dont even realize. 🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾

✨✨owell✨✨

🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🐾✨🔮🤐😖🙏🏃🗝️🪄👽🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

AS THE COLD WIND BLOWS!

❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

Check out my homie: https://soundcloud.com/mefumetto

Lyrics:

Rivilin:


watch the jaws of hell open up for me
falling further down I see the shadows speak
gashes on the side of my cheek I feel the poetry
of all the words you couldn’t say and now the hatred breathes

the bruise marks on my face get darker though
you don’t wanna understand how I sunk this low
medicated on SSRIs just to cope
try to think of memories of you i didn’t loath

i guess the hesitation in your eyes show you don’t care
im grasping onto desperation pulling out my hair
i guess it shows the reasons why you never wanted me
ill hang this noose when you say you want something i cant be

take take from below the ghosts they’re after me
crawling at the scars on my neck im freaking out you see
panic attacks rest deep inside the anger dwells beneath
the red it blinds my vision and im groveling on my knees

--
Ｍｅｆｕｍｅｔｔｏ:

And I got stuck on your lies
It's getting hard to breathe
And I know that I want you but your not what I need
And all of it collapses on my shoulders, I feel weak - I feel weak
Hold my hand when I fall to dust - when I fall to dust
And I'm closing my eyes and letting me go
I only feel like I'm being alone in the end
So let me just fall, let me just die
I lost so much so I don't even mind

FireBloom FT: Ｍｅｆｕｍｅｔｔｏ

BAD NEWS

u cannot tell me 
different at all
im livin a cycle
i js wanna ball
i dnt wanna fall 
so im tryna crawl
away
☆
been standin still
thats js how them bitches livin
yeh
blacked out
fucked up
in a cold kitchen
yeh
im tryna whip a cayman one day, so
i can give back to my family, hoe
cus they aint deserve that shit
all my family are fake as shit
im gonna be that bitch
im gonna be the shit
even more so
☆
yeh yeh
even more so
hows it feels to have pills in ur torso?
really bad.
when im out of my room doin tours n shit
i rly need my god damn milli back
im use to havin snakes in my friends list
if they hold me close 
imma hold em closer
godspeed
i dont want that to be likely
but if a bitch try me one more time 
they gon have to fuckin fight me
☆
im growing up
unlike u 
ur throwing up
gang signs 
n throwin bands
even tho they fake as hell
u just doing this for the clout
no one even likes u 
but ill shut my mouth
ur a sore to be around
i dont love u.
☆
been standin still
thats js how them bitches livin
yeh
blacked out
fucked up
in a cold kitchen
yeh
im tryna whip a cayman one day, so
i can give back to my family, hoe
cus they aint deserve that shit
all my family are fake as shit
im gonna be that bitch
im gonna be the shit
even more so.
☆

sampled comfort chain by instupendo
this song is entirely non profit on Spotify and soundcloud 

thank you

im trying everything possible.

produced by sleepwater
piano by melon musik

wait for me in my next life
i swear that ill be fine
got three new chains on my neck fye
tell me im divine
got a deer trapped in the headlights
in a road full of pine
its coming near, following through me
i dont really mind if i die
through the window my neck and spine
i watched my body die
on the ground theres blood on the floor
never leave my side
tendants broken to the core
pendants my neck when im sore
penance she let her mourn
permanance purgatory
in doors

It's october, branches casting 
dont let go were everlasting
antidote w car fumes rising
way too close my hairs nearly frying
check his pulse a boy here is dying  
dont convulse a tear, see him trying
release from every joy now im crying
convinced u not to steer, into the dying

chemicals in my heart i feel so gloomy
with you youll tear me apart
im scared youd lose me

me
her

mourn

FaceDown (feat. LG Pope)

w @heylog
produced by sleepwater and leftquiet

lyrics:
ive been to heaven hell and she wanted it
she wanna ham my neck till im on it
switching positions i feel like im in night time
i don't feel the sun no more i dont like sunshine
quicker my heart declines
more that i find myself
shut my windows and blinds
more that i hate myself
i dislike everything
but dislike you the most
my lifes full of sin
cos i dont know where to go

