Name: who am i suppose to be when nothing else gets better by xiloh
Duration: 1 min 45 s
Description: prod me

[MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/BxLYEp4Ya1A]

prod.@xaev + @72crash + me

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you-

bruises on my body
dont ask me how i got it
brand new face i bought it
shout out to my doctor
bruises on my body 
please dont get me started
bruises on my body
i just wanna party

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?

plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING
plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty thing

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty th-

you just wanna be like me 
but you cant afford it
stop obsessing over me
but you know i love it
if you say i gotta leave
im like ok fuck it
PROMISE you wont follow me
if you blink you miss it

bitch im rolling in my bed
turn the music up
i just wanna smash my head
i just wanna jump

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
I DONT LOVE NO ONE
RIGHT NOW I JUST WANNA 
JUMP, JUMP

turn the bass up, why????
IM TOO SHY TO PARTY BUT ILL STAY UNTIL IM HIGH
i dont wanna talk i can talk between my eyes
right behind my forehead is where i form all my lies

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK

it's a beauty thing [DON'T YOU NOTICE ME]

hey dear, don't you think i embarrass you here?
cause i'm the reason people stare, and glare..

but you still want me here, after everything thats happened this year, but i still fear, that i'll lose you, oooh

and ever since i've been with you, i just wanna hold you near, hell we can start a family you hear?
and every fuck up i do, i still wonder why you-

still want me here, after everything thats happened this year, but i still fear, that i'll lose you, oooh
and i really don't want to, cause you're beautiful, and you rock it so casual (oh so casual)

is it fear?

grow

scrapped instrumental from late december 2024

- slight remix of gain & loss :>

and i

prod me and https://soundcloud.com/danaelco

three days from saturday
this is more than i can manage
i got blood inside my bandage
from all the times i tried so hard
bitch oh my god
i crashed my car
woke up so early to hit a rock
i did the right or so i thought
i thought i had this i did not
i’m so sorry that i disappointed you
i don’t mean to be a bother
know things hurt but i hurt too
and there’s no room for my shit
don’t care about that you care about this
and when i talk you want me to quit
say jack about smoke till i breathe in
i don't want to restart 
go somewhere else 
why they always gotta give me hell
i haven't even smoked in a month 
and now i gotta deal with this shit
how i'm supposed to deal with this shit
how i'm supposed to deal with your shit 
how i'm supposed to get the bands quick
girly suck it up like nesquik :P

breathe in

set list:

mario judah - i miss the rage flip
pink pantress + ice spice - boys a liar flip
lovely_liz + sadisfy + daywatch + phil - i love it (wip)
kmoe - gloves flip

idk how to make music 😔

Composition 001:

I drew my sword near.. and realized who I truly was.

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All music produced by roses at your tombstone (@cybrwitch)
Art credits fully go to https://x.com/aletiune, please support them

001 - Nobody Owes You Anything

sorry i've been away. i've felt like this ^^

https://www.instagram.com/p/DMJtnQUsYFL/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

who am i suppose to be when nothing else gets better

xiloh

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