rn [branwen]

mix & master @ztope

lyrics

this aint for th soundbites
this for reminscing 
like looking back at those times
like yeah, that kid had summin missing 
but as soon as u dont hear from me im buried im not kidding 
so thres no looking back no fucking point in all this sitting

still got a bone to pick with living 
guess i jus gotta live with it 
muscle memory got me acting like i give a shit
give a mindless nod staring blank, this so limitless
u jus wan attention, its all fake im so sick of this
this place so ridiculous

or better yet absurd
someone get me a one way ticket to anywhere out this world
i been playing words, hoping ill be heard
it cant really remove how likely my death is to occur 

maybe if this car crashes /// things will be better
burning untill freight ashes, ill see u in th life after
maybe if i jus start laughing, ill eventually mean it
i control th wires attatching
bae u best believe it

they think its forced, with what im seeing 
this was my own choice, the will of my own being
staring at a point, and now i can foresee it 
at least that i believe, so who cares if im right
im putting time in to my feelings

or what is left
feel a komodo how they cut my fucking head
coz im still here, im in flesh
its wearing out..my chest 

is dissolving up a whole 
i couldnt tell u if i bled
a story thats been told 
so im no different in the end
we all end up the same dead
so let me take a seat right and get a little rest
lying on a head stone either way its my new bed

u think this a gift its a curse
its a tragedy
slow burn till im dust im imagining
u think th worst thing possible 
the next moment its happening 
these our final hours, theres no point no n even mæsking it

0uR F1n4L H0uR5 (killedmyself)

unknxwn. - Ash

unknxwn. - ash. (prod. Flamingo Bill)

been having a rough time so i made this, hope u enjoy <3
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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

sayin that she miss me, baby i aint comin home
sleepin in my car, trynna hide from the cold
left my home town, i left everyone that i knew
hope they understand it was what i had to do

oooooohhhhh
what i had to doooooooooo
its what i had to do

am i livin a lie, or am i livin a dream
do i love my life, well thats what it seems
i hate myself, thats the reality
hurtin everyone, everyone is a casualty 

stuck in my chaos, im playing the victim
told so many lies i dont what the truth is
im not a good person, im not a good human
hate my fucking mind, why not just shoot it?

hope she doesnt hate me for leaving her all alone
i been on my own so i know how it feels
maybe in another universe weve done well
but im not a profit so who really knows

baby i love you but i dont think im good for anyone that ive ever met
i go thru a mania for a week n when i snap out of it i look at the mess i made

maybe in another universe (i dont have to look at the mess ive made)

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[intro]
u dont really wanna feel this way
u dont really wanna feel this way
u dont really wanna feel this way
u dont really wanna feel

[chorus]
baby i been on some shit n you dont like that
you just wanna talk but i dont ever call back
told you im an ass but u didnt seem to mind it
guess you like the asshole type n the dirtbags

you deserve so much better hope you know that
i need put more work in before i fall flat
too busy gettin faded in the all black
cant finish up a fucking song for my life yuh

[verse]
made like 20 demos this week
but havent finished up a single thing
maybe im too stressed, needa breathe
or maybe i just tweak the mix 

i just wanna be one of the greats
but im prolly gonna fall on my face
hate on everything that ive made
but people keep running up my plays

stressed out, shawty hit my line
she say she be over here in five
baby wanna fuck me thru the night
just wanted a distraction from my life

baby im so over with the drugs
been coughing up shit from my lungs
think its time i need a real love
not just another one night fuck

[chorus]
baby i been on some shit n you dont like that
you just wanna talk but i dont ever call back
told you im an ass but u didnt seem to mind it
guess you like the asshole type n the dirtbags

you deserve so much better hope you know that
i need put more work in before i fall flat
too busy gettin faded in the all black
cant finish up a fucking song for my life yuh

[outro]
i can only make a song when im in a bad mood
guess thats what i really love all about u


dirtbag

Nonprofit, shoutout white shinobi 

Lyrics:
Girl it’s on video 
Where were you going?
Where were you going?
Baby you owe me 
Girl it’s on video 
Where were you going?
Where were you going ?
Girl you control me 

I’ll say yes to the pills in the morning 
I’ll say no to the girl that adores me 
Why can’t I feel anything important?
I just can’t accord it 
Everything is boring 

Everything is boring 
Till it’s lost or forgotten 
This hell that I’m held in
In my chest I have a lot held in 
Prisoner of Helgen 
Passionate like I’m Mackned 
Eager yet for the heaven