stood outside im seeing flies
im outside you know my time
wait for this im on a climb
fuck my psyche its pain until i die
gaining more likes am i doing something right
its gone up in spikes have i gone up in my life
maybe you should listen to me once in a while
surely you would be different if you werent in denial
EVERY THOUGHT SHES EVER HAD STARTS TO FUCKING PILE
OH I WISH I NEVER HAD SHES FUCKING VILE
depression getting really bad you can crack a smile
you can barely leave your bed stop acting like a child
how did you get rid of your sweat did you run it off
do something w ur life and make it worthwile

heylog:
she's so psychotic, i knew when i saw
speaking so toxic ur just like ur mom
everything i do she gets really pissed
so why does it feel like it's always my fault
god ur chaotic, quit starting a fight
i ain't one to argue, it's a waste of time
she purposely trying to spark up a flame
and now all of this is getting out of line
oh baby
ur so cold
ur making this easy
give more
oh baby
we're off course
she said she want more she said she want more
innocence
don't exist
she'll find ways to get your head
she's offended again
exaggerate things i say
oh my dear
you're in fear
block it out with a few beers
everyone she's ever cursed is in a pile
everyone she's ever hurt calls her vile
and everyone she's done the worst gets away
am i the only one who's learned from her pain
now the whole place burnt down
and i can see it in her eyes she's happy
i hope you know u look like a clown
cus only you would act a little trashy

𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘺 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨

pile w/heylog

Video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrCjyEReOms

http://Venice.lnk.to/PlukoMINDDD

A C H

MINDDD [w/ Reo Cragun]

Leah Culver - October is out now on all platforms: https://monster.cat/october
Get new music weekly - subscribe to Monstercat Instinct: https://monster.cat/instinct

Follow Monstercat for new music content, news, merch, and more: https://ffm.bio/monstercat
Join the conversation on Discord: https://discord.com/invite/monstercat

▼ Follow Leah Culver
Instagram: https://instagram.com/leahculvermusic
Twitter: https://twitter.com/leahculvermusic
Facebook: https://facebook.com/leahculvermusic
YouTube: https://youtube.com/leahculvermusic
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0KEExJc1NKwmzJxQHbbkts
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/leah-culver/613852694
TikTok: https://tiktok.com/leahculvermusic
---
Monstercat is one of electronic music's most influential independent record labels. With six releases a week across its Uncaged, Instinct, and Silk brands, we've topped radio and streaming charts worldwide, offering a diverse range of genres across bass, dance, pop, house, chill, electronic, and more. Backed by passionate employees, driven artists, and the dedication of fans worldwide, Monstercat proves that independent labels have the ability to reshape and reimagine the music industry landscape.
---
✏️ Lyrics
If you’re chasing you’re wasting your time
I might get better but don’t hold the line 
October hold my breath until it passes over 
my hearts beating but it’s getting colder
can somebody tell me when it’s over October

Lately I can see your shadows on the wall 
Faintly I’m fractured but I’m standing tall
they want me to give it I can’t give it all
lately if you love me I’m your wrecking ball
If our love died then why am I 
the one on the casket mouthing I’m fine

October hold my breath until it passes over 
my hearts beating but it’s getting colder
can somebody tell me when it’s over October

Lately I can see your shadows on the wall 
Faintly I’m fractured but I’m standing tall
they want me to give it I can’t give it all
lately if you love me I’m your wrecking ball

#instinct #leahculver #pop #monstercat

October

🎧 Stream / Download

Leah Culver - October

Around Me

Download/Stream

SMITHEREENS

NIGHT RIDER

What's New

PARANOIA (with FEVER 333 & Point North)

PARANOIA (with FEVER 333 & Point North) (Remix) [feat. Jason Aalon Butler]

STREAM "AMSTERDAM"
https://linktr.ee/chrisrain

SPOTIFY

AMSTERDAM (Prod. outofplace)

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

You know my life’s a mess 
I wanna feel your chest 
Come give me one last breath girl 
Keep going til the end 
Remember what I said? 
Do you, do you? 

