prod by melon @melonsly <333

i think its wise
to let it go unsaid
theres words that dont sit right
dont know if id regret em
but youve been so unkind 
were signs i just misread em
these feelings tucked inside 
only show through if i let em

why do i
feel so replaceable 
wonder why
thought i could wait for anyone
this might come back to bite me
if u listen at all
at every step know youl fight me
wont get far at all

u dont understand
i cant talk to u
say it all in ur absense
if i wrote a letter id find it in half 
i thought it'd be better when i got attached
u dont understand
i cant talk to u
say it all in ur absense
if i wrote a letter id find it in half 
i thought it'd be better when i got attached

i think its wise
to let it go unsaid
theres words that dont sit right
dont know if id regret em
but youve been so unkind 
were signs i just misread em
these feelings tucked inside 
only show through if i let em

unkind

if i could just erase it all, you know i would
give anything to go back to who i was before
and i cant help but feel like i'm misunderstood
nobody knows what it's like to be me

and i'm sorry darling
i don't know who i am
so how could i be what you need me to be?
my friends wrote me off cause
i'm just a lost cause
and i'll never fix the things broken in me

broken
for a long time
if i have you
then i'm alright
feel i've known you, maybe in a past life
you helped finally make me feel like i'm alive

but what if i cant,
i can't be who
who i need to,
maybe i should leave you
just to save you
but i need you
is it selfish for me just to keep you?

lost cause [wisssery]

high rise views (w/ r0ts)

let me remind you that its been this way forever
as long as I remember i been stone cold

stone cold to the touch but i feel like im really warm inside
its not the summer nights thats gettin me
if im really being honest to myself
it mainly happens when im tryna to go to sleep
i get the cold sweats when im trying to digest whats in store
yea i do not like this ca cant get excited Not anymore
dont get enough ultra violet
cuz i like to chill in my room w the shade
some opportunities try them
but i dont get up before its too late
anxiety always the topic
all of my songs nowadays 
but i cant help the thoughts that i perceive 
i wanna get back where i was
its not something that ill complete
but ill keep on wheelin this bus
until it can drive on the street

heat flash no sheets on my mattress
im sweaty obnoxious cant focus
anxiety ocean
yea im feelin broken
but
i gotta mention let me just switch the perspective real quick 
so many blessings compare it to people with nowhere live

look where you exist
If you were in their shoes you would be pissed
go take a piss
 if you can’t accept that youre more than well off
its better than you though
its better than it is
seems so dumb to ball your fist

anxiety ocean (nate2timez x yunnygoldz)

i hear cracks from the mirrors inside
glitter n light in front of my eyes
with it coming too close into sight
scared of what might be coming alive
i left notes about taking my life
and the scenes that unfold in my mind
give me reasons for why i should hide
now that i’ve seen their hollow disguise

my sudden demise
they’d cope
but i can’t lie
they’d know
that i had died with hope
lost

i feel my heart turn cold
pick up a moss clad stone
sneaking along cold floors
now

then i see it
turn of the corner
i hear heavy breathing
running for cover
the terror is seething
at this point there’s no god to believe in

oxygen low, bone dry
sucking out all my life
clenching my fists, ready to fight
checking again if i’m dead or alive

the daylight vanished before i could catch it (dash)

prod. ryan kelly + nihil2free

lyrics

i cant feel safe with u in my head
i slammed it back to kill off my dread
i pick skin right off of his flesh
its always toughest right by the chest
the creaking house foreshadows his death
he thinks he can but be will not rest
he wakes up relieved in his bed
to find hes missing limbs with wounds fresh

it gets better when u wake up
cover it all up with makeup
honest i don’t think ill see ya
anytime soon my mind is made up

spent 3 days in this old wood cabin
u dont seem to get it when i tell u i am past it
i see like 30 something shadows here on average
and none of them are mine they belong to the captain

i had shown so much
and u had known so much
i can call your bluff
but it wont same me from this hunt

i cant feel safe with u in my head
i slammed it back to kill off my dread
i pick skin right off of his flesh
its always toughest right by the chest
the creaking house foreshadows his death
he thinks he can but be will not rest
he wakes up relieved in his bed
to find hes missing limbs with wounds fresh

sleepcycle (p. ryankelly + nihil2free)

[he4vy] 

 i didnt think that this would happen 
never thought id feel this small
living like a broken shell could you imagine
living like youve never lived at all
and the vices giving me all the distraction 
but it doesnt really help my cause 
swear to god that it feels like im doin back bends
know theyre waiting just to see me fall

pick yourself up off the pavement 
i can tell youre always anxious
if youd give it all youve got kid
i can tell youll be famous
i dont think that i can take this
giving face when faceless
never gonna feel alive
im burnt out like a flamed wick

they dont like the way im living lately 
i know its not healthy 
you say you hate the way im so addicted
god damnit fucking help me
always doing the most
never been one to cope
know its only gets worse
ill pay my dues to a rope
bite my tongue til i choke 
im scared of being alone
can you all just let me go

