songs i feature in :)

s/o epitomeoffailure and emptychest :))

lyrics
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crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

oh-oh~ 
raining, it's cold
no~
breaking my bones
midnight, in love with the moonlight
fuck a star sign, shawty looking too bright
(oh, oh
oh no, oh no)

epitome:
oh no i think that my heart stopped
when you walked through the door
making my jaw drop to the floor
and when you left that night
i could barely put a fight
with my fucking self
always going through another hell
all alone
on my own
running to a place i can barley call a home
but that’s not new
had my life in hands of someone that i thought i knew
and i had no clue
that i was being used by you
the entire time
but your plans fell through
and in the end i got what’s mine

empty: 
did you really ever get that far?
blacked out in the back of my car, and i love this shit.
i wouldn't trade it for anything,
except maybe living ;/ 
no!!</3
yeah yeah,
this gon be the last time that you ever talk to me, so
i dont have no regrets, no.
yeah yeah yeah,
i know every day counts, and thats why i count em
yeah yeah yeah,
its a pain to wait, its a day away..
and i need something else
and i need a little bit of help
and when your body gives out
don't be sad, no more..
i would never do that to you..
to you.. :(
i love him, but i love me more.
can you stay, tonight?
blame it on me if you have to, just know-
i dont mind.
flying pieces, colliding with you.

shizu:
crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

snow w/ epitomeoffailure & kill breanna (2001)

𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘪𝘱 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭-𝘦𝘯𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘪𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵. 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘴 𝘷𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘪𝘵𝘺, 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘮𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵, 𝘢𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥. 

𝘕𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘯𝘰𝘸.

 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘢 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 - 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘦, 𝘪𝘧 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵.

twenty eight degrees

cutdeep & epitomeoffailure - i didn't deserve this (caps ctrl)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: Madisyn Nichols
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ x Madisyn Nichols
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Physs
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LYRICS:
[Verse 1: lil XipZ]
i fucking hate when u dont talk 2 me
you never text me back so i throw away my true feelings
i know its all my fault this time, i couldve spent my time way better
i wasted a year of my life, when we could've spent that time together
spent a whole december alone in my room
sometimes i get in a mood and i dont know what to do
i been crying in my closet, im looking into the mirror
i was asleep on the floor every night last winter

[Verse 2: Madisyn Nichols]
i always hate when you dont talk to me
i always hate when you walk all over me
trynna find stuff to help me
but nothing really seems to be helping me cuz
im always in my room crying
had 5 mental breakdowns this week
i dont know why i overthink
youre never coming back, people come back to me 
let me know, you alome, and youre needed

HateWhenUDontTalk2Me *REMIX* (w/ Madisyn  Nichols)

[+ trabbey]
@dannyadventure

(TNS)
I think it’s time for you to leave me on the ground 
Tearing out my soul just to find a way back home

Running outta time I ain’t worried about that 
God only knows I’ll be comin right back 
I only know the way back home to you 

(Danny)
Girl I wanna take you home tonight
Don’t you leave me on the ground like every time
You don’t need to keep messing with my head
That's why you got no friends
Shawty be wack
Why you gotta do me like that
Going out sad
OVO I’m falling back
On the ground every time you call me out
Girl you got me stressed up and you had me let down
Cold down here
It’s not safe nowhere
You are all my fears
Don’t break me dear

(TNS)
Tear out my eyes 
I know you’ve got something to hide 
Your not right inside 

You can’t keep on living like that 
Games are fun until he don’t hit you right back 

Losing all the people that you love on your life 
That’s so fucking wack 

Catch all the people falling onto the ground 
Tearing down the ceiling 
pull the paint off the wall 

Tell the stupid stories to remember my fall 
To remember my fall inside of these walls 

I think it’s time for you to leave me on the ground 
Tearing out my soul just to find a way back home

Running outta time I ain’t worried about that 
God only knows I’ll be comin right back 
I only know the way back home to you

Leave Me On The Ground

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: @failure404
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ x epitomeoffailure
Master; lil XipZ
Cover Art: Physs
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LYRICS

[Chorus: XipZ]
got a lot of things on my mind that i think about
dont say that you have my back when ik u dont
cuz people been switchin up on me
everyone wants something out of me
but i dont have left much to give
so i got nothin now

[Verse: epitomeoffailure]
i’ve got nothing left to give
i’ve wasted my time holding my breath till the bitter end
why cant i just get over this 
playin tricks on my mind but i’m so sick of playing pretend 

so you should let met know next time you decide to go for my heart
so i can plan to fall apart in the dark
i should’ve known you had me in your sights from the start

leave me alone
i don’t need you
so far from home
and scarred 

[Chorus: XipZ]
got a lot of things on my mind that i think about
dont say that you have my back when ik u dont
cuz people been switchin up on me
everyone wants something out of me
but i dont have left much to give
so i got nothin now

Nothing Left To Give (w/ epitomeoffailure)

self-prod

Look at the problem it's you, 
Girl you know that it is true, 
Got all these bands and they blue. 
That's also what I have been too. 
Big money, 
Big heart, 
Big depression, 
Restart. 
Sip shit, 
Go hard. 
I broke, 
My start. 
Crashing the car, 
And the whip got a limp. 
Bumps on my back, 
I got acne on skin. 
He better than me, 
I got nothing on him. 
But shit imma flex, 
Either way I been lit. 
Big cups, 
Chase it with regret. 
40 fucking ounce, 
Take it to my head. 

