[MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/BxLYEp4Ya1A]

prod.@xaev + @72crash + me

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you-

bruises on my body
dont ask me how i got it
brand new face i bought it
shout out to my doctor
bruises on my body 
please dont get me started
bruises on my body
i just wanna party

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?

plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING
plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty thing

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty th-

you just wanna be like me 
but you cant afford it
stop obsessing over me
but you know i love it
if you say i gotta leave
im like ok fuck it
PROMISE you wont follow me
if you blink you miss it

bitch im rolling in my bed
turn the music up
i just wanna smash my head
i just wanna jump

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
I DONT LOVE NO ONE
RIGHT NOW I JUST WANNA 
JUMP, JUMP

turn the bass up, why????
IM TOO SHY TO PARTY BUT ILL STAY UNTIL IM HIGH
i dont wanna talk i can talk between my eyes
right behind my forehead is where i form all my lies

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK

it's a beauty thing [DON'T YOU NOTICE ME]

𝒷ₐ𝒷ᵧ 𝓰ₒ 𝓌ᵢₗ𝒹 !

@daywxtch
@adridoesthings

a huge thank you to @schbwp, @another-autumn-479671184 and @dotgavn for addition sound design and background vox

this took 2 months to make
141 tracks

the color

grow

prod me and https://soundcloud.com/danaelco

three days from saturday
this is more than i can manage
i got blood inside my bandage
from all the times i tried so hard
bitch oh my god
i crashed my car
woke up so early to hit a rock
i did the right or so i thought
i thought i had this i did not
i’m so sorry that i disappointed you
i don’t mean to be a bother
know things hurt but i hurt too
and there’s no room for my shit
don’t care about that you care about this
and when i talk you want me to quit
say jack about smoke till i breathe in
i don't want to restart 
go somewhere else 
why they always gotta give me hell
i haven't even smoked in a month 
and now i gotta deal with this shit
how i'm supposed to deal with this shit
how i'm supposed to deal with your shit 
how i'm supposed to get the bands quick
girly suck it up like nesquik :P

breathe in

i thought i heard your voice again
i turned around, where are you at now?
the same illusion once again

but you were gone before i even spoke
leave me stuck, i’m still stuck in yesterday

i can’t hold on, you slip away
leave me stuck, i’m still stuck in yesterday

stuck in...Yesterday_3

all i shiiiittttt::

now, baby you're gone, and i don't feel like i belong
and i don't wanna watch you walk, but i feel it's all i got.

darling i watched you glow, didn't think that'd you go so low, oh no no...

now, baby you're gone, and i don't feel like i belong, and i don't wanna watch you walk, but i feel its all i got.

all i got

Composition 001:

I drew my sword near.. and realized who I truly was.

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All music produced by roses at your tombstone (@cybrwitch)
Art credits fully go to https://x.com/aletiune, please support them

001 - Nobody Owes You Anything

who am i suppose to be when nothing else gets better

“Scene Bait” is me owning up to the reckless obsession I had on the job. There was this cop I couldn’t get out of my head—I’d run calls just hoping she’d show up, even bent dispatches just to get on scene with her. It wasn’t love; it was pure adrenaline and lust filling the cracks burnout left behind. EMS messes with your head like that—you stop chasing calls for the patients and start chasing chaos just to feel something. This song is my confession”

Scene Bait - MØURN

Scanner crackles, and my heart skips twice
Mile marker ten — yeah, she’s working nights
Boots hit gravel and I’m outta my seat
It ain’t about the patient — it’s that smokey cop heat

Flirtin’ with death but I’m chasing a badge
Livin’ on lights and the next dispatch
Got mud on my boots and blood in my mouth
But I’d run code three just to catch that bout
She’s got that glare that decides your fate
Shades down low, got that courtroom face
I fake concern with a Bang in my hand
While she writes up a ticket like it’s part of the plan

This ain’t love, I’m just thirsty outta my mind
Playin’ EMS just to chase that shine
One more scene, one more try
Yeah, she’s the only siren that I can’t outrun in time

She’s got cuffs in chrome and a voice like smoke
Says “you’re late for our date” like an inside joke
I forgot the vitals, fumbled my bag
But I’m tracing the curves where her Kevlar grabs
Tryna stay calm but I can’t even think
Hands shaking bad while I steady the link
Patient’s codin’? It’s another stat
But she’s blowin’ bubbles — and I’m down with that

This ain’t love, I’m just thirsty outta my mind
Playin’ EMS just to chase that shine
One more scene, one more try
Yeah, she’s the only siren that I can’t outrun in time

RUN THE REDS — light me up
SLAM THE SIRENS — I’m not enough
Bag and tag me — she won’t look twice
But I’d crash this rig just to see her tonight

Dialed it in with a voice like pain
“Gunshot victim” off Sugarloaf Lane
Dude is fine — I made that shit up
Just to see her posted by the side of my truck

This ain’t love, I’m just thirsty outta my mind
Playin’ EMS just to chase that shine
One more scene, one more try
Yeah, she’s the only siren I can’t outrun in time
She’s the only siren that I can’t outrun in time

Lights in the mirror, pain in my chest
I ain’t chasing calls — I’m chasing what’s left

who am i suppose to be when nothing else gets better

xiloh