Bruh tbh i’ve been depressed lately and this song helps because i can realte so much

holy shit I'm from Australia, you randomly raided a friend of mine on twitch 7yrs ago and I heard this song, it randomly got stuck in my head the other month and I finally remembered your name haha oh my god.

What the hell
Am I doing here
Running in circles
Year after year
Wake up, same walls
Same streets, same fear
What the hell
Am I doing here

Day in, day out
Same thing, same thing
From morning to night
Repeat, repeat
Caught in the loop
No end in sight
Same thing, same thing
Repeat, repeat

Is this the dream I was told to chase
Or some illusion I can’t erase
I watch the clock, I fade away
I lose my soul in shades of gray

What if I stop, just breathe, just feel
What if this pain is how I heal
Maybe the answer’s been so near
Inside the silence, crystal clear

Day in, day out
Same thing, same thing
From morning to night
Repeat, repeat
But somewhere inside
A spark appears
Whispers softly
I’m waking here

What the hell
Am I doing here
Maybe finding
Myself
Right here

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WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE

The Graceful Clock is a collection of sad, ambient Christian songs about repentance, time running out, and the mercy God gives before judgment comes. Each track blends Scripture, sorrow, and hope, capturing the final moments before grace meets eternity.

Great White Throne

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►lyrics
hello my friends
i didnt know if i would see you again
'but i'm alright; i'm doing great!
just look at all the nice things that people are saying; proud be! 
mmm..
huh.

hello again
it's been a couple weeks, i'd say
but i'm so bad at keeping track of the-
~*~
tick tock tick 
tock tick tock
tick tock tick 
tock tick tock
tick tock tick 
tock tick tock

tick tock tick tock tick 

"im just joking!
but on a lighter note,
i *really* am better this time!
i *absolutely* swear it, this time!
i really can't believe how much i've changed;
i'm so far from that girl that was deranged!"

please dont talk about my sins to them,
or use me as a gossip trend
how could anyone understand how hard it is to swim with bands
around my hands?


i sink
and you stand there
staring at me with your eyes in disbelief?

but you dont see the devil in person;
at 5 in the morning
and you can't sleep because you're mourning yourself
because i forgot me on the shelf somewhere
invest in friends but no one really cares. 


~*~
tick tock tick 
tock tick tock
tick tock tick 
tock tick tock
tick tock tick 
tock tick tock


tick tock


TICK.

can you spot the lies?

I know you wanna be my baby
But I will never feel the same
I’ll drag you along and tell you
Maybe
Someday
Then I’ll proceed to play
The game
I’ll build your confidence up
Then break you down
I’ll have you worried
Whenever I’m not around
I’ll make you feel
Like nothing is ever stable
It’s far too bad
We don’t come with warning labels

Falling falling falling falling down
It feels like flying til’ you hit the ground
Falling falling falling falling down
It’s all a game
There’s no one to blame

You know how much I cared for you
You made me believe you felt the same
For me
You tell me not right now
Maybe later
You say you wanna set me free 
Like it’s a fucking favor
How could you do this to me
I changed who I was for you
I wasted my time
Giving up things I loved for you
Recover from this
I don’t think I’ll be able

It’s far too bad 
We don’t come with warning labels
Falling falling falling falling down
It feels like flying til’ you hit the ground
Falling falling falling falling down
It’s all a game
There’s no one to blame

Broken Hearts Don't Heal

Warning Labels

Anime Girls

Help!

Ty - Where’d You Go

the ghosts are watching

YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKy7Adn5EQxsWHeGKxxzPJg

Ghosts

what happened us?

YT: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2l1kxPdK0gw&feature=youtu.be
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyisfine/

what happened?

TyIsAngry - Porcelain Queen(Reupload)

Loss is hard to swallow. 
Fills you with regret,
And this empty hollowness...

So many things I don’t know if I could have even changed. 

But missing still... 
missing always...

Wherever you are, I hope you’re smiling. 
I’ll love you forever. 

I just wish I could have come with you.... 

Idk what to do with everything now. But I’ll always have a room in my heart for you if you ever somehow come back home again... 

“𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢... 𝐵𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑠𝑎𝑔𝑒... 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑆𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑎. 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑆𝑎𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐹𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑇𝑒𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑒... 𝐼 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒. 𝐵𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢... 𝑁𝑜... 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑜𝑛’𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒... 𝐵𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑐𝑎𝑛’𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑... 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐹𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑆𝑎𝑔𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝 𝑦𝑜𝑢...“


𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚋𝚎... 𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍...

can you spot the lies?

Xintani

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