happy 14th yall
produced by kayori
guitars by fonkyfake


LYRICS
girl you don't know,
girl you don't know my pain
so why you hold on
so why you hold on his name

dear heartbreaker, i cant see you later
im crying inside my room, like failure
you wonder what happened? i told you im lackin
fallin apart, yeah you could see it happen
dear my heart, can you see the dark?
im afraid to fall apart 
im afraid to waste my love
im afraid ill lose the ones i love


silent tears on my pillows they dance
slowly dancing, echoes of the past

just find someone, just find someone that helps
i cannot go on, i cannot go from this hell
just let me know, just let me know ill kill myself 
ill give my all oh, ill give my all my dear


dear heartbreaker, i cant see you later
im crying inside my room, like failure
you wonder what happened? i told you im lackin
fallin apart, yeah you could see it happen
dear my heart, can you see the dark?
im afraid to fall apart 
im afraid to waste my love
im afraid ill lose the ones i love

lose the ones i love, fuck

heartbreaker

MEWTWO feat. WalkingFar (prod. homeboyjakob)

Heart Broken as Usual........
King X. Cliffy
Cliffy Here Just so we clear 
The pain in my heart  wont show 
i need something to call me home 
these dark thoughts wont leave me alone 
no more crying my own cover blown 
i just need a place of my own 
someone to turn to 
someone to lean on 
why am i so depressed 
why do i run to these songs
lost souls just running me rampant
they cover me in prayer
no more attachments
just put down the phone 
leave me be ill be okay 
let it fade away fade away
Crying out looking over my shoulder
I know it hurts but i wont stop going 
1 man army like its always been 
lost souls being found again 
help me stop ease my mind 
something been bugging me 
but i wont leave you behind

No More Crying Fade Away Prod By Caps Ctrl

Lyrics:

you know, trust is a funny thing
paradoxical in nature, yet so undeniably real 
suddenly brittle as paper 
when once it was strong as steel 

so what, then, is trust?
- an agreement that I see the flaws in you, 
and you see the flaws in me,
and as imperfect creatures 
we will do no harm to each other willingly.

because who else but the closest of those among us 
know where the hurt buried deep inside us lies?
those cracks in the armor of your psyche
which only the most well-placed of arrows can find 

so when someone you trusted not to
puts that poison in your cup 
and you feel the floor falls out from under your feet,
you're stuck there tumbling in that void
between one life and the next 
reevaluating who you should be 

So from this day forth, I will look people in the face when I walk by 
and I will say what I feel with my entire chest
because I am done letting people use my emotions 
as a weapon to cut my flesh 

NO MORE

NOW I'LL LIGHT THE FIRE IN MY GUT 
I'LL PUT THE STEEL IN MY BONES 
BECAUSE NO ONE HAS MY FUCKING BACK ANYMORE
I'VE GOTTA  DO IT ON MY OWN 

FORGED IN THE FIRE OF ADVERSITY 
BAPTIZED AS THE RAIN FALLS DOWN 

I WILL EMERGE, ANEW 
I WILL EMERGE, ANEW 

because I guess a "friend" is just a word that you say: 
if you never back it up, well it never meant anything.

I can't decide what comes next 
but I know that I have to keep you at arm's length 
I wont let you break my trust again, 


𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘥𝘰𝘮 𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯.


I WASTED HALF MY LIFE 
THINKING THAT YOU WERE ON MY SIDE

I got caught in a rainstorm walking back to my car while thinking about how not to starve

💗💖IM SO EXCITED TO BE ABLE TO SHARE THIS SONG WITH YALL!! 💖💝Happy Valentines day to all my luv birds🤭💝 
This is my second single for my 3RD upcoming project "FRAPZSHOT". They say the 3rd times a charm AM I RIGHT!!

I love this song so much and I'm thankful for the producer🙌🏾 ( Prod.CRMDRM). 

Thankyou to the FRAPZNATION for keeping me together during these tough times. Thankyou for all the Petty Bunch Supporters too. Ily guys! I appreciate the love😙💗 Make sure to keep spreading the positivity!!! 

STAN ME (Prod. CRMDRM)

(Lyrics):
Sunset, in my eyes.. memories fading, been a while,
Sunset, in your eyes… trying to picture how you smile..
Baby.. its so true.. I feel real when I am with you..
Baby.. it is true.. without you I feel so blue..
Without you, I feel so blue, Without you, I feel so blue,
Baby it is true.. without you, I feel so blue,
Its night but I am running, keep running, keep running and fighting the shadows for you, 
Baby, I am running, I am running, I am running, keep running to fall in your arms,…
Oh dear I am running, keep running, keep running and fighting the shadows for you, 
Baby, I am running, I am running, I am running, keep running to fall in your arms,…
Life is, so hard – slippin through my fingers like sand.
Life is, fragile – like blossoms of our favorite plant..
Baby.. its so true.. I feel real when I am with you..
Baby.. it is true.. without you I feel so blue..
Oh dear I am running, keep running, keep running and fighting the shadows for you, 
Baby, I am running, I am running, I am running, keep running to fall in your arms,…
Oh dear I am running, keep running, keep running and fighting the shadows for you, 
Baby, I am running, I am running, I am running, keep running to fall in your arms,…


