benjifvr - puppet (dreamnote)

benjifvr - no basic (dreamnote)

sorry for how rough this sounds mf was cryin
yea there’s gotta be another way 
i don’t wanna feel this way 
and don’t ask me am i okay 
no you know i not okay
i’m so tired of feeling this way
i’m so tired of feeling this way

i was just searching for hugs and searching for love and there was no one there
probably just needed yo hand to hold and tell it’s okay that you right here
gave you the whole left side of me and left now it feel like there’s nothing there 
ok i did every right and you still left i swear that it’s so not fair 
swear that it’s so not fair 
swear that im so not here
no one call or text my phone so yea it rlly feel like no one here 
i’m in a room with people i love and yea it still feel like no one there
crying for help in every song im telling you nobody rlly been hearing 
maybe they rlly not caring
im just afraid that there’s no damn help
and that’s all i rlly been fearing
i been tryna get you off my mind but at night yo voice i be hearing
and yo face i can still see it clearly 
i know a way to get rid of this pain but i tell you they gon miss me dearly 

brought my spark back then you left now it’s no one to keep me lit
reading messages all over now honestly i feel so sick
can’t keep looking in that mirror ion even wanna be in my skin
hand covering my face i hear them voices coming in 
people would die to have my life but im praying to god that mine would end 

yea there’s gotta be another way 
i don’t wanna end my life
yea there’s gotta be another way 
i don’t wanna feel this way 
and don’t ask me am i okay 
no you know i not okay
i’m so tired of feeling this way
i’m so tired of feeling this way

yea make it seem like it’s all my fault and ian even try
they was all against me ian have no one by my side 
yauna tried i give her that it hurt when you almost cried 
and if i go i know you gon cry the worst when u see my eyes 
and all my insecurities they laughed at i cant lie 
took my confidence away they made me throw away my pride 
i was getting jealous of my friends because they live these happy lives yea im tired of living a lie
i was getting jealous of all my friends cuz they can put they feelings aside 
while i just sit here crying late at night let these feelings take over my life 
i rlly been putting up a fight
cryin for help dont think your alone ima be the first one there to cry with u
i care who you is just call my phone ima be right there by yo side
lean on me don’t no one deserve to be alone just lean on me lean on me
just lay yo burdens on top on my shoulder just put em with mine

062325 prod whogotwock

yo lil career ov 🙈✌🏾😴

eli - jimmy (db808)

Vocals Performed By Word2ko, Hashtagjah, Somaseph, 6evermir, Crysalis, Dani Kiyoko, JadenOv, Ksouljas, JayseaFr, Northxan
Other Vocals By Yan, Xionun
Mixed By Xionun
Mastered By Xionun
Beats Produced By Xionun, Kvmasoul, Fr4ud, Baredex, Shamgod! 
Album Cover By Xionun
Tracks--------------------------------
1. Word2Ko - WhatIf (Prod. Xionun)
2. HashtagJah - Mimosa (Prod. Xionun x KvmaSoul)
3. Somaseph - TakeASec (Prod. Xionun)
4. 6evermir - PutItInDrive (Prod. Xionun)
5. Word2Ko - WhatYouNeed (Prod. Xionun x Fr4ud)
6. Crysalis - Fancy (Prod. Xionun x Baredex)
7. Dani Kiyoko - IntoYou (Prod. Xionun)
8. JadenOv - GokuNVegeta (Prod. Xionun x Shamgod!)
8.5 Yan x Xionun - 45.7 YFM (Prod. Xionun x Kvmasoul)
9. KSouljas - MagicCity (Prod. Xionun)
10. JayseaFr - Rain (Prod. Xionun)
11. Northxan - ImTheBest (Prod. Xionun)

final notes----------------------------------------------
thank you for being here for all these years, as of these recent months i havent been feeling the best with this music stuff but i keep it pushing day by day, hour by hour, and its nice for people to show love even when you're lowkey at you're lowest, thank you to everyone who participated in this, and thank you for listening and here's a gift from me ❤❤❤

Insta Kill Radio Presents: Just Flip

Vocals Performed By 
Mixed By Xionun
Mastered By Xionun
Produced By Xionun
Instagram------------------------------------------------------------------------

@xionsreign
@crysalisis
@baredex

Soundcloud----------------------------------------------------------------------

@xionun
@crysalisis
@baredex-522947753

6. Crysalis - Fancy (Prod. Xionun x Baredex)

Vocals Performed By JadenOv
Mixed By Xionun
Mastered By Xionun
Produced By Xionun
Instagram------------------------------------------------------------------------

@xionsreign
@Ovworld_
@prodshamgod


Soundcloud----------------------------------------------------------------------

@xionun
@user-439668551
@shamgod0

8. JadenOv - GokuNVegeta (Prod. Xionun x Shamgod!)

Vocals Performed By 6evermir
Mixed By Xionun
Mastered By Xionun
Produced By Xionun
Instagram------------------------------------------------------------------------

@xionsreign
@6evermir

Soundcloud----------------------------------------------------------------------

@xionun
@6evermir

4. 6evermir - PutItInDrive (Prod. Xionun)

I SAID JUMP 
@xionun
@shamgod0

shoutout my cousin its his birthday