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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: @sadtxnshi x @slaughter-tone-records
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ x sadtxnshi x IBleedIcare
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
its so hard to watch the sun set without u
snowing on a December afternoon 
its so hard to move on but i have to
cuz i kinda wanna die on my own

i get reminded of you everywhere i look
you stole my heart, yea u took it like a crook
i see your ghost in the woods by the brook
you slid and took my soul just like a rook

[Verse 1: sadtxnshi]
i do the same drugs
that i did back then
i keep on losing friends
im still a failure
falling down again
i want my life to end
i need a helping hand

drowning in my sorrow
hope i wont wake up tomorrow
watch my body losing color 
i’ll be gone before the summer
i’ll be gone before the summer 
i’m so sorry for my mother
when i’m gone tell her i love her

fuck, it’s so hard to stay alive with all this pain
dont try to save me, baby it’s too late

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
its so hard to watch the sun set without u
snowing on a December afternoon 
its so hard to move on but i have to
cuz i kinda wanna die on my own

i get reminded of you everywhere i look
you stole my heart, yea u took it like a crook
i see your ghost in the woods by the brook
you slid and took my soul just like a rook

[Verse 2: IBleedIcare]
Babe, let me cry again
Let me feel the pain
Oh Babe, let me cry again
Let me feel your pain

Oh babe
I don't wanna die under sunlight
Wish we could go back under the moonlight

Babe, Tell me goodbye
when I wish you a good night
Tell me goodbye
I need one more lie

Can we be okay ?
I waste another day
Babe, You're on my mind wish I could be okay


December (w/ sadtxnshi x IBleedIcare)

home sitter w/ilyjaimie (aureola)

<3 ft. @stevenawelch

LYRICS:
Afterburn at night
Fireflies take flight
Lighting up the sky
In the shape of a heart for you and I

Slowburn, lowflame
Ignite, butane
Run back, constraint
Feel the heat come take a taste
Fireflies light up the sky
In a heart formation
I cant believe whats in my eyes
I need no hesitation
No debate into my conscious
Think too much i might get nauseous
Wash away, all my sins, and what i did wrong
I love you here i love you now, so lets not prolong
My feelings are here to last in my fragile heart

Walk too far when in my shell
Anxious stutter cant you tell
Free myself when i ring that bell
Til then ill reside in my own hell 

V3nn:
Reside in my own hell, sometimes I can’t tell if I am well 
Baby please give me some time to excel 
I just really want your love why can’t you just tell 
I just wanna get away from here, 
blow pack everyday, while the haters stare 
And I can never do this shit on my own 
That’s why I need you I can’t be all alone 
I remember all the long nights crying on the phone 
When laughed in my face, am I a fucking joke ? 
Smoke so much weed my lungs hurt, I might choke 
And I got a Dutch so you know that bitch slow burn

Fireflies ft. v3nn [prod. yunny goldz]

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[verse 1]
ouuu i want you to let go
allow me out of your hold
let me fuck up on my own
need time to learn and grow

[chorus]
i need be my own person
everything needs to be a lesson
i cant be protected by you
i need to learn to be on my own

[Verse 2]
i just need some space 
please just get away
i dont wanna talk
unless youre talkin bout the cake

i been workin hard 
i been workin everyday
puttin in the hours 
then get home n work on wavs

puttin in the hours then get home n work on wavs
yeah im workin on the wavs

girl i need some space
please give me so space

[chorus]
i need be my own person
everything needs to be a lesson
i cant be protected by you
i need to learn to be on my own

i want you to let go

decay w/ yungcray & Lxgn

sotrue (prod. branwen x gaxillic)

epic song ft vails @alex-thomas-fox
prod by the legendary @whos-that-clown

LYRICS
Keep myself close i've been feening for some trouble
Built myself back up from the broken bricks and rubble
Call me back soon ive been seeing triple double
Ghostly thoughts r haunting me til i begin to struggle

Back to the top, but im not far from the bottom
Fall back ill stop, if shit dont drop, that opp dead i fought em
Spit that gunsling cap, cap gun shoot his skull til his brain go splat
One more fall and i aint come back, 
survived it once and i'm lucky for that
Built back up, but im starting to crack
 this whole frame damn is rotten
Ive fallen, and i need you here. Pitch black darkness consumes my thoughts and these demons feed on fear.