I been going crazy, 
I been going hard, 
I been fucking bitches, 
But I know I'm not a star. 
I been getting big cheques, 
I can't drive a car. 
I been going crazy in the back, 
I'm going hard. (x2)

Tell me she hate me, 
Don't doubt it, 
I'm crowded, 
By mouths, 
That be saying I'm drowning, 
In clout, 
I don't need nothing else, 
Here around. 
I just need me, 
And the sound. 
Voices can rattle, 
Belittle, 
And I'm in the middle, 
Of argument, 
I cannot pick, 
Who's in the right, 
Who's in the wrong, 
Really don't know all that shit. 
I just want dividends, 
Splits and a cheque. 
I just got water on me, 
Check my neck. 
Fucking these bitches, 
And I get em wet. 
Only one girl, 
But the others want it. 
Ain't chase a drink, 
So I won't chase a bitch.
Only chasing dreams, 
That shit is real, 
Get off my dick.

I been going crazy, 
I been going hard, 
I been fucking bitches, 
But I know I'm not a star. 
I been getting big cheques, 
I can't drive a car. 
I been going crazy in the back, 
I'm going hard.

Pull up on me, 
Let it buss. 
Pull up on me, 
Bitch you suck. 
You better duck, 
I keep it tucked, 
Spraying you bitches, 
I been number one. 
Ten rounds in this blicky. 
I been blowing up, 
Bitch im fucking playboi crizzy. 
This is my world, 
This is my life, 
This is my girl, 
Sipping on sprite, 
Pussy real tight, 
Fuck every night, 
She want it hard, 
I'm saying alright. 
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah, 
I got the money on me. 
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah, 
You acting funny to me. 
Now I been doing my thing, 
Now I pull on your bitch. 
She asking you for a ring, 
It shine when she stroking my dick. 
You say you ain't fuck with the kid, 
Still you been bumping my shit. 
I'm better than every clique, 
Trust me you ain't getting in. 

I been going crazy, 
I been going hard, 
I been fucking bitches, 
But I know I'm not a star. 
I been getting big cheques, 
I can't drive a car. 
I been going crazy in the back, 
I'm going hard. (x2)

Going Hard

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Physs
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LYRICS:

i think that u hate me, hate me
n baby thats the issue
way too late to save this, save me
im tired of feeling misused

i be in a prison inside of my mind
black roses rotting im dead inside, girl
im tasting my blood but thats quite alright
licking the tip of the knife cuz im done girl

sorry baby i said i wouldnt do this
but i guess i been cutting again
sorry baby that im so fucking useless
but i needed to try and feel things again

cuz i been feeling numb
im tired as fuck
i cant seem to keep my eyes open
running out of luck
god this fucking sucks
i cant see why i continue to do this

YouHateMeAndThatsTheIssue

painfuel (prod. woahsxda)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

i can feel us getting distant, i know that you can feel it too
dont wanna deal with my emotions, 
maybe i could give them to you

just hold them for a bit
i promise ill be quick 
just need a little break
but maybe its too late for that

tensions so thick i could cut it like butter
just need to take a breath and maybe another

anything to stop my heart from racing
baby could you stop it, lets just face it
i think its time you realize that we never meant to be

baby i cant tell if you hate me or not
need to get my shit together, but for now ill just rot 
im always disassociating cuz im in my head a lot
staring into space, looking like im lost

sometimes i just dont feel like im real
starving myself, im missing out on plenty meals
workin my ass off just for no results
always in pain, need to take a day off

and everything just works together to tear me down
feeling more lost everyday, im burnt out

Disassociating

prod. project luna (s/o them<33 amazing prod)

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

drive slow, driving for eternity 
die so, taking time to try n breathe
sidenote, no sleep n  im goin geek
eyes closed, all i see is u n me 

craving for sum remedy 
or something to help w helping me
listen to the melody im 
really about to take my leave
speaking with all the honesty 
nothing could really fw me 
more than seeing you
breaking what's left inside of this shell of me

this life it was forced upon me
just know that i didn’t ask for any of this
the candle light burns dim and slowly
now i must go
before i start to fall to pieces

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

let me rot away.~

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the haunting (ft. casperrr & epitomeoffailure)

I've been manipulated by the baphomet

I've Been Manipulated By The Baphomet w/epitomeoffailure (prod. acey)

REHAB WITH EPITOME + CLOWN 🖤🩶🪽
HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS BANGER ⛓️⛓️
.
(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving 

(Epitomeoffailure)
i’ll bury my head in the sand for the last time
i run in circles again to look behind 
myself cause no one ever seems to have my back
when i’m all alone i self-destruct and that’s a fact

im holding back these tears inside till everything goes black
i swear the songs i make are all just pointless fucking trash
believe me when i say im sorry in every way i lack
promise im trying hard with this music shit but i’m not that fast

they just leave me in the dust 
forget me i wasn’t enough
for them is what im brain tells me
when my bones decay away to eternity 
i’ll be lost just like a fading memory

(Vails + epitome) 
And I don’t wanna leave 
But I have no reason to breathe 
I wish I could believe 
Everything you said to me

(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving

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Nothing Left To Give (w/ epitomeoffailure)

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