"sometimes i wish you were how i think of you inside my head" couldnt of said it better tbh :(

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: yungdreamer555
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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LYRICS

[chorus]
i got blood dripping down from my hands
i slaughtered the demons that were roaming my head
i killed em one by one and theres no going back
i dont feel bad for it tho, i feel no regret

they shouldve left me alone
years ago
they shouldve left me alone
thats what i told them when i was smashing their skulls

[verse]
i got blood on my hands
feel no regrets
im living life crazy
what happens next?

where do i go?
what do i do?
everyones been asking "what happened to you?"

i simply do not have answer
when i call, i have no one that answers
is this what it feels like to be all alone
lost in my head again, why is my life so dull

im searching for my purpose
why do i feel worthless

do they think that i deserve this?
whatd i do to deserve this?

[chorus]
i got blood dripping down from my hands
i slaughtered the demons that were roaming my head
i killed em one by one and theres no going back
i dont feel bad for it tho, i feel no regret

they shouldve left me alone
years ago
they shouldve left me alone
thats what i told them when i was smashing their skulls

Blood On My Hands [Prod. yungdreamer555]

Artist: lil XipZ
Producer: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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LYRICS

[Verse]
havent felt this in a long time
i been making progress n going alright

now its back to how it was before
staying up all night and falling asleep on the floor

im going back to my old habits
just gonna say now, im not proud of it at all

dont want you to worry when i relapse 
just dont mention the scars when you notice them

i promise ill be fine in the end
and if im not okay then ill be gone and thats alright

i just want the pain to finally end
im hoping it will just like the last time

i hate it when i go through these moods
but i like it when it helps me write these songs

i hope it helps people who relate while im here
cuz i dont know if ill make it to next year

that doesnt mean that i wanna die
just means id be fine if it happens

i just sit back and go on with life
bc rn, thats my only option

BackToMyOldHabits

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: Madisyn Nichols
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ x Madisyn Nichols
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Physs
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[Verse 1: lil XipZ]
i fucking hate when u dont talk 2 me
you never text me back so i throw away my true feelings
i know its all my fault this time, i couldve spent my time way better
i wasted a year of my life, when we could've spent that time together
spent a whole december alone in my room
sometimes i get in a mood and i dont know what to do
i been crying in my closet, im looking into the mirror
i was asleep on the floor every night last winter

[Verse 2: Madisyn Nichols]
i always hate when you dont talk to me
i always hate when you walk all over me
trynna find stuff to help me
but nothing really seems to be helping me cuz
im always in my room crying
had 5 mental breakdowns this week
i dont know why i overthink
youre never coming back, people come back to me 
let me know, you alome, and youre needed

HateWhenUDontTalk2Me *REMIX* (w/ Madisyn  Nichols)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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[Chorus]
i been feelin cold as the snow
layin in bed with the window open
wonder how far we'll go
will you ever tell me how youre feeling

[Verse]
sometimes i wish you were how i think of you inside my head
but then i remember that nobody could be that perfect
imagine you laying w me inside my bed
fuck that i hope i never see ur ass again

[Bridge]
woah so cold
woah so cold
woah so cold
woah so cold

[Chorus]
i been feelin cold as the snow
layin in bed with the window open
wonder how far we'll go
will you ever tell me how youre feeling

[Outro]
woah so cold
woah so cold
woah so cold
woah so cold

Cold As Snow

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: popularreject
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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[Intro: lil XipZ]
i dont think that ill ever love you more than when your here with me
your touch is just compensation for what you had done to me

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im burning roses on your grave cuz i dont wanna let you leave
im hoping that the smoke will keep your ghost down underneath my feet

your spirit flys away past me just like a dove inside the wind
you make the days that were not grey turn to be so dark and grim

[Bridge: lil XipZ]
but you always escape, and you always will
you tend haunt my mind, with an intent to kill
you were always fake, so i had known the drill
you used to numb me bad, lovin u was like a pill

[Verse: popularreject]
You make me anxious 
Angst is 
All I feel rn 
You got me freakin out
I just woke up from a dirt nap
Woke up to the flowers that you left me
And I burned them 
Woke up feelin empty 
Feelin empty and deserted 
I’m burnin roses on your grave 
To make you stay
And I’m seein ghosts 
That have your face 
It’s makes me break
I say fuck what they say 
When I’m not 
All okay

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im burning roses on your grave cuz i dont wanna let you leave
im hoping that the smoke will keep your ghost down underneath my feet

your spirit flys away past me just like a dove inside the wind
you make the days that were not grey turn to be so dark and grim

Burning Roses On Your Grave (w/ popularreject)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: @failure404
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ x epitomeoffailure
Master; lil XipZ
Cover Art: Physs
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LYRICS

[Chorus: XipZ]
got a lot of things on my mind that i think about
dont say that you have my back when ik u dont
cuz people been switchin up on me
everyone wants something out of me
but i dont have left much to give
so i got nothin now

[Verse: epitomeoffailure]
i’ve got nothing left to give
i’ve wasted my time holding my breath till the bitter end
why cant i just get over this 
playin tricks on my mind but i’m so sick of playing pretend 

so you should let met know next time you decide to go for my heart
so i can plan to fall apart in the dark
i should’ve known you had me in your sights from the start

leave me alone
i don’t need you
so far from home
and scarred 

[Chorus: XipZ]
got a lot of things on my mind that i think about
dont say that you have my back when ik u dont
cuz people been switchin up on me
everyone wants something out of me
but i dont have left much to give
so i got nothin now

