. by few]

Chorus:
Bad dad 
Brains explosive with emotions 
Baghdad 
Im a lil sad
Goth lady in my bed
Bodies layin like they dead
Sweating hitting Penjamin
Stacking bread
Benjamin's 
shit will never be easy my friend
Psychadelics writing wrongs 
in my songs 
When im upset
Cryptid flying holding a bong
In the sunset
Always going against god
No rest
Wont be here long
Let me get this shit off my chest

Heathens with dufflebags of demons is what i like
Im hiding away till cherry blossom season alright

Verse:
Shroomin thru the mornin
Heedin fungal warning
eighth of hash storing in my stash 
and a half ounce of gold shelf 
that'll hopefully last 
Im passin gas
While ass hats 
Talkin shit 
Thats mad wack
Kinda crass
Notice hazards of broken glass
Bastards dont know where the fuck im at
Full modoc under a white flag
No bull
got fuckin facts
Big bucks
Homies peyote in a bag
Such a drag
Cut bro some slack
These hoes need slapped 
Full modoc under a white flag
Thats mad wack
Notice hazards of broken glass
Secure a cat
Fuck the future and fuck the past


Heathens with dufflebags of demons is what i like
Im hiding away till cherry blossom season alright?
Cause tyrants raining treasonous tyranny 
Is enough to instill some fear in me

Chorus:
Bad dad 
Brains explosive with emotions 
Baghdad 
Im a lil sad
Goth lady in my bed
Bodies layin like they dead
Sweating hitting Penjamin
Stacking bread
Benjamin's 
shit will never be easy my friend
Psychadelics writing wrongs 
in my songs 
When im upset
Cryptid flying holding a bong
In the sunset
Always going against god
No rest
Wont be here long
Let me get this shit off my chest


Cause tyrants raining treasonous tyranny 
Is enough to instill some fear in me

Verse:
Flee the sleezy garden state 
Its easy, with whats at stake
No brakes
But im baked
Head to bed 
Theres bae
Backs in pain
Okay
mind fades
Hades havin a hayday
He cant complain
We're Super human
Renegades 
Who get paid
Portland gains all day
Playing games 
I'll say 
Painting things 
Theyll see

Verse:
Look into the eyes of death 
Hes sly
Vibe high with my Jersey devil pride
Goat with wings imma fly
And i want a bonnie and clyde
Kinda like a ride or die
But im a demon from the pines
And them black sheep heathens what I like

Bridge:
Black sheep heathens what i like
Gave her heart then said sike
Black sheep heathens what i like
Gave her heart then said sike
Black sheep heathens what i like
Gave her heart then sike
black sheep heathens 

Outro:
Bitch gave me love bites
Then i was left alone to walk streets at night
Cause suns bright and im Druggin ight
Deppressed all my life
Reflects off the lyrics like
ones Friends notice on sight
Thumb up hitchhike
Out that dumb town
Clown with a fuckin sound
Proud smokin loud
Clouds from the dispo found
Something on the gold
Acapulco rolled 
Spinning fire zuko
Spitting fire that youll know
Bending fire zuko






Hash Slinging Slasher (Prod. Boyfifty)

Deepstate (usbhalo)

Baby ima need you to save me 
My anxiety is eating me alive 
You’re the only one that can save me 
Please save me baby save me 
X2

Got a lot of pain feel it deep inside 
bottom of the hill yea I’m on the climb 
Fighting all the demons that are on my mind
Trying to escape how am I alive 

Don’t wanna put this on you 
You’re all I have to hold on to 
My minds on fire like I’m in hell 
I really can’t believe this is fuckin real
I wish my life could be different 
With you around yea you fixed it 
Never thought I’d see myself again 
Before you it was gonna be the end 

Baby ima need you to save me 
My anxiety is eating me alive 
You’re the only one that can save me 
Please save me baby save me 
X2

sorry baby that it’s this way 
I feel so bad I feel guilty 
Wanna change it but I can’t babe
When I’m with you I feel so safe 

Feelin all this trauma i be upset 
But you make it better yea I’m all set
really make me feel like I’m up next 
Smile to the sky when I see ur text 
poppin that shit yea I’m on that 
Livin to survive yea I’m off that 
Since I met you I’m a new man 
Rest of our lives yea that’s the plan 

Baby ima need you to save me 
My anxiety is eating me alive 
You’re the only one that can save me 
Please save me baby save me 
X2

SAVE ME (prod. NiNETY8)

LICK (CannonTooCold x KXVI)

happy new years 🖤
Not how i wanted 2024 to end or 2025 to start but here we are :)

When the worst part is you’d still wait for someone who never cared about you in the first place 

Shout out to Airoez for mixing <3

We Got Nowhere

right now
right now

crush my fucking sternum
right now
right now


sink

do you feel it right now
right now 


touched again to get drowned

this time
this time


sink again or die trying


dont think
just drown
just sink
 
dont think
just drown
just sink.

dont think, just drown, just sink

i have schizoaffective disorder
i get very sad
and i see things
sometimes i hear things
and i put it up on soundcloud



Someone said my music sounds like a psychotic episode on a hip-hop beat and I just ran with it.
Check out my spotify if ur sad:
https://open.spotify.com/track/0DgKsyeBIF0PafYI9Rc948?si=a5eacea2807e4766

CLUBVORTEX27

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