lyrics//

ill try my best to be the one
but everytime i just give up
got a finger on the trigger
you’ve been pointing the gun
i just think it’s bout time we quit on this love

cuz i try too hard to make you notice me
it’s not there
can’t force the chemistry 

burn me down 
till i’m just a memory
leave this town
bet nobody remembers me now

but i’m A okay
been on my own since 7th grade
for like 7 days
i been in my mind
and the pain retreats
till it reach my spine

does she love me does she love me not
dropping pedals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage
and i couodnt stop
cuz my hands wouodnt let me

but i hope she’s forgive me 
i don’t wanna talk bout the blood on my backseat
why they running at the mouth
it can never bring me down
they don’t know a thing abt me

mama i’m sorry for how iv been living
the pain in my brain makes
me feel like a villian, i know
i know that i’m cold
iv seen all ur seasons 
i been down this road before

still walking alone
eyes in my skull
full of plaster and bones
making a path 
it’ll lead me back home
i can’t see ur texts cuz the cracks on my phone
if i don’t reply will you leave me alone

19 years bout time that you grow up
waited all night just for anyone to show up
girl you never even showed up

does she love me does she love me not
dropping pedals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage
and i couodnt stop
cuz my hands wouodnt let me

but i hope she’s forgive me 
i don’t wanna cuz the blood on my backseat
get those words out your mouth
bringing me Down,
think i’ll head south

does she love me does she love me not?
dropping petals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage and i couodnt stop cuz my hands wouodnt let me
you’re just mad cuz iv played the part
way from the start
and you’re always decepting

i just try too hard to make you notice me
it’s not there
can’t force the chemistry 
burn me down till i’m just a memory leave this town bet nobody remembers me now

dropping petals in apartment parking lots

[lyrics]

i say why you wanna know?
girl why u moving slow
uh

i tried to change my ways
stuck up in cocaine
and everybody looking at me with a sad face
percy in my nose xanax in my coat
sipping lean pour a 4
yeah that's the way
mclaren drive
im moving 33
im sipping wokhart codeine
im a dirty kid
i dont care what the haters finna say
im just a junkie and i like it that way
okay

here we are crashed another car
fucked up popping beans
have u ever gone this hard
i dont think you have
i dont think you know
what it's like to live like kid fucking benzo

it ain't a good life, its just a sad life
im crying in my room
cutting wrists every night
im mixing up my sprite
till im alright
and that's never alright
fuck the past life

i'm so detestable
so neglectable 
my life is incomprehensible
at the festival i was high as fuck
drowning in the drugs
screaming fuck your love
here we go tryna find a way out
no way out, so i'm falling back down
i need some molly that's sassafras
i fucked it up and did another bag

i blow the bag out then i blow cologne
weed up all inside my coat
oxycontin in my nose
woah
im a rapper and a singer
shoot you with a chopper while im riding in the dinger
i'm such a lonely guy
getting high like all the time
so lost inside my mind
oh girl i need to decide

what do i do what do i say
i don't even fucking know where i am today
what do i do what do i say
i'm alone in my mind and there's no escape
burning in depression constantly
my mind is such a bad place to be
psychedelics can numb it all
want to escape eternally (woah)

woah woah oh
answer your voicemails girl i'm alone
please pick up your fucking phone
i don't know anymore
tried to call but no response
just tell me what do u want
please just put your faith in god
oh, put your faith in god

what do i do what do i say

Past Life (prod.cursedstorm)

s/o cl6udy <3
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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: cl6udy x splashgvng
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Intro]
shawty on my phone got me feelin like her main man
i dont wanna work unless you gonna send a payment
they were on my line sayin i would never make it
now im on stage, n bitch youre screamin out my lyrics

[Chorus]
shawty on my phone got me feelin like her main man
i dont wanna work unless you gonna send a payment
they were on my line sayin i would never make it
now im on stage, n bitch youre screamin out my lyrics

youre all so fake n thats fine
i expected it to happen this time
no hard feelings, its fine
cuz itll all work out for me this time

[verse 1]
shawty said its my world, i just gotta make it
i dont give a fuck bout anything except the payments
give me all the money, you can keep the fame shit
i dont want the paparazzi all up in my face bitch

they were all up on my dick n now they wanna bump me
i dont like the fake love, it comes off so corny
your bitch on my line n she trynna make me horny
i dont want the pics baby girl, just come n show me

i been on my grind with these slits on my wrist shawty
trynna get some diamonds where i was leakin n shit shawty
got the city on my back n they dont even see shawty
pullin off from the show in the tinted n lifted big body