Find me alone 
Writing songs on my own 
I won’t pick up the phone tonight 
You wanna find my love again 
I don’t know where it went 
But I know it will never fade 

I love the look on your cute face 
When I’m sorry and you hate 
Me for being such a fool 
Still love me until the end girl 
I can’t live here in my head 
It takes control when I’m in bed 
Take my heart and soul instead 
Still love you until the end girl 

Baby I just wanna be enough 
Cause my heart it beats for you, and it will never stop 
I can’t help you baby I’m in a rush 
Insomnia sucks 
ya 

Find me alone 
You know I cannot pick my phone up tonight 
You wanna, wanna find my love again 
Still writing all my songs on my own, alone 
(x2)

alone

dnd (2020)

Love Myself (feat. Lxst Boy) (prod. cxrter)

MOODS ft. Snøw

dead in the water (w/ Elijah Kyle)

20 W 53rd St Penthouse 48 49

I'm Sorry Feat. Asa S

Me and my brothers just TRAPPED IN THE TRAP GOTTA GET OUT IT🗣️💯🐐🦍

Out It ft Jxve & PCG Dol

Seventh song on the album.
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: KID Tye x emptychest
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ, KID Tye, emptychest
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]

tears falling down my face onto my white tee
tell your girl to stop hitting me up she not my wifey
told that bitch i dont give a fuck if they like me
cuz i dont like me, yeah i dont like me

cutting off some friends i dont need them no more
bro was just a hypocrite, his careers gon be short
faking shit to fit in cuz the real him is a bore
mommys money aint gon cut it, the fall offs gon be sore

[Verse 1: KID Tye]
its all i ever really wanted, its fine
line after line, i feel the blood breaking down my spine
always crying say you need me tonight yeah
so if you need me ill be here on a line yeah
xannax in my bedroom, so faded i cant move
sniff cocaine off  a lil white bitch when im riding in that coupe
i pull that switchblade, slit my wrist, triple 6 im a misfit bitch, blacked out whips, wit my clique, scrolling while she suck my dick
im just way too high
i might just take my life
girl come hop in this ride
im dying, ill say im fine
i cant take this anymore
i might fall to the floor
me n xipz cut off friends, we dont need them no more

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
tears falling down my face onto my white tee
tell your girl to stop hitting me up she not my wifey
told that bitch i dont give a fuck if they like me
cuz i dont like me, yeah i dont like me

cutting off some friends i dont need them no more
bro was just a hypocrite, his careers gon be short
faking shit to fit in cuz the real him is a bore
mommys money aint gon cut it, the fall offs gon be sore

[Verse 2: emptychest]
im suppose to use this as a vice
but im just fucking up my life
this shouldnt be rough
this shouldnt be tough, no
(falling out of bounds)
(falling out of sound)
nothings makin sense 
most people a bitch
i fucked up my life just so i could say i did
dont ask me why im stressing
im tryna learn my lesson
my lesson is learning im not really special
im not as big as i was
(and i wonder why)
ive never cared as much as i do right now
id love to say im living off this shit but im not
i havent blown up yet
so why am i not dead?

IDGAF (w/ KID Tye x emptychest)

Almost 2yrs ago a regular freestyle went viral. I finally just took the time to make a full song.  EP: "Now Or Never" along with Rawtown Sosa Dropping in March of 2021!!

The Real Definition Of Fake

prod. @quiteevil <3
mixed/mastered by me 

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all

all i feel is raw and emotion
all i feel is raw and an emotion

mmm you wanna mmm
i wanna mmm start drowning mmm
on fire mmm start drowning learn to swim
on fire fuck em all i raised myself and they
they think i dont know i'll never learn 
got used to it now it never hurts
im used to it so it never hurts
down where i bled down on the carpet living in a trench

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all

all i feel is raw and emotion
all i feel is raw and an emotion

🖤

they think i dont know i'll never learn 
got used to it now it never hurts
im used to it so it never hurts
down where i bled down on the carpet living in a trench

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all