pulling back the hammer just for fucking fun </3 :(

@riphomesick

Help find the consequence 
For stealing my heart and leaving for good this time
Help me find my way back home 
I’m tired of the problems In my head 
I can’t see clearly 
I guess we’re falling apart 
I guess your body is a work of art 
Got a head full of problems and I don’t wanna start again 

Help find the consequence 
For stealing my heart and leaving for good this time
Help me find my way back home 
I’m tired of the problems In my head 
I can’t see clearly 
I guess we’re falling apart 
I guess your body is a work of art 
Got a head full of problems and I don’t wanna start again

(Morgan Bates)
i dont wanna say it
but i'm missing yesterday
holdin on with drastic changes
somehow always feel the same
but i fight it
help me understand
i always miss the point with you
i dont wanna start again
i dont have to make amends
left my life vacant
scribbled down in past tense
the things you say are vapid
its lackin passion
layin on the floor
givin in to these distractions

(nevrwrld)
Help find the consequence 
For stealing my heart and leaving for good this time
Help me find my way back home 
I’m tired of the problems In my head 
I can’t see clearly 
I guess we’re falling apart 
I guess your body is a work of art 
Got a head full of problems and I don’t wanna start again

Consequence (Remix) w/ homesick [+ sogimura]

I produced and recorded this song with my friend @flux-aspekt. 
He wrote all the lyrics for this song, sung the bridge, and did the artwork(its also his debut as a musical artist and I'm really really proud of him)

You can pre-save it on Spotify too :D https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heyleemanzeron/sugar-coated-heartbreak-feat-flux-aspekt

Lyrics:
 
All aboard the sleepy time express
It’s time to put that head safely to rest 
If you have nightmares
I’ll chase away your fears
I feel so trapped inside this bed
It’s not my fault my memories are dead

I see the pain that no one understands 
But can't you see my life is at hand 
So tired of fighting 
So tired of trying 
I wish someone would pull the trigger, now I'm dying

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak

Walking down the street
Street lights on
You got me thinking 'bout you 
From dusk till dawn 
We used to walk hand in hand 
But now i’m empty handed
I'm thinking about you and the life we’d’ve landed

I see the pain that no one understands 
But can't you see my life is at hand 
I'm tired of fighting 
So tired of trying 
I wish someone would pull the trigger, now I'm dying

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak

My heart is slowly sinking 
What the fuck was I thinking 
I just keep walking past strangers
drowning in my head 
Every day I just wish that I'll wake up dead 
Go straight through the front door, what life have I lead? 
Cause it's just me, and I'm tired 

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak
X2

Most times I feel outspoken 
You always leave me choking 
On words I left unspoken
And now I'm fuckin' broken

HeyLee x Flux Aspekt - Sugar Coated Heartbreak

New single “ESCAPE” with Swiif

(Lyrics)
I could never escape 
I could never run away 
Every time I try 
Know past is catching up with me 
I could never escape 
I could never run away
Every time you call
Know you’re just hurting me 

Tik tok on the clock 
Know you’ll call me on the dot
Tryna mess up all my thoughts again
Still tryna shoot your shot
Cause I never hit block
So I guess it’s my fault again 
Conversing with ghost 
For some conversation 
I could never wait 
I’m so impatient 
Seeing your silhouette 
Inside of my head
And I can’t forget that

I keep on tryna rush into love
To escape you
But no matter how I hard I try
I could never hate you 

I could never escape 
I could never run away 
Every time I try 
Know past is catching up with me 
I could never escape 
I could never run away
Every time you call
Know you’re just hurting me 
Cause there’s no escape 
From all this
We’ve been filling the void
Since august 
There’s no escape
From all this
We’ve been filling the void
We need to stop it 

(Swiiif)
Tryna fill in the void
But you won’t come home 
I’ve been stuck in my ways
I’ve been all alone 
My head hurts I’ve been so sick
So nauseous when did it end up like this
Smoke and mirrors 
I just need to find some clarity 
Everything I do I keep the thought
Of you right next to me
I promise I can’t look back I won’t 
Everytime I look at you I choke
On the words you hurt me with 
I feel so hurt love sick 
Everything that I do
Reflects when I miss you 

I keep on tryna rush into love
To escape you
But no matter how I hard I try
I could never hate you 

I could never escape 
I could never run away 
Every time I try 
Know past is catching up with me 
I could never escape 
I could never run away
Every time you call
Know you’re just hurting me 
Cause there’s no escape 
From all this
We’ve been filling the void
Since august 
There’s no escape
From all this
We’ve been filling the void
We need to stop it

ESCAPE (feat. Swiiif) [prod. Immortal]

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: @failure404
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ x epitomeoffailure
Master; lil XipZ
Cover Art: @shxdy808 x lil XipZ
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LYRICS

[chorus: lil XipZ]
everything seems to go so wrong 
crying on the beat while i write this song
fucking up my wrist while im alone
tears falling down i have no one 

and it always hurts the worst 
when i cant come up with words
cant wait to be put in the dirt
rotting wounds filled up with worms 

[verse:epitomeoffailure]
i struggle to remember what you said to me
every day seems like a distant memory 
i struggle to breathe
oh god i think i should just leave 

but where do i go
i keep walking down these empty streets 
all alone
i feel like a ghost 
should i be surprised 
that no one’s by my side 
i’m on my own 

i’m on my own
i have no home
i have no one
staring down the barrel of a fucking gun
pulling back the hammer just for fucking fun 

