Thank you for making this for my birthday <33

blink your eyes and it's here

with @ejcarrmusic
executive produced by immortal

enjoy. <3

lyrics:

talk back
nothing short of me
fall back
the life i wanted needs
more than anything at all
something changing when im gone
i can’t tell if i’m just broken
or if all this has a cause
its all in the differential; sub-sequential results
change me like an oil spill in the gulf
my heart isn’t breakable but i know
the mood changes are taking half of the toll
that i pay when im driving past your home
the time frame isnt making sense, no i know
its all fake when i’m grinding down to the bone
i need faith but its hard to believe in ghosts

i tried to see it your way, cuz mine’s much worse
this pessimistic viewpoint just leaves me cursed
i won’t say never, cuz i won’t quit
but nothing ever changes till i’m all in

but when’s that come 
to stop the hurt 
i’m waiting for signs 
that’ll heal this curse 
it’s something that i’ve never seen before 
yet something i know i’ve been bracing for 
and i’ve got this feeling that 
i should just face the facts 
live in reality 
but we both know 
that wouldn’t be me 

i tried to see it your way, cuz mine’s much worse
this pessimistic viewpoint just leaves me cursed
i won’t say never, cuz i won’t quit
but nothing ever changes till i’m all in

i’ll never see it your way, you know it well
i tried to keep the peace here, now i’m in hell
and i can say never, i don’t give a shit
cuz nothing ever changes till im all in

spotify & apple!

heretic w/ evan carr [immortal x splashgvng]

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Artwork Made by Robstar & @devilboyxo
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Lyrics
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I know it don't look like much to you
But life 'boutta turn around
I would do anything to get you back
When's a better time than now
Just like you used to
Baby could you hold me down
I think we're on track
I think we can work this out

But I've been gone
I ain't talked to you in way too long
I was wrong
Gotta make it up but I don't know how so I call
I've been tryna make all this shit right
Really wish I had you by my side
'Stead I wonder everyday if you're alright
Why
When I had you in my hands did I let you slide
Now I'm tryna fall asleep in the middle of the night
But I weep every time I close my eyes since you've been gone
I promise I try
I've been feelin so alone all the damn time
And I don't think there's a way that I'll catch that vibe since you've been

Stuck in this melancholy
Like a zombie
If you'd really want me, then you'd call me
Probly
Or you'll think about anybody who is not me
'Cause you got me and then you dropped me

I'm gonna meet you soon, okay
I'm gonna aim high shoot for the moon
I don't give a fuck if we're in the middle of the day
I'm doin it my way
Telling me to give it up, nah
I'll bring you along and live it up, yah
I'm talking red carpets and big artists
And they all gonna know my name
Bops on the radio, I get my plays
I could be partying and I still get paid
Taking out the bottles to pop the champagne
I never knew victory came with this taste
Chin up like a buttercup, yah
See my life on the cinema, yah
I ain't tryna live modest, but I'll be honest
You're the one that keeps me sane

I know it don't look like much to you
But life 'boutta turn around
I'd do anything to get you back
Why not now
Just like you used to
You could hold me down
I know we're on track, yeah
We can work this out

But I've been gone
I ain't talked to you in way too long
I was wrong
Gotta make it up but I don't know how so I call
I've been tryna make all this shit right
Really wish I had you by my side
'Stead I wonder everyday if you're alright
Why
When I had you in my hands did I let you slide
Now I'm tryna fall asleep in the middle of the night
But I weep every time I close my eyes since you've been gone
I promise I try
I've been feelin so alone all the damn time
And I don't think there's a way that I'll catch that vibe since you've been

Gone

Gone [Prod. Cian]

[+ sogimura]

@killbreanna
goodbye, (goodbye)
to everything i know,
i can see you getting close,
and im feeling kinda cold,
its not that it got old
i just found my way back home
i cannot believe this shit
you been the nicest since i been hit

its my castle and you dont belong here
cause theres no consent here
try living in fear, dear
no one compares to you, just do whatever you wanna do
ouu-
skip rocks,
and get by,
say goodbye to the sunrise!

imma keep my mind in a paradise,
its FUCK those hoes, cause we ride or die!
FUCK everything that isnt making you happy,
if it isnt fuckin' worth it, then it wont happen!
dont ask me what im doin!
get out of my bizz, get off of my dick, yh..
walking around the issue..