Nothing Left To Give (w/ epitomeoffailure)

Main Artists: lil XipZ x Crizzy White x epitomeoffailure
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ x Crizzy White x epitomeoffailure
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: SCAR$
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[Verse 1: lil XipZ]
it feels like im wasting all my time
i just wanna waste my time with you

i just wanna spend my time getting high
i just wanna spend my time high with you

cuz we were on your rooftop
while your dad was pissed off 
at us for fucking in his room
looking at my time watch 
i said we should take a walk 
on the dark side of the moon 

its so cold outside
but with your hand on mine, im fine
i always miss you at night
but when I wake up, im alright

[Verse 2: Crizzy White]
Told her to hit up my line, 
Mixing this shit with my sprite, 
Babe you're afraid don't you bite, 
I'm doing the shit that I like. 
Hitting me up waste my time, 
And I like it. 
If I die with you, 
Then I'll die when I'm smiling. 
Vibing don't matter the timing I know. 
Slide in I don't got time for the hoes. 
She love that I'm nerdy, 
And flirty, 
I'm with it tho. 
Feeling like Seejay cause I keep a thirty, 
I'm adding a ten for the scope. 
Shit when I flex, 
You shake head, 
And you cringe but you're laughing though. 
You think I'm goofy, 
Live like a movie. 
I been maxed out, 
While I'm chasing the Ruby. 
Send me your boobies, 
Need me a nudie. 
I'll fuck you good with a camera, 
Like shoot me. 
Pop. 
Making my jaw drop. 
I'm coming quick, 
Like I'm short stop. 
Playing the field, 
Till my lungs drop. 
Running these bases, 
With you, 
I'm on top. 
Hitting a homer, 
Baby come over. 
I'm tryna fuck you, 
Cause I have a boner. 
Wasting my time, 
If I'm spending it sober, 
I'm craving you, 
With your head on my shoulder.

[Verse 3: epitomeoffailure]
looking through the glass all i can see
is your eyes shining with misery
trapped in a state of codependency 
you’ll soon see there’s nothing left of me
i’ve fallen off a cliff and my life is a disaster 
i know my life is shit so i’ll beg to die faster
i’ve never wanted to end it so bad
more than right now i’m so fucking sick of wearing a mask
personality detached 
from who i am… or who i once was
this pain just takes and that’s all it does
now, i’m left with no where to go 
and no one to call a home

xipz x Crizzy White x epitomeoffailure - Waste Our Time Together

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Physs
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i think that u hate me, hate me
n baby thats the issue
way too late to save this, save me
im tired of feeling misused

i be in a prison inside of my mind
black roses rotting im dead inside, girl
im tasting my blood but thats quite alright
licking the tip of the knife cuz im done girl

sorry baby i said i wouldnt do this
but i guess i been cutting again
sorry baby that im so fucking useless
but i needed to try and feel things again

cuz i been feeling numb
im tired as fuck
i cant seem to keep my eyes open
running out of luck
god this fucking sucks
i cant see why i continue to do this

YouHateMeAndThatsTheIssue

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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[Chorus]
she dressed in all black for my funeral, girl imma die real soon
yeah burry me with my switchblade, see the reaper behind you
yeah burry me with black roses
all my money so you dont blow it
hope you know youre dyin alone bitch
youre mine in the afterlife, i hope you know it

[Verse]
yea shawty be dyin a widow
ill be waiting for her in limbo
see my ghost in the back of the limo
blowin smoke out of the window
yea that bitch know that she mine
she trynna leave then she wastin her time
cuz she not leaving without any fights
then she'll get over it by fuckin me twice
not scared of death, i aint got no fear
so enjoy me while im here bitch
she asked why im not optimistic
bitch im just bein realistic
ill be the first to make it out of this town
even when nobody here beleived in me
eat my dick when i make it out
and ill ignore everything that they say to me

[Chorus]
she dressed in all black for my funeral, girl imma die real soon
yeah burry me with my switchblade, see the reaper behind you
yeah burry me with black roses
all my money so you dont blow it
hope you know youre dyin alone bitch
youre mine in the afterlife, i hope you know it

You'llBeMineInTheAfterlife

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Producers: kanashify x Nick Mira
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: teddyboi
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
i dont know what you see in me
eyes still low and i reek of weed
heart still cold from what she did to me
cant forget that shit, its still killing me

one look in her eyes n she'll turn you to stone
she'll take advantage of you, then leave you cold
she dont got snakes for hair instead its red like a rose
shes too good to be true, i guess that i shouldve known

[Verse]
shes a snake bitch like medusa
and i thought that i knew her
now i see right through her
see those true intentions

she dont love me
she just love what i got
i was spending money
just to please another thot
now you see me running
counting up the guap
running it up
before i start to rot
and i can sleep all day and ill still make cash
its not much now but its more still than them
they cant sell their voice, well i can
everytime you see my feature thats a payment

[Chorus]
i dont know what you see in me
eyes still low and i reek of weed
heart still cold from what she did to me
cant forget that shit, its still killing me

one look in her eyes n she'll turn you to stone
she'll take advantage of you, then leave you cold
she dont got snakes for hair instead its red like a rose
shes too good to be true, i guess that i shouldve known

Medusa [Prod. Kanashify x Nick Mira]

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