5th @jaydeschrist rock leak of 2025
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jaydes - bastard *FULL SONG*

another day goes by 
i wanna cry cause im dying on the inside
and you ask why
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaask
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-
i love you so but its plutonic and i
hug you tho although i vomit in my mouth
as the days go by im countin em up
we been together for like 6 months
it dont get better im such a chump
because this aint that real love 
real trust with them real hugs

dont ask me why im sad bitch lets just play castle crashers

if it hurt so bad 
why did u go back
and i saved ur ass 
then you put me up in ur past

ts pmo sm sybau

yeah my life's been a bummer 
when will i die probably around this summer
used to wanna cry but now im just a runner
running from my problems i get high and i get dumber
maybe during summer then they'll careeeeeeeeeeeee
and ill post on my instagram and no one hits me back
and i look like a attention seeker tryna get on track but im not

no samples btw this is purely all prod me so no label can take down my suicide note

a cry for help that you will all ignore

you said that you want me but you dead weight
never said sorry cause you give headaches
maybe it was my fault in the first place
baby i just feel like a whole mistake
crazy how she want me but she want a break
looked at that girl like she had aids 
yeah the first one i love made me feel afraid

milo pls depo me 5$ 4 stake mines

everything u do baby i just tend to notice
im obsessive n so creepy for my woman n she know it
i dont know what she just fed me but its probably a love potion
cause im feeling really dizzy and i do not have emotions
if im being fucking honest this was way out of my potence
now im feeling like a sea turtle all up in the ocean

this already got taken down once lets see if we can do it again

hope that feeling in ur heart never goes away
cause im stuck on my own and im still in pain
nothing ever feels like home so im in my way
mayb i shouldve just grown in the fuckin first place
always wondered how u saw me didnt know how to say it
all those other girls r copies so theyre all good replacements
i dont know how to say this but i just feel like a racist
cause i hate like everybody except girls that are asian

i need to stop doordashing i spent half my paycheck allready

xistence