lyrics -

I aint rly gettin outa bed 
I been hearin screamin in my head
She aint rly hearing wut i said 
I cant rly seem to get ahead
See me kinda lookin like my dad
But mama take a look at where im at 
Yuh know i shoulda never made you mad 
But ima give you everything we never had

I aint really learn how to help myself 
Yeah i didnt think it hurt thought the drugs might help 
But it only make it worse sayin fuck oh well
Ion love her well but 
Ima show her that its real i dont guess  myself 
I dont fuck with other people i just sesh myself 
You ready to leave and i get my stuff 
Cuz our friends kinda suck

home alone (softbite)

cattles2cadillacs (kayohbeats x joe leytrick)

first solo song in a while ❤

mixed and mastered by @user-350253571

sick of it all (prod me)

self prod

lyrics:
i wish you the best in the worst way
no one ever thought we would last in the first place
you got my heart skipping beats, you were elite
dream abt ur luv rinse it and repeat

im tryna get my head straight out the past
reminicse abt the time i saw you last
laid up, fall in luv,
fight a lot, making up
i don't think i can do it anymore
if u hit my phone i might ignore
i jus can't forgive you like before
leave you in the past, leave you in my lore
i don't think i can do it anymore

do u like to waste my time?
not gonna lie
if you would again i wouldn't mind x2

i think the alcohol is talking back
it's telling me to answer all ur calls back

i think i might relapse
it'd make my heart relax
until i overload and crash x2

im tryna get my head straight out the past
reminicse abt the time i saw you last
laid up, fall in luv,
fight a lot, making up
i don't think i can do it anymore
if u hit my phone i might ignore
i jus can't forgive you like before
leave you in the past, leave you in my lore
i don't think i can do it anymore

anymore (aurasrevenge)

self prod
lil toxic rnb jawn
lyrics:
don't vent abt ur man i wanna hear less of him
tired of ur bullshit time and time again
get on top of me, don't say a word and settle in
ion even need u i'll jus hit up ur friend

sippin out my cup, u jus a feeder huh?
better than ur man he ain't a eater huh? 
compliment ur fit you jus gon eat it up
act like i'm in love, bitch i jus wanna fuck

said ur afraid of commitment
crazy thing to say while u switchin positions
i don't give a fuck rly not tryna listen
toss u all ur clothes n kick u out fuck u with the vision ?

baby u really tryna find ur knight?
someone who gon luv u thru the night
someone who gon stay put up w the fights
came to the wrong place yeah fucking right

she hit me up again, 11 on the dot
she tryna link up at the bar, henny on the rock
i can't stop
talkin mad crazy got my rizz on lock
took her back to my place, 11:20 on the clock
yeah ik she bad ik i used my luck
snapped it to my homies so they all kno im up, run me up
120 on the dash ik she feel the rush
fucked but i'm not the type 2 luv x2

not the type 2 luv (aurasrevenge)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0189LvXlRu5Hks04ArsyoT?si=3b1dffaee6754a0f

find out 
i aint rly wanted ur love
yeah i’m doing fine now 
dont worry ur heart ab me
yeah i'm on my high now 
no one gave a fuck ab us
and im still on ur mind now 
know u never wanted to leave 
wasted all my time now 
never felt like i was enough
take another line now 
don't know wut u wanted from me 
lets face it ima die now 
told lil baby i’m giving up 
cuz it sux 
girl ur nutz
and ur crazyy

and im toxic 
u hate me 
and all of ur friends gonna talk shit
i hate being involved 
and im holding it all in 
put holes in the wall of my room
and i rly got no one to call besides u
told her tht id give her my all and i tried 2
yeah i dont feel like its rly my fault 
wut did i do?
yeah and i might take my life dont know when ill decide 2
and im lying to myself when i say i despise u

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my fault (asperr)

PROD. Atheonix
Lyrics:
8 missed calls and they all from uu
Up all night tears droppin on ur shoes
Why am i lost never felt so confused
Felt so confused
Why is this so much for me to go thru
Pop these pills and i feel a lot less
Force myself to hate and love you
Swindle me further into ur test


Phase 5
U learned everything im phased by
Whys it hurt so much i realize
Fuck my sense i  dont feel right
I dont feel right (x2)

Wish i could just get away from u
All thi— *sigh*
Just get out my fucking head fuck! 

Passed out
On ur floor
After nights of drinks
Didn’t talk much
Had a fight 
Pulling at my strings
Its too much 
Idk if i can think 
Its no luvv
But we never end a thing

Phase5

@55depths

video:
https://youtu.be/1gWsqTat8Y4

prod. me.

lyrics:
would you watch me fall?
and lose it all
would you care at all
if i even called?
oh heaven, dear
i'm not alright
think it's best you leave tonight
oh love, i fear
the end is near
you're out of sight i'm out of mind

so hold this close
i'm reaching out
endure this ghost
or hear me out

i'm not surprised
it never really mattered to me
and in your eyes
i thought i finally found a meaning
you run and hide
a problem only i seem to see
i think it's time
i seperate the you from the me
separated by our curses
i'm not the type to say
every day that passes worsens
i'll stay at home today

so hold this close
i'm reaching out
endure this ghost
or hear me out
so hold this close
i'm reaching out
endure this ghost
or hear me out

hold this close

(prod. wixxy)

lyrics:
HOOK:
I try and I don't really wanna fuck up
You tell me I had enough, enough
All the things I tried to trust, I lost trust
Cause you don't really think us

As one, trust me, had enough of your love
All the things that you did, it fucked me up

Problems now problems then
All the time that we spent
Who am I who are you who are we to judge 

VERSE:
(I got an idea)
(Snapping)
Who are we to judge 
Cause im all fucked up
I can not go on

(Respectfully hold on hold on)
I won't fall in love
Try to get rid of
All these feels they're stuck 
It just feels so wrong 
But I can't give up
We can't get along

Anymoreeee
But I fell for yaaa

What have we become?..

HOOK:
I try and I don't really wanna fuck up
You tell me I had enough, enough
All the things I tried to trust, I lost trust
Cause you don't really think us

As one, trust me, had enough of your love
All the things that you did, it fucked me up

Problems now problems then
All the time that we spent
Who am I who are you who are we to judge

As One

prod Dan Darmawan

[Lyrics]:

i saw you at the movie
you were sitting so close to me
if id known how to talk to you
maybe our futures would
 
change for the better
cause i love you
i never told you 
cause im scared too
ill drown my sorrows
in my pillow
ill let my feelings
fade with you

change for the better
i love you
drown in my sorrows
fade with you

take you home in the back of the 85'
one hand on the wheel other's gripping your thigh
i never ever thought that it would come to this
lets skip the town and kiss until were sick of it

is this real
mind conceal
dreaming feels
like my heart stood still

change for the better
cause i love you
i never told you cause im scared too
ill drown my sorrows
in my pillow
ill let my feelings
fade with you

Feelings

feelings

w/ @sxulzel

produced by @012207 and @newgarasu

my fault (asperr)

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