Before Twilight/Roadtodawn

Jan-March 2025 Underground

IM COOL MAMA

I'm in my zone tell me when we go home
I'm trying to find it I see them fighting for my throne
I see them fighting for my throne yeah
rest my eyes I'm feeling throwed yeah
can't get no sleep for two days
I wanna see you today
come over put on them nice clothes
I'm trying to fuck
I thought you was feeling spiteful
but I was wrong
she kissed me with her eyes closed
got your legs shaking she can feel it in her toes
I wonder what you imagine when I'm deep inside in it
I'm running out of breath
I got her working at her limit
when I close my eyes
I see you walking away down the hall
wasted my time with all these feelings
but you never know
you grip on my neck just like a tie
materializing that shit that you fantasize

I'm in my zone tell me when we go home
I'm trying to find it I see them fighting for my throne
I see them fighting for my throne yeah
rest my eyes I'm feeling throwed yeah
can't get no sleep for two days
I wanna see you today
come over put on them nice clothes
I'm trying to fuck
I thought you was feeling spiteful
but I was wrong
she kissed me with her eyes closed
got your legs shaking she can feel it in her toes
I wonder what you imagine when I'm deep inside in it
I'm running out of breath
I got her working at her limit
when I close my eyes
I see you walking away down the hall
wasted my time with all these feelings
but you never know
you grip on my neck just like a tie
materializing that shit that you fantasize

In my zone [prod. rottendowntime]

deadmanwalking feat ilovemyvices prod. eccoscam

FILL (h9arts)

RIP (essence + Migu)

Agenda ft Blessedkira (Marsett and resin)

@xexus_kerosene @1yeaskrr @aizeks @y4n4h8

xxexuskerosene x yeaskrr - ball up (aizeks x y4n4) #ILYEXCLUSIVE

vocals - ilovemyvices

beat - ravenslost

lyrics (intro) -
Raven , Raven
Umm.. i like u
1...2..yuh
(verse)
I don't know what's going on in here
I'm so fried I can't even come to tears (yah)
Eternal Purgatory (is) what I fear 
Fear
Told her to just k*ll me like a deer
Our history is on my mind I fear (fuh)
But I just wanna f*ck, just to be clear (buh buh)
I can't even act like I'm a victim
'Cause tbh I just do it to myself bruh
Do it-do it to myself bruh
Got this girl I talk to, she so bad and I want her
I-I can't even tell her 'cause I'm fucked up mentally
Imma still let her know that she pretty (huh)
Suddenly, in my dreams falling from afar
Then she said let me in, I wanna hold your heart
Apologies baby, I can not show you my scars
'Cause I'm scared of my scars
And everything in between
I been sippin' lean, promethazine
And I'm poppin' pills with it
Addy or the Ritalin
Percocet, I'm feelin' it
She want me to touch and feel on her
She want me to touch and feel on her







eternal purgatory prod ravenslost

i’m the only one dat make dat bass jump
he keep talking shit, u tryna say sum?
bitch i’m innat demon cat
i’m tryna race sum
i keep digging in ha back 
im tryna break sum

i got bad habits
they dont understand the way i dress 
its high fashion 
i dont ever pay dem ngas mind 
get not reaction 
they don’t think im going up 
just wait till i get traction
we’ll see who’s last laughing
we’ll see who’s really having
i’ll leave em in the past tense

ain’t heard from ngas in a long while
like what happened
i show dem my bank account like aw wow
now they clapping
they can’t ever tell a nigga calm down 
i got passion
my face melting like i did a tab of acid
if i got it on me yk imma blast it
ion want dis bih no more like u can have it
she got a bbl but ion want da plastic
u say my name in yo lil song 
it’s gon get tragic
dis arp on me n imma let u have it
i get to flexing on u ngas bitch i’m bragging
i let dis draco spit dat fye just like a dragon

(like a dragon)
(like a dragon)

money counter beeping 
hoe i love da sound
don’t live by da rules hoe
i live by the round 
if i fuck dis lil hoe once
den she gon tell da town
speakers at my show so loud
gon have to shut it down
hope i get reincarnated as a rockstar
i hope the industry don’t turn me 
to a pop star 
i just wanna rage 
i’m jumping on a cop car
ain’t at the top yet but 
im knowin that it’s not far

bass jump prod pk1mp se7en

Resonance/Twilightroamers  •UWSTR•
4LWT. Duality and beauty. 
https://x.com/XxexusKerosene?t=aHUGTIY9aV7Iq07PKUcPgA&s=09

deadmanwalking feat ilovemyvices prod. eccoscam

XexúsKerosene