Lyrics & Vocals: Xhorize
Mix: Xhorize
Beat: TheRSX
Artwork: t1na (Deviantart)

running

Night Walkin / play this if u miss me .prod xenshel

lyrics //

its 1am and im thinking bout you 
baby please tell me what can i do 
no one wants to die
no one wants to try
everyone wants to see me fucking cry 
making it through cuz im taking these pills
head on the pillow and im lookin at stills
wondering why i tried to fight 
broken hearts baby lets go 1 more time 

2am tears are runnin through my eye 
please talk to me i am not fine 
i just want what we had
baby but i am glad
somethin a least make learn and im making it through
drinking the left over bottles 
only way to get me through im surviving on swallows 
musical therapy craving the sound of her voice but i know all i am is a choice 

3am rain hitting hard
heart is bleeding i been stabbed by a shard
chasing my girl but so far she is gone
kissing and hugging until it reach dawn
loving is hurting but hurtin aint loving
give me a little no please keep it coming
demonstrate to anticipate we must commemorate the love we had cuz it was not fake 

4am baby and its getting harder
dont know you sleeping or wearin a garter i
mustn't confess that i will not dress breathin a heavy beat running through my chest
hearing you laughing it reaching a spot
deeper and darker it means a lot
im sorry for all my lies those times
better off by yourself you feel more alive

5 in the morning im writing bout you
drawing a picture its something to do
write you a letter ink will go through
set up a date for us make us some food
suns coming up but my hearts sinking down
why am i treating you like such a clown
my anxiety is making me drown
open up to you and i am not proud 

it is now 6 and i am still here
baby your thought just wont disappear
am i in love or am i in fear
please say you love me just one time my dear
wanted to last and not leave it so fast
now i am here cutting like grass
nighttimes without you they're not the same
the shit i put you through i am in shame

night without you (prod. bradleyjv)

prod, mixed and mastered by me (no samples)

(lyrics)
I know
I know it's to late 
But I'll miss you always 
You'll keep on haunting me
And now 
I see you often 
Whenever I'm in 
Whenever I am lost in sleep
You find your way to me 
Things that you say to me 
Make me feel incomplete 
When I wake up


I still feel u here with me 
But you're no where near me 
And I'm no where near we 
And I 
I hope you're listening 
These memories whispering 
Always drowning out the present 
And I cant explain 
Every time the sky crys 
I tend to see ur face 
Hidden in-between the rain

It's so hard to keep track 
Of all the days that go by
It's 1 by 1 but
It feels more like month by month 
And Time goes on 
But u still wander my thoughts 
I guess u found a home
Nestled in my memory


I know
I know it's to late 
But I'll miss you always 
You'll keep on haunting me
And now 
I see you often 
Whenever I'm in 
Whenever I am lost in sleep
You find your way to me 
Things that you say to me 
Make me feel incomplete 

I been stuck In a rut 
For a couple of months
But I ain't giving up 
Gonna keep moving on 
With this head on my shoulders
And my feet in the sand
Kinda wish it was over 
Kinda craving the end
Don't know what I want 
Keep my distance 
Wonder why nobody listens 
On all these shooting stars
I been wishing 
That imma make it out on this mission 

You used to glisten 
In the moonlight 
Gotta be my favorite sight that
I'll never see again 
I'll miss you till the end 
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miss u till the end (prod. sad wake)

Lyrics & Vocals: Xhorize
Mix: Xhorize
Prod/ Beat: THERSX
Based on the English poem written by Jane Taylor, "The Star"
Artwork: Silver Dolphin Books

Lyrics:
Twinkle twinkle little star.
How I wonder what you are.
Up above the world so high.
Like a diamond in the sky.

Angels singing, devils cry, 
Take my hand back, don’t be shy, 
You and me, Café Del Mar, 
Show the way, just guide my star, 
Through the abyss, with a smile,
Fighting shadows, run a mile,
Fight the deep state, 2Pac style, 
Leaves are falling, love no crime.
Don’t forget me when I die, 
Kiss my grave, just one last time, 
In my dreams, your always mine, 
Im the sun who makes you shine. 


Twinkle twinkle little star.
How I wonder what you are.
Up above the world so high.
Like a diamond in the sky.

Why we are so far away,
Do you still hear what I say, 
Each night you will see me pray, 
That we spend my holiday.
Reality can be harsh, 
Leaving behind many scars. 
Can we runaway to Mars?
Can you return in my arms?
Until then Im dropping bars, 
This is no game, fuck the cards.
Please stay sweet and by my side, 
Forget your pride and send a like. 
Im the best, you know its true, 
Whatever happens, I love you, 
Hola belleza, te extraño.
Hola belleza, te amo.

Twinkle Twinkle

Amor so many nights

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