[Chorus]
shawty on my phone got me feelin like her main man
i dont wanna work unless you gonna send a payment
they were on my line sayin i would never make it
now im on stage, n bitch youre screamin out my lyrics

youre all so fake n thats fine
i expected it to happen this time
no hard feelings, its fine
cuz itll all work out for me this time

n thats fine [Prod. cl6udy x splashgvng]

s/o cl6udy <3
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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: cl6udy x wh1tespace
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
ion wanna go but i kno im not wanted
if i go home i wont be where your heart is
i been on my own i bet you know how that shit be
this will all suck when you finally decide to leave me

i been thinkin bout shit n i know i fucked up
i think time to quit n fix all my fuck ups
i know you prolly wont but id like you to forgive me
you dont even have to just let me know your listening

[verse]
just let me know if you heard this
i can promise im not perfect

yeah but ill try to make it worth it
i could be the one girl
ill take you on my tours babe
yeah theres no one that id want more babe
tell me if youd want it
tell me that you want me

ill try to make up for lost time
times when you werent mine
times you werent by my side
thats why i need you tonight

[Chorus]
ion wanna go but i kno im not wanted
if i go home i wont be where your heart is
i been on my own i bet you know how that shit be
this will all suck when you finally decide to leave me

i been thinkin bout shit n i know i fucked up
i think time to quit n fix all my fuck ups
i know you prolly wont but id like you to forgive me
you dont even have to just let me know your listening

where your heart is <3 [Prod. cl6udy x wh1tespace]

subsiding (yunnygoldz)

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: shxdy808
Mixed by: xipz 
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
she was never there for me but i guess i couldnt see that
i been on my own for a bit so now i start to see it
i think she just wanted me, a body she could sleep with
i hate thinkin back on it but sometimes i just cant help it

[Verse]
whatd i do this all for
whyd i waste my time on you?
girl im feelin awful
whyd you have make me feel used

so im wakin up late just to hate myself
i dont need you i need someone else
you make me feel sick, make me feel unwell
need to move on but youre what i dwell on

youre stuck to me like a parasite
youre a disease and you take my life
make me feel just like im dead inside
but youre so pretty how could you be so vile

[Chorus]
she was never there for me but i guess i couldnt see that
i been on my own for a bit so now i start to see it
i think she just wanted me, a body she could sleep with
i hate thinkin back on it but sometimes i just cant help it

vile [Prod. shxdy808]

lyrics//

been stuck on my meds
been up in my head
been saying oh well
it is what it is
but i got no patience 
i got no time
cant get out of bed
cant get out my mind

i been so sick of them saying
it all will get better
cuz lately im breaking
i still got the sweater
you left me in vegas
i gave you that box of ur shit
to replace it

i wrote you that letter
i guess that you hated it
its been way too long for the year that i dated
if you get the time couod you dog ear the pages im
trying my hardest but trying dont won’t make it

remember the days 
ask how im doing im going to waste
ask me to smile i dont have the strength
to lift up the corners and lips on my face

embracing the past is a waste of my time
youre taking me back to a simplier life
and you know im sorry
i stepped outta line
forgot all the blessings infected with lies

the city dont feel the same
cuz you in another place
so why do beat me until i feel broken
i been down this road and i know that its hopeless
i know where its going
im going, gone


cant pick up these pieces im just a man
and you take it for weakness and who i am
im just a figjting a demon to find a plan
weight is heavy
but lucky to have some fans

i was in love with you but
prophesy wasent true
now
autumn reminds me of june
and heartache reminds me of you

the city dont feel the same
cuz you in another place
so why do beat me until i feel broken
i been down this road and i know that its hopeless
i know where its going
im going, gone

it didn’t take too long to get attached 
it was only your words and the way you laughed
but also the beauty that you had
i wish that you knew that you had that
lemme get back on track
one day i started to hold you too fast
and then you said
that you feel like you are trapped
well i guess that i gotta sit here and be sad
wake up make eggs in the pan,
holding on by one single strand
gotta get over it make me a plan
no more games
no game boy advanced
gotta get over it
i already said that but i really meant it
i still got your sweater on
i’ll put it to flame in ashes

ily thank u for listening

going going, gone w/ brecken

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Main Artist: xipz
Featured Artist: Crizzy White
Produced by: shxdy808
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Intro: xipz]
i been way too high n i feel like im nothing
ego death hittin too hard
not feelin like myself, baby i been frontin
wanna stab myself in the heart

