its hard to tell your if love is true
its hard to tell your lies from truth

And I know I’m a waste of your time
And I know these drugs are killing my mind
But I’ll pretend that I’m fine plz don’t cry if I die
At least I left on my own time (for once)

5 gram wood got me stuck
You left me down in a rut 
You said you loved me but once
Damn I’m down in my luck
Now I’m down in my cup
I Don’t care pour it up 
Damn I’m tired of love 
Damn I’m tired I’m stuck

Why am I never enough 
Why you saying these things
Now your grabbing stuff 
N your pulling my strings
N I kno sure enough 
We were never in sync 
You just used me for lust 
Now I can’t trust a thing

hard 2 tell w/ Flower

to try and never understand these names.
to stare into these eyes with a blank face.
it can never be as easy as you think.
no words explain what you can feel.
feelings that you can’t refute.
cries that never hear themselves.
worthless. pointless.
these words spoke in vain.
this cold will never end as long as they stand.
its hard to say anything of true meaning.
remind us.

Forty Hour Suit by train breaks down

Lyrics-
 don't let me go
im falling into a deep abyss
i see you there
is this a game you like to play
cause this shits not fair
still smell the fragrance from your hair
i cant hold it together
losing myself whenever you're near

whenever you're near
just let me go whenever your here
i wanna go home
whenever you're near
just let me go


i always try but it seems too fail
feel the weight of the world 
seems nobody can see this hell
feels like im locked away but nobody can post my bail
dont hit my cell
when i die dont repost me we were not that close
fuck your closure when i die i wont leave a note
when i try to open up i always seem to choke
dont mean to gloat
this ship has sailed
dont need no boat
ive lost all hope
ive tried to cope

don't let me go
im falling into a deep abyss
i see you there
is this a game you like to play
cause this shits not fair
still smell the fragrance from your hair
i cant hold it together
losing myself whenever you're near

whenever you're near
just let me go whenever your here
i wanna go home
whenever you're near
just let me go

Dont Let Me Go w/idk

Dumb Asf Freestyle

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Mac Miller - Family Lives (UNRELEASED) ☽

Lyrics

I’m Sorry baby yeah I drive you crazy
I ain’t got no license but I still whip this mercadces 
I’ve been going crazy yeah
This shit feeling amazing yeah
I can’t lie she glazin yeah
Diamonds wet like navy yeah 
Said she hate it there so I end up savin her
I know ain’t no Savin her I just want slay it yeah
You broke you wont say it yeah sorry you must hate it yeah

look like a hero with this a cross on my chest yeah
Chrome heart that’s vest yeah 
Bitch I know next yeah
I don’t read text yeah 
Bitch just give neck yeah
I don’t need no lecture 
Bitch don’t no pictures 

Said you love me I’d be careful baby
I’m type to fuck ya friend to just be petty baby
I’m so sorry baby I just want money baby
I’m the one who drives you crazy
I’m the one who made it baby

Im The One

"ihatebadproducertags" by tommy blank 
prod. midnightufo 

(b-b-b-blank on the beat!)
I hate bad producer tags.
I hate bad producer tags.
Why you gotta ruin my song with all of that? 
Why you gotta ruin my song with all of that?

Now I’m jumping off a roof, getting whacked.
Timing don’t matter when you’re running in last.
Might as well shut my eyes,
Now I’m falling, do it for the vine!
Now I’m calling, hit you on your line,
Then you’ll get to hear me go divine!
Do what my will say, ain’t hearing anyone out!
Do what my will say, and go to that mountain in town,
And you sit there and count!
Every second that I won’t be around ya!
Every second, yall don’t want me without ya!
Every second that I won’t be around ya!

I hate bad producer tags. 
I hate bad producer tags. 
Why you gotta ruin my song with all of that? 
Why you gotta ruin my song with all of that? 

Now I’m jumping off a roof, not to brag!
I hate my name nowadays, I can’t read the last one!
So I leave it blank, so I leave it blank, the last one!
Leaving it blank, the last one.
Do you want blank as your last one?

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XIV Ash