@safeatlast
ts a tragedy
i really miss my family
theyve always been right there for me
when i was in my misery 

ill make my way to missouri
cuz everyones been missin me
i miss yall too
and i been real blue
without the ones that care for me

so let me go
real slowly
losin hopeful
memories
i still want to
end me
i wont see my
thirties

so let me go
real slowly
losin hopeful
memories 

@northshoremusic
Throw me in the headlights
And Wash away my goodbyes 

The toxins hold me back
Fill my brain to the brim 

Lace my brain with your pills
And lead me close to the edge 
And pull me over the hill and tumble into the abyss

@soulfadexo
I can feel the raindrops pouring
Down in the rainbow
I can see the pressure
Falling in the night sky
I can feel the storm
Crashing on the waves
I feel the needle point
At the tip of the iceburg
As you know, i’m a letdown
Always been a sundown
Now i really wanna drown
Just to hide away the frown

I just wanna die today
I just wanna die today

Castle w/ kill breanna, safeatlast, The North Shore & soulfade

produced: metlast x itamii
featuring: @breckenford & @user-642636378 (halfhearted)

no help, no sympathy w/ brecken & halfhearted (metlast x itamii)

ignored every sign

prod. pekarot

ive become a carbon copy of all of the things that i used to despise
maybe ill feel much better with some conversation and the touch of your skin tonight
jump my bones
bleed me dry
take it all from me i swear its fine
i dont know who i am without our hand’s intertwined 
and the picture i keep is a symbol of time
im way more fucked up than I realized 
shot myself in the foot, i ignored every sign
i pray to god we hit every red light 
cause when moments are fleeting, the now must suffice
maybe we can fall in love again for a night
forgive and forget, I dont care who was right
He might be remembered, but we’ll never die
search for salvation in all your goodbyes

Oh what a shame we became 
Such a fragile broken thing 
Wish we could’ve stayed the same
Oh the pain that it brings
When I think of all the ways that I could’ve seen it coming 
Would’ve fucked up anyways
Still dont know what im running from , so the songs are how I deal with what we’ve become
The glow in your eyes is as bright as the sun and it stays there even when push comes to shove
you mean more to me than you realize 
Girl you color my sky
why the fuck would i lie?
your face is a mainstay inside of my mind
read the texts back in your voice like every time
give me the chance to take you on a drive 
the way that you hold me makes everything fine 
moments so perfect at every red light
and i wish i could feel it at least one more time

red light (prod. pekarot)

2nd single <3

lyrics 

darling our love ain't the same
still getting fog in the brain
pissed off but can u still stay
i'm longing but walking away

she wanna sit on high hopes
lie on bad copes
soon ill fly home 
soon ill fly home 

pouring in slowly
rolling up sacks
to moving so quickly
how do we do that uh baby

i see all all the skies that we’d watch go by before we’d sleep
i cant help but keep these memories locked away

baby our love was the top
made sure we’d feel in the top
like baby you're hitting the spot
baby you're hitting the spot

just take my heart
it's not the same 

she don't wanna stop, like can you just drop it, no way
like, i wanna love you, i wanna fuck you yeah aye

she coming back, back to me
i'll keep it a stack, dragging me
like can you relax actually
just trying to figure out who i really wanna be uh

i wonder why you don't say i love you anymore directly to my face
i can't even let these words out no more, just pour the champagne

'coz i wanna love without help
wanna learn to love you by myself
i don't mind, i don't mind, i don't mind as long as i'm sane
i don't mind, i don't mind, i don't mind long as you're s-
i don't mind, i don't mind, i don't mind long as you're safe

love song, this a love song baby
love song, this a love song baby

pouring up champagne
rolling up fast
smoking a stack
making it last uh baby

i see all the stars but you
you
you 
are the one

homebound

homebound (jabarionthebeat)

Come Home (feat. Lilith)

all gone (prod.  !withoutu)

All Gone (prod.  !withoutu)

(prod. The Optimist)

lyrics:

Hook:
lost in love
say that there's more to us
i need to know because
i love you
i love you (x2)

Verse:
my heart is yours for taking
and you're forever saving me
your eyes there's no escaping
and they're simply spacing me

hold on just a little
ill give you my initials
and when your bones are weak and brittle
ill still want you just as much as then
as then
as then
as then
ill still want you just as much as then

Hook:
lost in love
say that there's more to us
i need to know because
i love you
i love you (x2)

Bridge:

Hook:
lost in love
say that there's more to us
i need to know because
i love you
i love you

Lost In Love

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

baby i was thinking last night what if this last forever
tell me do you feel the same way, cuz i want this to last forever
everyone says its the honeymoon phase but 
i really see you in my future
do you see me in your future? yeah do you see us in your future?

oh babe just stay with me
ill give you everything
if you just stay with me
we'll glow alright

oh babe just stay with me
ill give you everything
if you just stay with me
we'll glow alright

never had a love like this
where it all just feels perfect
one where we can be ourselves 
we got no judgement

n ill give my all to you
id give you everything
just want you to be yourself
n ill be me

baby i was thinking last night what if this last forever
tell me do you feel the same way, cuz i want this to last forever
everyone says its the honeymoon phase but 
i really see you in my future
do you see me in your future? yeah do you see us in your future?

oh babe just stay with me
ill give you everything
if you just stay with me
we'll glow alright

everything <3

I love and appreciate all of you out there whoever and wherever you are. It took me awhile to except life for what it is! U don’t gotta be foolish like I was u can escape this bull shit system.Recorded 3/2/24 Indianapolis Indiana somewhere up ina burbs. live in the NOW

everything <3

xipz

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