[Chorus: xipz]
i was at the top n now im at the bottom
fuckin hate myself, i think thats the problem
ego death, callin my name, got no options
baby can you tell me you love me, help me stop this

[Bridge: xipz]
she leavin roses at my grave
reaper in my head sayin my name
rolled up this blunt just to take it to the face
boutta fall asleep seein ghosts in my dreams

[Verse: Crizzy]
Wish I knew myself but that's long gone, past tense
Ego death in my head, take my conscious 
This glass pour it up till I'm nauseas 
They dont see the skeletons in my closet 

Oh I tried my best did my best but it's not enough 
50 for a feature for a show it's a hunnid bucks
I just did this verse for the gang then we run it up
I can't waste my time on another fucking dirty slut
Xipz go and get the benz truck
Vanity. up next so we gotta stunt
Like Teddyboi imma switch it up
If he lying on my name we gon bag him up

[Chorus: xipz]
i was at the top n now im at the bottom
fuckin hate myself, i think thats the problem
ego death, callin my name, got no options
baby can you tell me you love me, help me stop this

ego death (w/ Crizzy White) [Prod. shxdy808]

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: shxdy808
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
fast car, yeah, whip it like im hoonigan
shawty in the backseat beggin for this dick again
blacked out whip, smoke blowin out the window
pull up to the show, gettin love from the scene hoes

back of the club in the VIP section
couple loose screws, i got a fucked up head space
slipknot shawty to my right, glow in club lights
fishnets on her with a band tee that fits tight

[Verse]
fuck her so good, boutta wake up all the neighbors
baby im a vamp, i love it when your fangs hurt
sacrifice my love, bring out all the demons
she call me up again, said i got her feining

sink her fangs in my neck
baby break a sweat
grinding on my dick
im kissin on breasts

blood drip on my chest
ripped her fishnets
dungeon of the castle
boutta make a mess

but ion talk, n u dont wanna know me
u should take my word, knowing me is shitty
im an asshole, ill prolly fuck you over
i wasnt always like this, im looking for closure

[Chorus]
fast car, yeah, whip it like im hoonigan
shawty in the backseat beggin for this dick again
blacked out whip, smoke blowin out the window
pull up to the show, gettin love from the scene hoes

back of the club in the VIP section
couple loose screws, i got a fucked up head space
slipknot shawty to my right, glow in club lights
fishnets on her with a band tee that fits tight


scene hoes [Prod. shxdy808]

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: shxdy808
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
take my life in the night, let me die right 
dont disturb me, im at peace, so its alright
know she been worried bout me, i cant think about that right now

she asked me why im sad, i said baby ion really know
something in my brain keeps me feeling like im all alone
tried to kill myself a couple times but you already know
wish i had guts to put a bullet through my fucking skull

[Verse]
wish i didnt feel like this
wish i didnt feel like shit

wake up in the morning, i dont even wanna fucking breathe
feelin like im sick i dont really wanna eat a thing
i feel like a dick i hurt everyone surrounding me
they say im depressed but i think its just how i be

cuz i could be fine, its all fine for about a week
nothing going wrong in my life, nothing worrying
next week im done n it all switches up on me
i hate everyone n they dont wanna talk to me 

so can you

[Chorus]
take my life in the night, let me die right 
dont disturb me, im at peace, so its alright
know she been worried bout me, i cant think about that right now

she asked me why im sad, i said baby ion really know
something in my brain keeps me feeling like im all alone
tried to kill myself a couple times but you already know
wish i had guts to put a bullet through my fucking skull

guts [Prod. shxdy808]

save me from myself 
we could 
break free from this burning hell

All these useless discussions 
just change 
there’s no point in wanting 
it’ll never be the same 
and i start question what love is 
so here i will lay 
and this is where i will stay

scared of what’s on the other side of you 
and you didn’t seem to care (no not at all)
tell me my suspicion is true (our backs against the wall)
you left me being bleeding right there 


i have nothing to lose (x3)
not anymore

save me from myself (prod clvr)

@vanity444

Selfish, it dont matter.

$25 features

guts [Prod. shxdy808]

xipz

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