i don't mean to back away
i get too close n take my space
fuck i wish i would change
every time always the same
you can see it on my face 
the thought of joy scares me away
fuck em once i never stay 
fuck i wish i could change

its just apart of who i am 
getting drunk til 3 am
tried getting up but i cant stand
i'm spiraling out cant tell my friends
sent me a text left her on read 
i can't get out my bed 
itll happen again

I wish i knew whats wrong w me 
wide awake still i cant fall asleep
nightmares are all that i dream 
fight or flight I cant feel a thing

been a slow day 
and it wont go away 
happiness is comfort baby i cant afford that 
i can only blame myself for my misfortunes 
i got a lotta problems 
im tryna move towards that 

lost in this bottle in my sorrows
wake up the same thing tomorrow X2

i wish i knew whats wrong w me 
im breaking at the seams baby cant u see it
i hate that its all i will be 
but u will never be there

fight or flight (can't feel a thing) prod. cabber

I had to make a new SoundCloud once again

fight or flight (can't feel a thing) prod. cabber

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