Vails:
I fall so easily, baby why dont you catch me now
Im under influence, take a pill for dominance
Now i just horrible, dont think im compatible
Hide my feeling in a bottle

Im on gas going full throttle
I see red, guess i'm dead
Seen my cards but fold instead
Undercover in my bed, think its time i lost my head now
Im a mess must confess all my demons now

back 2 the top ft. Vails [prod. the sound clown]

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[intro]
If I die before I wake up
Baby, you could take whatever you want, yeah
You could have everything
Baby, you're my everything

[chorus]
feel like smrtdeath, i would give u everything
i could be the umbrella when its pouring
i wanna show u what a real love feel like
cuz u deserve it but i know its been a long time

[verse 1]
i would give you anything you ever wanted 
smoke you out, we can talk with the martians
i seen pretty girls but none of them are like u
come with me baby, ill show u that i need u

[bridge]
like i said, you could be my raven
lil demon shawty, ill give u my heart as a payment
yeah i wanna take you like a pain med

[chorus]
feel like smrtdeath, i would give u everything
i could be the umbrella when its pouring
i wanna show u what a real love feel like
cuz u deserve it but i know its been a long time

[verse 2]
do you trust me? i dont think you trust me
i can promise you i wont do you dirty

do you want me? baby do you want me?
yeah i know what you said but can you show me

i would give u everything

this sucks i miss you (prod. neverforever)

i cant breathe every thought of you feels stifled
pressure in my chest, heartbeat aiming like a rifle
talking like you care, but your love its just recycled
you want me on my knees just to call that being mindful

i might dog out, imma hit you with a one two
packet loss ego yeah your signal never comes through
never mind fuck you
i dont even love you
fake love, fake noise, nothing that relates to

you were thunder in my ribcage, now its quiet in my chest
yeah i stitched up every memory that had cut me when you left
wont chase the ghost you are, yeah i gave you all my best
now i walk this world without you and i walk with no regrets
(yeah, now i walk with no regrets)

i cant breathe every thought of you feels stifled
pressure in my chest, heartbeat aiming like a rifle
talking like you care, but your love its just recycled
you want me on my knees just to call that being mindful

you left some marks on me i never show to anyone
the warmth once gave to me it turns to shadows when you run
yeah it hurts to know you quit the story before it even spun

--

i might dog out, imma hit you with a one two
packet loss ego yeah your signal never comes through
never mind fuck you
i dont even love you
fake love, fake noise, nothing that relates to

you were thunder in my ribcage, now its quiet in my chest
yeah i stitched up every memory that had cut me when you left
wont chase the ghost you are, yeah i gave you all my best
now i walk this world without you and i walk with no regrets

stifled
every thought of you feels stifled
stifled
i cant breathe, every thought of you feels stifled
stifled
stifled
stifled

stifled // prod. runawway + 1luor

prod. pyctur // 

if you wanna ride all night
where i’m going 
i said we could die ion know
any moment 
and if we stay alive all right 
i could roll it
i said i’ve been rolling 
i could write a song for you 
if you want a poem still 
i pour up still 
and throw up pills
some people who know me say that’s over
kill 
but i would rather die than to keep you on my mind i think it’s over 
still 

drive all night no idea where i’m going it’s a lonely armageddon that i fight 
light my way with the burning of the bridges in the night 
who i cry to 
no one 
it’s a demon in my sight 
front line fully auto ima hold it down alright 
i love her soul so i burn alongside her 
if i don’t there’s no more reason for a life

if you wanna ride all night 
where i’m going 
i said we could die ion know
any moment 
and if we stay alive all right 
i could roll it
i said i’ve been rolling 
i could write a song for you 
if you want a poem still 
 i pour up still 
and throw up pills
some people who know me say that’s over
kill 
but i would rather die than to keep you on my mind i think that’s it’s over 
still

i would give u everything

xipz

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