Helgen (prod.white shinobi)

You’re just another problem in my head
Laying half across my bed 
Whilst I’m trying to forget the truth 
wish I could erase all this mess 
clean up everything that’s said 
But there isn’t much else that I could do 

So why won’t u leave?
I’m already struggling 
Why can’t u see?
Did that man leave you blind?
Was it the ecstasy 
Or can’t u remeber ? Ur just sitting with me
Like nothing ever happend, 

don’t lie and say u missed me 
cus I know those words don’t a mean a thing 
U promised to kiss me
But you’re lips have met anothers since 

I promised to love you  no matter the day 
But the promise I kept is just fading away cus 
These memories grey, and my body will fray from the moment u cheat made another man’s day
But now where does this leave us, cus u can’t remeber, but he was my friend and he told me you’d slither 
Right into his covers and fucked on him crazy, he told me the truth, tho he was a bit hazy 
He said he was sorry and hope we forget it 
But I made it known that u both will regret it
She thinks that I’m stupid and clueless, and have no idea of the shit that went on

I promise I’m hurting, much pain is inserting, this vengeance inside is residing its boiling
 But when I get you back, and I swerve from the tracks, then I hope u can feel how I have all along

You’re just another problem in my head
Laying half across my bed 
Whilst I’m trying to forget the truth 
wish I could erase all this mess 
clean up everything that’s said 
But there isn’t much else that I could do 

You’re just another problem in my head
Laying half across my bed 
Whilst I’m trying to forget the truth 
wish I could erase all this mess 
clean up everything that’s said 
But there isn’t much else that I could do

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1. nothinghappend.

Bonus Track :)
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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: shxdy808
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[chorus]
you can take my heart n cut it into peices
dont matter how much it hurts ill still be feinding
feinding for your love, its what i be needing
you dont even care if im dead or if im breathing 

stuck wit you like i got stockholmed
n i love your icy heart cuz it reminds me of home
id prolly fuck with you more if you broke my bones
if that girl do me dirt put that girl in a song

[verse]
shorty give me brain like lobotomy
leavin marks on my neck, im her property
lovin how she looks up on top of me
when i look in her eyes i see the galaxy

she came in my life n i think that i need it
talkin to her it was what i been needing
layin with her in my room in the evening
dyin with you, i dont think ill be leaving

[chorus]
you can take my heart n cut it into peices
dont matter how much it hurts ill still be feinding
feinding for your love, its what i be needing
you dont even care if im dead or if im breathing

stuck wit you like i got stockholmed
n i love your icy heart cuz it reminds me of home
id prolly fuck with you more if you broke my bones
if that girl do me dirt put that girl in a song

Fein4u [Prod. shxdy808]

Shout out SEVENTY for the insane feature on this. Bro smashed it!

Oh My God feat. SEVENTY (prod. NextLane)

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Main Artist: xipz
Featured Artists: Crizzy White x teddyboi
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz x Crizzy White x teddyboi
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Verse 1: xipz]
i dont wanna feel this pain but im used to it
i dont wanna feel this way but im used to it
all i do is numb the pain cuz im used to it
everybody change on me but im used to it 

i dont wanna feel the way that i used to
i dont wanna be the way i used to be
i just want to feel like somebody cares for me
i dont wanna be a ghost inside the breeze 

[Verse 2: Crizzy White]
Old friends 
New friends same shit 
I'm always used to the same old vacance
Scent of loneliness my fragrance 
Drink a whole 40 ounce bumping Brakence 
I been used to that shit like HorseHead
And I'm numb to that feeling like he said 
Only feel alive when her legs spread 
Scratching on my back till I bleed red 
I make a lot of friends
But the friends end up enemies 
Running in a circle 
On an on I feel it ending me
Itching on my legs and my head 
Feeling centipedes
But they ain't even there it's just a phantom feeling finish me
I'm feeling like a tend to be 
A little ruder than I meant 
Losing sentiment
Needing symmetry
A little bit of balance in the palace of my brain 
But the reign of regression 
Won't let me be the man you need 

[Verse 3: teddyboi]
no u dont feel the same
i can see it all in your face
baby i been used to this
soon imma get up out your way 

momma told me that i gotta make choices, the choice that i make is to intoxicate my brain
only way sometimes i feel safe, swear to god
i been trynna get away from that, i swear 

babe ill be honest the things on my mind 
are just way too hard to bare

sometimes it feels like no ones there
baby i need you 

[outro: xipz] 

baby i need you
need you
ooh
need you
need you
need you
need you