[im] so fucking high
and most people think im insane
im just creating space for what its still to come
the space between my body and my mind
the space where i can just be
my natural state of allowing
deep into the silent nothingness
listening
where i just observe
this space where i can go deeper

thank you for listening

aegis

eunioa

safety

https://audius.co/linkedwinters/chroma-remix

paper skies & nasko - chroma (remix) [🥉]

I started writing this song in the spring of ’22. This time was spent listening to the music of Yuki Kaneko and Manuella Blackburn while immersing myself in the flowering local grasslands. I was struck by the delicate, secluded intimacy of Yuki’s album “rut”, the jaw-dropping detail of Manuella’s “Formes audibles”, and how this music accentuated the surrounding landscape. I tried to capture this feeling and the sense of renewal it inspired while honoring these wonderful artists.

https://alexanderpanos.com

art in collaboration with Zachary Schwadel
instagram.com/zschwadel/

includes a sample of the title track from "rut" (and/OAR, 2008) by Yuki Kaneko
instagram.com/yuki_kaneko_bd/
https://www.and-oar.org/moar_2.html
many thanks to Yuki for generously allowing its inclusion

aperture, for meadow

announcement: I'm working on an album :) 

Places id rather be
I'll die before I see
trying to find some peace 
stop staring let me be
my hands are getting warm
I can't stay here for long

likely to move on
hyperfixate on 
People pass, I'm through security
for once I'm feeling so much more to me

likely to move on
hyperfixate on 
People pass, I'm through security
for once I feel there's so much more to me

Its All About Me

https://fanlink.tv/ifyourewithme

originally made for FORM's 'All Nighter 9'


miocene memorial garden
@cash-official @acloudyskye @viznode @suji_scared @ejtheloser @shameless_wav @jhlofficixl @gethosyne

visuals by @gethosyne, @suji_scared @viznode & https://x.com/_exaflares


I hide the words again from myself
Knowing no one else is there, to tell
And always fighting, to understand you

And I get dizzy
Just staring out there
So if you're with me
Could you just give me a sign
Cause it's been ages and I
(I'm still alive)
Haven't really been fine

Wait
Feeling lost, can you say we're bound to fate?
Scared of losing everything along the way
I can't change
Chasing a ghost that won't show face
Pile up these dirty leaves
Pointless things ah yeah
Convenient that
There's things I have to tell you

And I get dizzy
Just staring out there
So if you're with me
Could you just give me a sign
Cause it's been ages and I
Haven't really been fine
You took all the time from me
Just passing me by
Show me some life

I keep us tied to each other
Your face in all the places I've been
Still stuck around all the corners
Staring out there

Hide your words
Obscure my face
An empty place
It doesn't even matter
I throw it all away
To escape your face
It fills me with dread
Cause it doesn't even matter

Tell me now
What if we couldn't take —
Call it out
Feeling of echoes
No one knows

listen to me
How did it go
when it fell
out of my reach
Reach out to me
Hopelessly waiting
Wandering out sight

Didn't waste my time
Watering all these dead flowers

Don't go chasing this
Don't go chasing this
Cause I wanted you to know
There's a fire outside your door
Engulfing everything

Just for now
Just for now
It wouldn't matter anymore
Until the dust settles clear

Just for now
Just for a moment

So fingers crossed
Left behind

IF YOU'RE WITH ME

bonus track i made for funzies

my remix of "as I hang up a picture" by dobi

time is finite (remix of dobi)

@viznode @viznode @viznode
@whyawe @whyawe @whyawe

This amazing music is originally from dobi & oyeme, who we really love. Please give them a love
https://soundcloud.com/dobimusic/peacetreaty
https://soundcloud.com/dobimusic
https://soundcloud.com/oyeme-thomas

cover art by @j896

this remix was made in 10 hours. I really love this song and decided to make remix this morning, I was live streaming on discord then Viznode came and made that amazing piano based soundcollage in the middle of the song. awe also did some super amazing stuff on the outro which he always does on his tracks. really happy to have made this remix together thank uuuu :)

peace treaty w/ Viznode & awe

untitled works from 2024

00:00 - sketch0 ID
01:00 - featuring @paxenimzi
01:15 - featuring @cash-official ID
02:17 - mortal blur ID
03:37 - sketch1 ID

~thank you for listening, as always

unreleased/unfinished

guitar improv

my second sample pack is here!

payhip.com/b/6ZFKg

try the free demo: payhip.com/b/Wg4aO

get both packs as a bundle for 25% off! : payhip.com/b/tc9Nd

this is a successor to my first one (sonos) and it has been FUN creating/perfecting it.

these are fresh sounds taken and arranged from long sound design sessions/mudpies and recorded foley. the pack also includes re-mangled audio files from my past projects.

this will be my last samplepack as i will be moving to Patreon soon, where i plan on putting out monthly samples, project/sound design breakdowns, and exclusive bonuses. get closer to my work! i hope to see everyone there! (as soon as i set everything up)

i hope you enjoy the sample pack showcase made by my very talented friends.