[chorus: lil XipZ]
everything seems to go so wrong 
crying on the beat while i write this song
fucking up my wrist while im alone
tears falling down i have no one 

and it always hurts the worst 
when i cant come up with words
cant wait to be put in the dirt
rotting wounds filled up with worms

Rotting Wounds (w/ epitomeoffailure)

prod. nevrfall






mix. ztope
MASTERED BY  shizukesa. 

lyrics-

swno-
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye cup full of vodka 
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye weed in this blunt 
Gonna roll it up tight
Yuh frost on my finger
Tips call that frost bite 
Yuh running out of fucks
To give Ima be fine 
Ima die no life line
Aye fuck what I said
Bitch I’ve been up for
2 night drinking all night
Just to sorta feel right
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 

Aye fuck what I said
Bitch I’ve been up For
2 nights drinking all night 
Just to sorta feel right
Aye fuck what I said 
Bitch I’ve been up for 
2 nights smoking all night
Just to sorta feel right


2nd verse-
swno-

Aye Putting my thoughts in my notes
Yuh Writing this shit help me cope 
Yuh making this shit while I float 
High for two nights yeah I know 
Aye I do not care what you wrote
Like Why do you still hit my phone


 shizukesa. -

i know that i should try
but i spend every second second guessing if i'm alive
that's why, i been gripping at the knife
cause at least i know myself, but myself wanting me to die
and i don't really wanna cry yet
fucking dissect
everything in my head
can i die yet?
tell me i'm a reject
let me bleed out
fell inside the trap now
just a rebound

2nites w/ shizukesa. (nevrfall)

2nites w/ shizukesa.  (nevrfall)

sentimental feat epitomeoffailure & Heylee Manzeron

late to the party (prod. aidan han x teddyboi)

Heart is pounding feeling so much exhaustion 
And my brain won’t stop talking to me tonight 

Cardiac arrest yeah
Keeping me in bed yeah 

You must understand what’s going through my brain yeah

So much hurting 
My heart is burning 

Deep within my head 
Theirs so much ill intent 
You push me away without consequences 

Cut me so slowly 
Watch me bleed out right on the floor 

Leave me where I belong 
no time for crying in the end 

No time to wait and tell a friend 
That’s why I’m writing this song 

I’m lost inside my own head 
Slowly waiting for your time to end 
Your time to end  

Cardiac arrest yeah
Keeping me in bed yeah 

You must understand what’s going through my brain yeah

So much hurting 
My heart is burning 

Deep within my head 
Theirs so much ill intent 
You push me away without consequences 

Cut me so slowly 
Watch me bleed out right on the floor

Cardiac Arrest [+ splashgvng]

get those feet pics up lets go
remake of an old lofi song https://soundcloud.com/user-53555568/dreams-come-true-20-xander?in=user-53555568/sets/pink-flesh-ep
50 song milestone too, thnk u for listening

sitting on a rock baby lets pretend
that we got all this ahead and we dont have to turn our shoulder
it could be like this to the end
or we could just to this shit over over again 

dry shelves and cheap jokes
all this from the 5th house from the bus post
i’ll try to forget you, i’ll try to forget you
but at lights out, when the suns down it just comes out 

i was stuck at home 
drinking something light
taking things slow
part 4 be alright

8 miles on the road, for the second time
follow all the stars coz they me show me where to go at night

didn’t think life’d be so easy
fading to the back do you see me
cutting so deep i think i see you
iont think seen these scars are gonna heal any time soon

maybe dreams come true 
but ion really think that its a dream without you
dream without you
life without you
im not sure its possible 
but we both know i haven’t got a clue
but i dont wanna talk it through

dry shelves and cheap jokes
all this from the 5th house from the bus post
i’ll try to forget you, i’ll try to forget you
but at lights out, when the suns down it just comes out 

i was stuck at home 
drinking something light
taking things slow
part 4 be alright

8 miles on the road, for the second time
follow all the stars coz they me show me where to go at night

ive been on my own
on a steady grind
things i didn’t know 
now circle my mind

my face i hardly show, outta sight,
living life afar outta sight hope outta mind

dreams cøme true 3.0

dreams cøme true 3.0 (xander.)

guitar by acey <3
enjoy~

lyrics
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i am really dead
taking all the time i have to run it  through my head
kissing on the post, and yet were running to our graves
im lost and fictions running through the top part of my brain
and makes me wanna say

did you notice that im crying in my bed
lost and out of focus, all i wanted, all i said
the moon is telling stories, even time when we aren't friends
i just couldn't notice all the reasons i depend
on ur loving, full offence

yet i am full of dread, and i cant focus what said
the moon is telling stories all i want, and all i said, i could never not, 

but you wanna open up my heart
tell me all ur problems baby, don't know where to start
life is pretty scary, finding love is pretty hard
and open up to people when ur feeling kina scared

you dont know anyone inside ur head
you left a thousand  miles in ur car, ur friends are dead
its been a couple years and now ur terrified to death
and honestly me too
i dont know what to do
im lost and im confused!


yet i am full of dread, and i cant focus what said
the moon is telling stories all i want, and all i said, i could never not, 
UR ALL I EVER WANTED, ALL THATS EVER IN MY HEAD!
i promise you ill try my very best so you depend, we can live a life instead.

The Moon Is Telling Stories (moon II)

Released by: 333 Collective
Artists: Crizzy White & mxlatonin
Produced by: pxɳιƚ & prodmax
Mixing: Crizzy White & mxlatonin
Master: lil XipZ
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Reckless (w/ Crizzy White & mxlatonin) [Prod. pxɳιƚ & prodmax]

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Rotting Wounds (w/ epitomeoffailure)

lil XipZ (@xipz_sad.am)

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