[halfhearted]

live the same day, again and again
got me looking for the meaning
i keep turning on my only friends
but i hope they know i need them
tried to break a habit but its too late
now i wake up in the morning with these cold shakes 
take a shot to help me ease the migraine 
take a trip and finally leave my hkme staye

never coming back
told u id be better
no need to be sad
no need for the letter 
i was scared that youre broke in two
thats why i never reach out too

hate the way im living
its true
and i know that it drives u crazy
when im stuck inaide my room
in shock
when i think abt you
no other soul that id rather run to
so have space if that what you need
but come back to me x2

let me go ft. halfhearted (king theta)

lyrics

know you think you’re special and important, uh, yeah
but you’re not blowing gas inside this foreign, uh, yeah
i’m half asleep, god, you’re fucking boring, uh, yeah
just getting pockets filled with cheese while yawning
i’ve got the birks, and they see me
handing out bags like it’s vv
changing up ways, yeah, i’m feeling like yeezy
uh, “mum, i’m on tv.”
i’ve got the boys, yeah, it’s rounds on me
you don’t want beef, who is you fucking with?
cause i’m on the street, we’re on the street
i’m blowing gas, whipping this shit while you’re throwing your ass
when it’s this top shelf, i’m not doing math
but i’ll double down that
you show me love, and i love when you laugh
yeah, i’m a pleaser, a cookie to pass
living it lavish, uh, i’m here to please
baby, i get it, i got what you need
i’ma just slide to your crib in beat
come here, lil baby, my flow is on peak
come here now, cookies in stream
i know i get messy when i’m in the paint
stars so bright, it’s like i’m serving cocaine
sorry, that’s novocaine
other one told me to pick me up, no, i can’t
cause this one right next to me, she wants the ring
but still, i got to think
about who do you think you is while i do my thing
but right now, i am free
i got the key
me and maxy, everyone else inside baltic sea
cooking up sound waves and cooking up dreams
know you think you’re special and important, uh, yeah
but you’re not blowing gas inside this foreign, uh, yeah
i’m half asleep, god, you’re fucking boring, uh, yeah
just getting pockets filled with cheese while yawning
i’ve got the birks, and they see me
handing out bags like it’s vv
changing up ways, yeah, i’m feeling like yeezy
uh, “mum, i’m on tv.”
i’ve got the boys, yeah, it’s rounds on me
you don’t want beef, who is you fucking with?
cause i’m on the street, we’re on the street (i'm on the street

on me

on me (coffeelover)

who are you who are you who are you aye 
I know ur in a mood but I wont do what u say
they really think I switched up but I just got new ways
ur so rude ur so rude, in a new maze

god im so fucking bored I might go try shoegaze 
who are you who are you who are you aye 
theres no need to get fucked up cuz its jus Tuesday
make a move make a move make a move aye 

I think I should push em back cuz lately they aint showing love
if ts shit get bloody just promise me that you wont fuck this up
I might have a heart attack, this shit be freezing up my lungs 
smoking on exotic gas I swear 2 god this shit is strong

I wont ever stop this shit until this shit go sideways 
why u talkin all that shit I got a migraine
im really tired imma kick it back at my place
im losing wires and im suffering the time waste	

told u im just weak as fuck I wake up got a runny nose
I got some people they staring at me from across the road
I wont really stay w them cuz im feeling like a ghost
imma make it out this town
catch me going coast 2 coast

who are you who are you who are you aye 
I know ur in a mood but I wont do what u say
they really think I switched up but I just got new ways
ur so rude ur so rude, in a new maze

I think I should push em back cuz lately they aint showing love
if ts shit get bloody just promise me that you wont fuck this up
I might have a heart attack, this shit be freezing up my lungs 
smoking on exotic gas I swear 2 god this shit is strong

who are you who are you who are you aye 
I know ur in a mood but I wont do what u say
they really think I switched up but I just got new ways
ur so rude ur so rude, in a new maze

who r u [tiresss]

lyrics 

are you with me?
you’re wearing those dark eyes, i think it’s moving swiftly
we both share this dark vibe, we’re not making 50
i carry this weight, i can tell that it is sinking
when you’re not on my side, i start to lose my forward thinking
maybe through these dark times, you could try to save me?
or you could watch me drown with those sentiments that made me
i’m not one to judge, i put pressure on me daily
i would do the same for a soul that isn’t pain-free
i can’t read minds, but i see what you’re creating
you’re digging up this hole for my body and just waiting
you know me too well, it’s not you who i’ll be hating
but you’re acquainted with the horns in the ways that you be paying
oh, please, no more lies
i feel like there’s another soul lingering in those eyes
if so, then no ties
you could let me loose instead of losing my mind
i’m hand-tied, not a human sacrifice
i’ve done plenty wrong, but this much past my plight
i hear cries, but not within the signs
is this really all of my doing this time?
are you with me?
you’re wearing those dark eyes, i think it’s moving swiftly
we both share this dark vibe, we’re not making 50
i carry this weight, i can tell that it is sinking
when you’re not on my side, i start to lose my forward thinking
maybe through these dark times, you could try to save me?
or you could watch me drown with those sentiments that made me
i’m not one to judge, i put pressure on me daily
i would do the same for a soul that isn’t pain-free

50 (shxdy808)

movie sample : bull durham (i recommend)

lyrics
i think itd be better if i stopped breathing 
how u take your time will ot stop the bleeding
oh i tried to recognize and it just left me healing
ur face appears in dreams n i cant handle what im seeing

oh i let it slip out my grasp
i take another sip from the flask
maybe if im drunk ill relax
maybe when im dead this will pass

i cannot forget u
i shouldnt have met u
im giving myself room
but that wasnt for you
it happens like time and time again
when this is over can we be friends

how can i rationalize
the shit that goes on in ur mind
i thought i saw but it turns out im blind
give it some time
ill be fed to the mice

high rise views (w/ r0ts)

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