@jianmsic for the amazing cover art.

demos:
@dern0 @aquoferne @viznode @whyawe @dowfimusic @cash-official @jianmsic @jhlofficixl @gethosyne @proxdotbleep 

listen to @whyawe's demo here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NDccifsk_H4

as always, thank you so much for listening

genesis (samplepack showcase) vol. 2

11/09/24 - 28/03/25
2/11

Want2 is sorta about being queer and wanting to be straight, or normal, but just knowing that you can't. Maybe it relates to Wind with the theme of not really liking who you are but still accepting it. It's from the perspective of wanting to be with a woman, but knowing that no matter how hard you try it just wouldn't work out, and that kind of awkward aprehensive sort of tone comes from that.

I always wanted to make a garage pop song, and this was like my hundredth attempt haha. Anyway I was just sending some drafts in a groupchat to get some thoughts and Eva seemed to really take to the idea and asked to jump on it. I adore Eva and their work so it was a no brainer and she transformed the track overnight pretty much, completely rearranging it and pretty much laying out a whole song, it was wild. We went from there and eventually got it done!

you can find Eva and her work here!:
https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5u2g7SyRhKga7Cf8MUvKsM?si=9yhIDqs3SPaNixKBb3NSbQ
https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
https://instagram.com/evangelinestuff
https://evangeline.info/

[LYRICS]
(to want)

I want to want you, but I don't.
And I need to tell you, but I won't

And if I tell you what I want
would you take it down to heart?
If I tell you what I want?

'cuz I want
I want

'cuz I want to want you
And I know, you just wanna be alone sometimes, you just wanna be alone
but I don't wanna be alone (sometimes)
(sometimes)

But I don't wanna be alone
If I'm forward, backward, reverse it down alone
lah lah bah bah dah dah dah

I wish I never met you in the first place
I know, you wish you never met me in the first place
I don't know what I want, what I want

Want2 (w/Evangeline)

contains samples by: 
lorenzobergamin.bandcamp.com
@tristeverit

sorrow

STAB X Chirurgy X Bee99

Vocal : Bee99
Prod : Stabnee & Chirurgy
Mix / Master : Stabnee & Chirurgy
Cover by : https://www.instagram.com/_0celot_/

[O.S.U.M]
Dassler Sektion

Lyrics 🎙️
elle se sent plus elle lfait des fois sans états d’âmes 
jrentre dans la pièce just like tadam
moi jressens plus rien, jressens plus rien,
plus rien dans le crâne
ouh nah nah nah 

on a plus la santé 
jvais lfaire sans toi ….
x2

ils mprennent la tête bah ouais 
moi jm pas trop ça j’ai besoin d’air 
ils disaient jsuis un g mais enft c’était un fake
elle disait j’ai envie elle disait jvais le faire 
elle m’appelle bee je sais 
si t’y arrives pas réessaye…
bee99
new glasses jsuis frais 
elle met ses new glasses elle est fraîche 
jrentre dans lclub y’a déjà des pbs
j’étais sur ltoit moi j’écoutais béné

summer type shit c errrday 
j’crois elle est piquée
elle oublie plus mon birthday 
elle mfait tiquer j’lui ai dis jtm 
#bflex elle oublie plus cette tristesse…

on a plus la santé 
jvais lfaire sans toi ….
x2

ils mprennent la tête bah ouais 
moi jm pas trop ça j’ai besoin d’air 
ils disaient jsuis un g mais enft c’était un fake
elle disait j’ai envie elle disait jvais le faire 
elle m’appelle bee je sais 
si t’y arrives pas réessaye…

bee99 - city of god remix prod chirurgy & stabnee

i know a place

@1vain
18
hmu for mixing and if u wanna work !!

aegis

xfchiba

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